LOVE IS ENDLESS
Honestly Don't Want You to Go

Zack never thought of taking anything from Imah, or taking Imah from his family.

Zack just wants to hang out with Ema. Enjoying the light and warmth that emanates from the self.

Sometimes when sitting with Imah, Zack feels like a lizard that is on the rocks, he can absorb sunlight without a barrier.

It makes Zack feel happy, warm and comfortable.

But sometimes that feeling makes Zack uncomfortable.

Zack does not want to look weak in the eyes of Imah, because it will make Zack very easy to hurt.

Zack said in his heart, if I were older, it might be different, but the reality was very different.

It was a girl who was only nineteen years old, while Zack was already thirty.

That fact cannot be changed, no matter how Zack feels happiness when flying with Imah.

Although Zack tried to ignore it, the time they missed on the plane that morning was very special for both of them.

" Bang Zack, what's going on?

Is there something you want to tell Imah? "

Looking at the interior of Zack, Imah tried to ask.

Figure out what exactly brought Zack back into silence.

Hearing Imah's question, Zack only reviewed a faint smile.

Zack felt, there was no way he would take out his heart on Imah.

" no. There's nothing.

I just thought it was our last day together.

These two days we're walking together, but after this we don't know when we're going to walk together again. "

Zack conveys something different to what he thinks of Imah.

Zack still keeps his feelings close to Imah.

" If there is something that disturbs the mind of bang Zack, brother can tell on Imah. Don't save yourself something that weighs on your mind. "

Imah asked Zack to tell him what was the burden on his mind.

" All this time we can tell you about anything through our letters, why when we meet in person like this brother just does not want to tell Imah? "

Imah asks why Zack does not want to be straightforward when they are meeting in person.

There was a bit of disappointment in the tone of her voice.

Zack realizes that Imah feels disappointed because ke does not continue to light Zack on Imah.

" Let's just calm down, brother will always tell Imah about anything, hasn't it been so? "

Zack tries to convince Imah that there is nothing Zack is hiding from Imah.

Zack tries to keep Mima from feeling disappointed.

Hearing what Zack said, Imah could only take a slow breath.

Zack is indeed a closed figure, so it is not easy to make Zack tell what he feels.

" I thought, all this time I've been able to recognize bang Zack.

Through the letters we sent, we have been seen open to each other, even when we were together yesterday and when we flew together.

It was like we had no distance between one and the other. "

I want to monologue about her relationship and closeness to Zack.

Which makes Imah not understand with the changes that Zack shows at this time as if returning to give distance between them.

" I apologize brother Imah, if the attitude of brother makes Imah confused or even makes Imah disappointed and injured.

Brother has not been able to make a decision for himself brother, will be taken where our relationship.

Brother really loves Imah, but because of this age difference that makes us hesitant to step up. "

" Sister knows if Imah will always accept brother with all the shortcomings that brother has, even with our age difference.

But what about the two parents? Brother really does not want to disappoint and hurt feelings, but brother can what with this situation? "

Zack is confused by his own feelings.

One side he does not want to lose Imah and on the other hand, Zack does not want to make Imah hurt by the rejection of both parents Imah against Zack.

Today is the last day that Zack and Imah went through.

Without feeling that time had passed so quickly.

Imah and Zack return to Home.

Imah and Zack played chess briefly in the library, more precisely Zack taught Imah to play chess.

It turns out that Imah is very easy to accept and understand what Zack teaches.

In order to play chess well, even Imah can beat Zack twice, and it makes Imah very happy.

Imah clapped her hands while laughing happily.

What I do is like a child who can do a challenge well.

At night, Zack again invites Imah to dinner together.

Imah and Zack spent the first two years together.

When Zack is coming back, Zack says good night to Imah.

" Good night, good rest. "

Said Zack when he was leaving home.

" Good night bang Zack, good rest too. "

Imah replied to Zack's good night with the same words.

The two felt it was hard to part, but they did not have the strength to stay together.

After saying the words good night and Zack leaves Imah's house, Zack doesn't know when he can meet Imah again.

Zack plans to return during the semester break, and Zack will return to Jakarta.

But Zack had an appointment with Denis, they had a lot of work designing a new engine for the plane.

There was a businessman who wanted to own a private jet and asked Zack and Denis to design the plane.

Zack feels bad for Denis if he asks for a lot of time to leave the job for a moment.

" If I had been working on designing a plane during the semester break, would there have been time for me to visit Imah? "

Zack asks inwardly about his plans for the upcoming semester break.

Zack also hesitates to ask Imah to see him.

Moreover, it would be very unlikely for Zack to ask Imah to visit him.

It looks too bold if Zack does it to Imah, which surely the two parents of Imah will not approve and allow Imah to see Zack.

Zack was confused by the situation.

Zack is very busy but he still wants to be able to meet with Imah.

And Zack will figure out how.

"I will try at any cost so that I can be reunited with Imah.

There's no way I'm gonna ask Imah to come see me."

Zack monologues in his heart trying to find a way how to meet Imah in the middle of his busy life.

"Maybe I'll try to ask Denis for help to make it easier for me to meet Imah."

Zack kept thinking about how to meet Imah.