
God always knows how to unite
parishioners. When the feeling of separation and loss is reciprocated with happiness, then the struggle and sacrifice will not be in vain.
As things are now, although Nabila must pass first a steep road full of obstacles. Sacrificing all his feelings is now all paid for by recovering the Mother and
the meeting with Abay also to the presence of two friends who always strengthen.
Eliminate all the heartache and pain in the chest, although not all.not all the burden carried so far slightly reduced by the presence of them all on the side of Nabila.
And now, this is where Nabila, Zahra and Vika are. Together staring at a small screen inside her featuring a room that is filled by many relatives and people nearby.
Everything led to one point where a man dressed in a formal black suit was sitting while shaking hands.
The atmosphere suddenly became quiet, everyone focused on listening to the chants of Lafadz who will soon be ejected from the lips of the man.
Until a long sentence in
one breath made Nabila instantly freeze.
“I RECEIVED THE MARRIAGE AND THE MARRIAGE OF SHINTIA AZKA NABILA BINTA MR. ARKA WIJAYA (ALM) WITH THE DOWRY OF A SET OF PRAYERS AND GOLD JEWELRY WEIGHING SEVENTY-FIVE GRAMS IN CASH PAY. "
“How is the witness, legitimate ?”
“SAH ! “
Lafadz ijab Qobul
by Bhintara out loud, heard up to Nabila's room on the top floor very clearly. Until it makes her shocked.
Nabila still does not believe, if she has now become a wife of a man who just one month ago in her know.
“Alhamdulilah.” Sounded to two
his best friend recited the Hamdalah reading simultaneously.
He looked to the left side where
Zahra was sitting, who was immediately greeted with a sincere smile on the face of the natural red-cheeked woman.
“Congratulations Bil, now you have
so a wife of a godly man like Gus Bhintar. Dedicate to him, even if it does not fit your heart's desire but try to accept everything sincerely. Remember ! the best for you is not necessarily the best for her.” Zahra's advice while pointing upward.
Nabila noticed his friend
with teary eyes, feeling touched by their friendship that half of their life experience witnessed directly by Zahra. It starts with happiness, sadness, and despair. They all pass together. Therefore, Nabila believes that the decision to get married is the best for everyone.
“ Yes Ra, Insha Allah.”
Now Nabila turned to look in the direction
Vika who sat next to her right, somehow from then on just kept quiet not as usual.
“Vik.” Call Nabila who doesn't
directly get the authorization.
He blinked, sharpening
the look on Vika's unusual face. And that's pretty disturbing
nabila's thoughts.
“ Vika ! “ Repeat again while shaking the body of the flatten was rather hard.
“ Uh ?” Looks like Vika is closing her eyes
realized, then turned to the side before making a sound “ I.i.iya Bil why?”
replied Vika while slightly wiping the puddle of water that was at the end of the eye.
“Loh? Lo cry Vik ?” turns out
vika's attempt to hide a tear from her came out
fooling Nabila.
Really, Nabila was made to wonder? why not him to be happy like Zahra, his best friend who was one even looks moody and sad.
Vika shook her head “ Not ! who
the crying too? “ elak woman with steady, but still not
making a Nabila believe just like that.
Nabila took one hand Vika
bring him up the thighs by not taking his eyes off his best friend in the least.
“ Why? If anything incriminates you please just tell me.” Desak Nabila's.
Vika shook her head and smiled sweetly
“ What's Bil, don't let me ! I'm doing fine. Why be a riweh? ”
the word Vika in the style of Absurd deliberately made-up is not as natural as usual.
This time Nabila was silent, the more sure if there was something that had been hidden his friend who did not know what he still did not know.
“Udah don't get too forced, maybe
later also Vika will tell her own story as usual. “ sela Zahra intruded, like a savior for Vika when panic began to hit.
Actually Zahra knew the cause of Vika's anxiety earlier, but because he had already promised he was reluctant to deny. Choosing silence and pretending to be blind saw his friend hurt for the happiness of other friends.
Vika sighed in relief “ Yes Bil, exactly what Zahra said. Later if I am ready also will be the story, but not now." replied Vika while looking directly at Zahra's eyes with a sad look, like giving a sign of gratitude for helping her. And all the strange things they did both did not escape from Nabila's vision.
Before Nabila answered Vika's words, he first turned to look at Zahra. After getting an answer from the look in her eyes, she looked back at Vika.
" Oh. okay" replied Nabila resigned.
This time Nabila will let his two best friends hide a secret from him, but not for later when Nabila really charges an answer. Trying to appreciate Vika's decision by not forcing the beautiful lecturer to tell a story now. Although Nabila is very curious about it all.
How could? the girl who usually displays a cheerful face without burden, now looks more like a heartbroken person than advising and congratulating like Zahra earlier, Even when Ijab kabul takes place, even when Ijab kabul, vika's body also stiffened like her.
Honestly, there was his own unrest when he saw the girl who was usually slebor and frenzied in all the atmosphere now turned quiet and moody.
What's really wrong here?
Kreekkkkkk
The door of the room opened slowly, stopped the conversation to the three and threw out all the thoughts of Nabila who had been raging.
Deg !
Nabila's heart is hard, still
not ready if the man with the status of his husband comes now.
Nabila looked towards the door where
the source of the voice is located, and a little can breathe a sigh of relief when you see if the Mother is behind her with a smile. Indicates if the middle-aged woman looks very happy now.
Nabila smiled back, then followed by Zahra and also Vika who said goodbye to come out.
"Bil, we're out first, right? yuk Vik. "give Zahra permission while extending her hand to Vika.
"Hem. "
Then Nabila stood up, approached her Mother and immediately grabbed the old body tightly.
“ Baby, congratulations now you've
being a Wife of Nak Bhintar.”
resist crying.
“ Thanks...trthank you, because you want to meet the request of Mother.”
Nabila can only nod increasingly
tighten the embrace looking for a backrest there, holding tightness.
” Yes Mother, only this can
Nabila do to be able to see the smile of Mother again ”
As strong as Nabila withholds, not
feels his tears now melt can not be damung, the woman who is now wearing traditional Javanese white clothes was sobbing.Causing her pretty eyes become puffy.
How not ? by force
marrying a man she did not expect to be her husband at all, with all her real past making her hurt. And if Nabila wanted to, he could have annulled the marriage for that reason.
Which is possible, because if.
until the Mother knows it could be he will be directly hit by a hanger again ended up in the hospital. It might even be more fatal than that.
He has gone so far, not wanting to be a hypocrite by retracting the words he has agreed and promised Mother before him.
Nabila still remembers the time
still in the boarding school, once he listened to a lecture from wrong
one Ustadz that tells about three characteristics of hypocrites in Islam.: 1.When he said he was lying.
What if he promises he'll deny. And
What if I believe in betraying. Which until now is still ringing in Nabila, a little help as a reminder of himself so as not to become one of the groups of people.
So. even though Nabila already knew if the household in his path will be difficult and heavy, he resigned. It has prepared the heart from the days before, because from the beginning of the relationship is already formless and does not know where to take it.
“ Already. Don't cry anymore, let's go
downwards. The invited guests and your Husband have been waiting for a long time.” Pinta Mommy's
Arina wiped the tears.
Nabila's still down, back
his hands occasionally wiped away tears. Even the makeup on his face had faded formless, so the makeup artist was again busy repairing after he had been called again into the room.
After if the makeup is already perfectly attached. Slowly Mother Arina held the princess just her puppet
climb down the stairs carefully.
With a faint feeling, Nabila did not
dare to look at the face of the halal man and everyone else
just there.
Until the moment she was in the stand next to the groom, a whisper from Umi Khadijah asked her to immediately kiss the back of the hand of her husband.
With a doubtful nod Nabila took a hand full of sweat then kissed her for a long time, a little tear but quickly he wiped so that the invited guests did not think
no-no about her.
For sesa’at view they meet each other, but as fast as lightning Nabila was immediately turned away in the other direction. Still not brave and shy in the eyes of a man like that.
Bhintara looks to be sighing
heavy breathing. Like his condition is not much different from Nabila. Feeling depressed about the wedding.
Then the next event was connected with the use of the ring on the ring finger, but Bhintara's movement immediately stopped when he saw that there was already one ring that was coiled properly and beautifully there. even the flickering that came from his jewel had dazzled Bhintara's eyes. Making Bhintar stunned for a long time to pay attention.
Nabila was shocked to see her hand
alone, paying attention to that circular-shaped thing with an unpleasant feeling.
Maybe he forgot to take off the engagement ring from Ustadz in use
it was a month ago.
Really embarrassed. Directly attractive
his hands are from Bhintara's.
“ Mmmaa...af...i forgot to take it off.” said Nabila nervously while wanting to remove the ring relic Ustadz Adam immediately “ Wait a minute, I will release it.” Continue with a hoarse voice wanting to cry in panic once.
Nabila continues to twist the ring to immediately detach, a little time because it does
little tight. But in the middle to the panic Nabila movement suddenly stopped when
bhintara's soft hand-touch cupped her slowly.
"No need, let it go. "he said flatly.
He looked up at the eyes
Bhintara with teary eyes almost spilled, and his eyes are increasingly swept when getting the gel from Bhintara.
The feeling of unease is getting entrenched in his heart, causing tears of regret that he has since been resistant to slip through the red cheeks of Nabila.
Nabila felt angry with the view
all the invited guests present, whether after this the people will talk about what it will be like later.
How about a newlywed but already using a ring before the new husband will pin it?
“Maaf” says Nabila while looking down.
Bhintara is now more
master the circumstances around, see if everyone is focusing on them
both. Without warning the man immediately kissed Nabila's head while
close his eyes.
“It's okay, just take off the ring
our engagement later. ” Speak his loud, like in deliberately to be heard by
everything that's there.
Nabila was shocked, squinting
eyes stared intently at Bhintara.
Never thought, it could be a man named
The Bhintara said such a lie. Obviously, that's not
his provider? Why should you acknowledge something that does not belong to you.
“Ya Allah..new start only already.
in the beginning with berbong like this, especially later, maybe there will be a lot
further lies that will continue to be used to cover
one more lie.”