Love Letter
Bereft

Tri went home and Clarisa went straight into the house, Alfian followed Clarisa's steps and pulled her arm.

"So like this, ask to separate the house turns out you are even free with Tri" said Alfian.

"So, Bang Tri said. If he's just playing, he's already got a girl" Clarisa said.

"girl! the mayan world girl. And you know, the virtual world is the same as the real world. The difference is that, real serious, maya fad."

"Who ever?"

"You why the hell? as if I wanted to be far away from me! "

"Anybody want to know?"

"Yes!"

"Gua doesn't want a household, still tied to the past."

"Do you want your husband to forget his son?"

"No! but don't hook - hook the cave the same mba Kamela, don't ever compare, never just mba Kamela's only daughter-in-law. What is wrong cave, if cave protests. Is the cave wrong, want to admit, is the cave wrong if the cave asks for justice, if you can not ask for a divorce."

"But Brother, just wants to be close for Kamela's sake."

"May be close, but that doesn't mean matchmaking anymore. This cave is Abang's wife, a legitimate wife, soon to be state-legitimate not a religion anymore" Clarisa said.

"If it's for sure."

"Yes for sure, but it's a mouth - his mouth is very evil. Bang Alfian act dong, don't just shut up. Even as heavy there from the cave of Brother's wife."

"Please, don't say that. Brother was never like you said, Cla swore."

"Bang's home, the cave doesn't want to see Brother's face."

"Yank!"

"Bang's home! " snaps Clarisa.

Alfian stood looking, but as he climbed the stairs Clarisa felt pain in her stomach. Until holding the ladder.

Awwwwww

"Cla!" alfian panicked.

Clarisa held her stomach, then sat on the stairs, Alfian saw Clarisa holding her stomach.

"Cla what are you?"ask Alfian.

" Back home Bang! the cave is fine." replied Clarisa in a snapping tone.

"You must be why - napa, we're going to the hospital."

"The gua said go home! awwwww.. " Clarisa held her aching stomach, until she grabbed Alfian's thigh.

Awwwwww

Clarisa felt pain, and Alfian immediately lifted Clarisa ala bridal style body, and put it in the car. Exactly, Kemal's coming.

"Clarisa why?" ask Kemal.

"Not knowing Bang, she felt her stomach hurt." Alfian replied.

"Astagfirullah, do not let Clarisa miscarry" said Kemal keceplosan.

"What Bang! Cla's pregnant?" alfian said in shock.

"Yes, she may be pregnant, just walk away" said Kemal.

On the way, Clarisa felt a heartburn that made her very sick. Until his body sweats, Alfian saw him also feel what his wife felt.

Arriving at the hospital, Alfian and Kemal follow Clarisa who is pushed by a gurney, into the IGD. Kemal and Alfian panicked, seeing Clarisa being treated by a doctor even seen being ultrasound.

The doctor immediately came towards the two men who were panicking, the doctor then looked at the two.

"I doc." replied Alfian.

"Sorry sir, my wife miscarried. When she arrived, the baby could not be saved" the doctor said.

"How many months pregnant is Doc?" ask Alfian.

"It's only been a few weeks, and we'll be doing the curette process soon" the doctor replied.

"Why can I miscarry?" ask Kemal.

"He's under severe stress, that's the main factor. Sorry sir, for the signature of the curette process" replied the doctor.

Alfian was still in disbelief, only to find out his wife was pregnant, but immediately got the news of losing her baby.

Kemal looked at Alfian who looked in shock, then Alfian was sitting limp in the patient's waiting chair.

"That's what happens when parents interfere, otherwise it's like this. Clarisa won't lose her child." Kemal said.

"Why aren't you being honest with me? if Clarisa's pregnant! is there any intention, if I can't know my son."

"I don't know Al either! he said to himself when he just came, how many weeks he was, you don't know." said Kemal.

"Yes, this is my wrong Bang. Wrong on my part, I'm wrong Bang."

"Abang Surau can't imagine how he was."

****

Clarisa still looks weak, after 5 hours after curettage, Clarisa can only calm down when she knows she has lost her fetus. Clarisa hasn't wanted to meet her husband, only with Kemal.

"He went Bang, he's already in heaven" Clarisa said.

"His presence made Cla happy, but only for a few days" Clarisa said in tears.

"Alfian knows, he's sad too."

"Cla doesn't want to see him Bang, tell him to go."

"Meet him, Alfian is also sad."

"No Bang, tell him to go."

"Cla, this isn't Alfian's fault. He is a victim too, with the loss of your child, your soap child is also your child. You can love him, like your own son."

"Gua loves Moza, but the cave tormented Bang."

"You are weak, you don't want to fight. Losing a child, it's not Alfian's fault. But you, overemphasize the burden of the mind, so it's bad."

"Cla is tired" said Clarisa, closing her eyes.

***

Alfian ventured into Clarisa's nursery, his wife turning her face away, when she saw her husband coming.

"If you want to be angry please." said Clarisa.

"What is angry for? free!" alfian.

"You have the heart, when you say negative. Turns out you're positive, just, your testpack is thrown away, and says you're not pregnant" Alfian said.

" I'm sorry." said Clarisa briefly.

"It's not your fault, it's subtle brother's fault. It's brother's family's fault, so it makes you like this."

"He's gone, let go of the cave."

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