love in the wound
Chapter 9

Two months running normally, that morning I was washing dishes in the kitchen. As usual, my two bosses are not home. Only me and Roland remained together.

I heard from behind my back the footsteps of someone approaching slowly but faintly. My heart suddenly jumped as if it knew if anyone intended to scare me.

Ceps!

Mas Roland's hand held my hand which was still filled with soap foam. I looked at his face as a sign of my surprise.

"Ke_ why, Mas?" tanyaku. It looks like jakun Mas Roland is moving for sure he's just as nervous as I am.

"I love you, Dek. I came to your house to propose and they agreed. But I need your answer."

The deg!

My heart wails. I stared at Mas Roland's ball with stickiness.

"Yes, Deck. I want us to get married and build a happy family" he said convincingly.

Sure enough, Mas Roland expressed his feelings, but unfortunately I was not a baper but instead felt even more afraid. Moreover, he said it without further ado at all.

"Ma_ sorry, Mas. I don't know what to answer," I said as I gently took off her hand and continued my activities.

Mas Roland sculpted. He was standing next to me watching my face. Oh my God, how could I be this calm if Mas Roland turned creepy.

"Daddy, if you agree. I want us to get married as soon as possible, I can't wait." Mas Roland groans to make goosebumps my hair. When viewed from the way he looked, surely Mas Roland wanted something more, certainly something that men generally have in women.

I just put on a forced smile, I don't know if Mas Roland understands my heart. To be honest, until now I have no feelings for Mas Roland.

"Dec, say something." Apparently Mas Roland couldn't wait and was about to kiss me.

I pulled my face until it was just in the wind. "Sorry, Mas. We are not believers" I said.

"Just relax, Deck. Such things are common in this city. So no one will say anything to you" Mas Roland said.

I got out of the house and did my unfinished work.

Later that night, Mas Roland's parents had already returned home. They won't stay as long as I work there so I feel calm.

Last night I thought about what Mas Roland said. All I did was to hold my feelings for Mas Roland. I don't know why my heart refused.

So I decided to go home because I did not want to hurt Mas Roland for my existence. Yeah, that was the right decision. Tomorrow I'll give permission to both of my masters.

Sure enough, what I'm saying has been done. I sat down in front of them and asked them to return me.

"Alright, Nai. Father and Mother will not force it if it is your decision," said Bu Ida with a heavy heart.

"Thank you, Mama. I'm sorry, Nai, if Nai's been wrong all this time" I told them. Honestly, I really feel right living there. But I'm not feeling good about Mas Roland.

"It's not papa, Ndok. Maybe you're not here because of Roland, are you?" Miss Ida guessed. Maybe he knows that Roland likes me.

"Oh no, Mom. I'm not used to being away from Mom and Dad. So I can't hold back the longing" she said.

The two nodded their heads, and I quickly found them respectful because they were like my own parents.

"Assynnya!" I said.

"Wa'allaikumsalam" they answered.

I also lifted my luggage bag containing clothes, Mother Ida also slipped an amp in my hand I can confirm if there is money in it.

Just opening the door, Mas Roland and Kia walked in with meaningful gazes towards my bag.

"You want to go?" Mas Roland took a look at my hand and was suddenly moody.