Love Letter
Temporary Regret

"This morning Cla bought a bean porridge in front, yuk eat the same - the same mumpung is still warm" said Clarisa with two bowls.

"Cla." call Alfian.

"Yes Bang!"

"Says last night, Kamela called Moza's hospital call?" ask Alfian.

"Astagfirullah, sorry Bang Cla forgot." replied Clarisa.

"Have you forgotten, or intentionally?" ask Alfian.

"By Allah Bang, Cla forgot. Wake up last night, brother, has slept well. Cla decide tomorrow morning just love her, anyways you can't be there today." Clarisa's friend.

"So you're the problem of Moza!" snapped Alfian.

"No Bang! it's not. I mean Cla, you're sleeping."

"It's Cla's kid's problem! even when you are asleep, you wake up. The thought there, you were intentionally unwilling to tell. Especially your status, her stepmother."

"But there's no meaning to that, said who Cla does not love Moza, Cla love really."

"Means that if you are sleeping soundly, there is a family that died tomorrow again you tell me huh..!"

"I'm sorry Cla Bang."

"Bikin sprain only" said Alfian straight out of the room with a jacket.

"But! " call Clarisa, but Alfian leaves on her motorbike.

Clarisa could only sob, and eat herself the porridge she bought. Intentions want to eat together, there is only a misunderstanding.

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Clarisa's waiting for her husband, not to be home until 8 p.m. Dinner, it's ready. Clarisa kept waiting, sitting at the door.

Clarisa tried to contact her husband, but was not answered. Until sending a message, Alfian just read not reply to him.

Clarisa then decided to go inside, close the door and sleep. Eyes cannot be closed, when the heart is not good. Clarisa sat down while leaning back, deciding to contact her brother.

"Hallo Bang."

"Yes deck, what's wrong?"

"What are you doing?"

"Air on deck picket, why?"

"Oh yaudah it's okay, Cla is just kangen with brother."

"do you have a problem with Alfian?"

"No one, just wanted to call you" Clarisa said.

"Abang home picket will play there."

"No need to Bang, Cla wants to go" Clarisa said lying back.

"Oh yes, jaudah."

"Jaudah Bang, later connected again" said Clarisa then hung up her phone.

Chequelek

The door opened, Alfian went home and threw his jacket just like he did, Clarisa immediately took her ex-husband's jacket.

"Will you eat?" ask Clarisa.

"Abang wants to sleep, sleepy." replied Alfian then immediately closed his eyes.

Clarisa's heart was crying, her mistake was so fatal. Clarisa could only shut up and go up to the bed. Clarisa sobbed, unable to hold back her cries.

Hiks. hiks..

Alfian heard Clarisa's sobbing, Alfian peeked out from behind the arm that closed both of her eyes. Clarisa turned her back, seeing her body tremble, from crying.

Alfian then hugged Clarisa's body from behind, Clarisa's crying firmer. Alfian half woke up, wiping his wife's tears.

"I'm sorry, brother!" whispered Alfian.

Clarisa nodded her head, wiping her tears. Alfian then turned his wife's body, now they both face each other. Both eyes Clarisa, in the kiss then down to the lips.

"Have dong not cry, Brother apologize." said Alfian with a smile.

"Yes, tomorrow you go home. We're looking for by, the same toys for Moza." said Alfian back.

" Yes Bang." said Clarisa, then back in the hug.

****

Alfian and Clarisa are in a shopping mall, after being searched by - by Alfian and Clarisa hunting toys for Moza. Even Clarisa chose some clothes, for the princess.

"Bang, this is funny, right?"clarisa asked while showing clothes to Moza, who was still a shop.

" That's good, just take it." said Alfian.

"You're like Moza's Mom" said Alfian immediately left by pushing his trolley.

Clarisa smiled wryly, as she was equated with Kamela. Then Clarisa again chose some clothes, while Alfian chose some toys.

After shopping, the two ate at a fast food restaurant, Clarisa felt nausea in her stomach and immediately drank the iced orange in her message.

"Why you?" ask Alfian.

"What's wrong Bang, just look at it" replied Clarisa.

"You want to change to have a brother?"

"No, he wants a good drink. Maybe it's a tired factor, so it's kind of like this" Clarisa said.

"Be careful of your health, don't get sick."

"Yes Bang" said Clarisa, who curbed the nausea.

****

Hoover. hoek...

Clarisa kept vomiting, as she was about to leave. So Alfian immediately walked up to his wife, and directly massaged the nape of her neck.

"illness?" ask Alfian in panic.

"No bang, maybe catch a cold" Clarisa replied.

"If it hurts, we'll go home tomorrow."

"Don't, the plan that has been designed should not be failed because - because Cla nausea. Later also lost nausea, nih eat citrus fruit seger again." said Clarisa directly walk towards the car.

Alfian and Clarisa got into the car, which he had ordered. On the way, Clarisa kept eating citrus fruits. There was about a kilo of oranges, which she bought yesterday, Clarisa kept eating until they reached the station.

As she sat down, Clarisa walked quickly to the bathroom. This made Alfian panic, then follow his wife.

"Yank, open the door" said Alfian.

Chequelek

"You sick?" ask Alfian in panic.

"Not knowing Bang, it feels nauseous to keep ya." replied Clarisa.

"Don't don't you get pregnant again."

"Bang yesterday, we got married."

"You're newly married, in your fertile years, right?"

"Yes, and now it's too late."

"Mistake it, you must be pregnant."

"The time is Bang! what about the usual wind?"

"Well, what is it, it's an alleged brother. You see, when Kamela became pregnant with Moza, yes, these are the signs. Later that day, we'll check Kamela's midwife."

"Yes Bang."

In the course of the 2-hour journey, Clarisa continued to lean on Alfian's shoulders. The hands of both, clasping each other tightly. Alfian's phone rang, Mama Moza's name called.

Clarisa instantly let go of her hand, which was coiled in Alfian's arm. Clarisa sat down, slightly away.

"Father." Moza.

"She's on the train, baby, I'll see you at home."

"Ok Papahs. "

Moza turned off her phone, Alfian pulled Clarisa's body back and leaned her head on her shoulder.

"Moza can't wait to see her Papah?" ask Clarisa.

"Yes, Moza is very close to you" replied Alfian.

"How will Sama Bang be?"

"You learned to take his heart, surely you can. Moza's a familiar boy, he's not shy."

"Yes, the first time I saw it was like that too. Moza is cute and cute."

"Of course it's funny and cute."

"Idih. geer." said Clarisa, pinching her husband's nose.

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