LOVE IS ENDLESS
Chapter.36. Sacrificing Yourself in Illusions

When Imah thinks about children, in the heart of Imah there is no doubt that the children who Imah means are not the children of Zack, but the children of Imah with whom, no matter who, Imah does not know who will accompany her life and have children from their marriage.

Zack may never need the presence of children in his life.

Zack's life is full of airplanes, flying to test his ability to also fly to test the engine of his aircraft.

It seems that in Zack's life there will be no women, because there is no place for a woman in Zack's life.

If so, it is certain that Zack does not want to have a wife, let alone have children.

Zack had already said that to Imah, about himself and the children.

" ah.. Bang Zack may have never thought in his life of getting married, having a family and children.

Bang Zack was too cool with his world.

Perhaps the childhood experience made Zack bang traumatized to have a wife, as well as children.

It seems like bang Zack is comfortable with his solitude, comfortable with his busy handling of the planes that have become part of the life of bang Zack."

I'm thinking about the life that Zack lived.

Living with solitude and busyness that takes a lot of time in his life. Zack's world is very different from most people.

Zack told Imah several times when they met, that Zack did not have much time to get to know a woman and be close to a woman.

Zack spends a lot of time just on his plane.

Zack has sacrificed his social relationships just for the sake of the plane.

And Imah can see for himself about Zack and his plane.

Imah saw firsthand Zack's relationship with his plane which showed that Zack was really proud and loved his nurse.

But along with all of that, Imah's heart cannot accept that or trust the reality of Zack's life and his plane.

How could a Zack forget the desire and need to have a family just for the sake of his airplane.

But looking at Zack's age, which is now well deserved to have a wife, and Zack hasn't done that, makes Imah aware that Zack's world is only about him and his plane.

" As a close person and considered a friend, I want to remind Bang Zack that he needs someone to accompany his life.

But I don't feel entitled to do that to bang Zack. "

I'm thinking of reminding Zack about married life.

On the need to have a wife and children.

Imah was forced to accept what Zack told Imah

And Imah told herself, whatever Imah feels about Zack, or whatever Imah imagines about what Zack feels about Imah is just an illusion.

It's just a dream I feel for Zack.

A dream that feels so far from reality.

" What exactly do I expect from bang Zack?

All the hopes of the shadows in my heart and mind, it was all just an illusion, just a dream that I felt and imagined myself. "

I want to feel about Zack all his dreams.

" Efforting to remind bang Zack also felt useless, because bang Zack did not understand what was in my heart.

Tired..?? No, I don't feel tired to be illusory about bang Zack.

Although bang Zack only considers me as a friend, I will be happy to always be his best friend.

To give him attention as a friend. "

It would have survived if Zack had only thought of him as a friend.

Today, is the Sunday before Imah resumes activities on campus tomorrow.

After Zack's return, Imah's mother did not bring up Zack in the slightest.

Mama Imah listened to the advice given by Imah's father.

I'm waiting for what happens next about Imah and Zack's relationship.

The flashback

"  Dad, what about Imah and Zack's relationship.

I don't know where they spent the two of their time.

Imah just said he would go for a walk, then tomorrow he said he would go to lunch. "

Mom complained about Imah and Zack to dad.

" Let Mama enjoy her youth.

Give faith in Imah that Imah will be able to take care of her.

Since childhood, we have taught about manners and politeness.

I'm sure, Imah won't exceed her limits. "

Father gave understanding to mother to give confidence in Imah.

" Zack looks like a good young man.

Zack can definitely keep Imah and keep the trust we indirectly gave Zack by allowing Imah to go with Zack.

Zack never touched Imah, because the father saw an honest attitude and a high sense of responsibility on Zack. "

Dad trusted Zack by allowing Imah to go with Zack.

" Mom don't have to worry about Imah and Zack.

I'm sure, if there's anything between them, both Imah and Zack will tell us directly.

Give Imah and Zack confidence so that they feel comfortable and responsible with the trust we give. "

I tried to convince mom that Imah and Zack would keep the trust they gave.

Flashback.

Yes, it's true my father said so that I don't have to worry about Imah.

I gave birth and raised Imah, so I understand and understand the nature and attitude of Imah.

I shouldn't worry too much.

By giving confidence in Imah, it may make Imah become more mature, both the way of thinking and the way of acting.

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That night, Imah and her family were enjoying their dinner.

Father and mother sat side by side, while Imah sat in front of Andika.

" Well, is the need for tomorrow's lecture ready? "

Ask mom to Imah.

" Everything has prepared mom, tomorrow I'll just leave.

There is morning college. "

Answer to mom.

" Tomorrow with Dad alone, all of you want to go to the office. "

Father said to Imah.

" Imah together with Dika father, earlier Imah had asked Dika to deliver it to campus. "

Andika told father, if he would deliver Imah.

" Yes father, Imah ask for a bang Dika interracial, Imah think dad will go to the office a little afternoon. "

The word Imah justifies that Imah asked to be delivered by Andika.

" Yes already, it's okay, tomorrow I can go to the office a little afternoon. "

Said father again.

That evening Imah and her family enjoyed a quiet dinner.

I did not ask about Zack to Imah, because I tried to follow my father's advice by giving faith in Imah.