Love Letter
A Struggle
Some people like to stay up in the middle of the night
Just to remember the memories and make a prayer about the meeting of all the longings that have been crammed into each other's heads.
It's not an easy thing to take care of it all yourself with a haunting shadow of a wound
Long daydream that makes the pounding more felt and tightness that begins to squeeze the chest.
Do you know that? After all these feelings come, not a single shady shady shivering away from you
I came home at a rainy twilight
The twilight that led me home after a tired light.And to the wet rain, I was reminded of the memory of you
When you opened the door and your hand waved waving seducing me fell into your arms
We must make peace with time, you say
Which time is it?time that took your smile from my eyes?time that makes the rain fall on your cheeks?or the time that I have to get to know you again?
Silence,
And in fact, we need to take the time to sit together
Talk anything
Time will not repeat itself
Seconds, minutes and hours mean so much
Let the wind sweep your face
Let warmly caress your body
Let our lips make out
Let us be one
Leave it alone .
Clarisa comes out of the courtroom, her thesis trial has been successful and gets an A. Clarisa immediately hugged Marvel's body.
"Alhamdulillah Bang, the cave passed the Bang of the script session" Clarisa said while crying happily.
"Alhamdulillah dear, Brother is happy." said Marvel.
" Not in vain, Bang, cave business. It's a long struggle." said Clarisa sobbing.
"Alhamdulillah, now we go home" said Marvel.
While at home Kemal is preparing - ready to take Silvi to the hospital. Silvi felt heartburn in her stomach, even her membranes had broken.
"Quick Brother!" snapped Silvi.
"Yes patient Yank, be patient." said Kemal.
Clarisa and Marvel came over, looking at the panicked Kemal, just got over.
"What's the Bang?"ask Marvel.
" Don't ask too many questions, quickly take me to the hospital." Silvi said.
"Will you give birth?" ask Clarisa.
"You don't keep asking, just take it. Bang.. you really long, take baby equipment as mamahnya." said Silvi.
"It's over, let's take us. Marvel, you drive a car." Kemal said.
"Yes Bang, I got to the car first" said Marvel immediately walking towards the car.
"Sir, you please bring this." said Kemal told Clarisa, to bring Silvi's clothes bag and the baby.
"Yes Bang." said Clarisa.
*****
Kemal looked panicked, after getting word, that Silvi had to cesar. Clarisa and Marvel, too, became tense.
"Bang, the cave so remember the time of the miscarriage first" said Clarisa while holding her stomach, then Marvel rubbed Clarisa's stomach.
"She is already a resident of heaven, God willing you will feel the pleasure of getting pregnant again."
"God, may we get married, soon be given a baby, and God still gives us the same confidence Cla."
"Fine on Allah."
The door of the operating room opened, the doctor immediately congratulated Kemal, the baby has been born safely.
"Congratulations sir, the baby girl is both healthy and safe" the doctor said.
"Thank God" said Kemal, Clarisa and Marvel.
Silvi was already in the nursery, her body was still recovering. Kemal carried his daughter, even Gibran continued to kiss his sister with anxiety.
Silvi smiled as she stroked the cheeks of her daughter, who was still blushing her skin.
*****
It's a farewell story, a lost story
About those who cannot prevent their departure
Believed in it, those souls also groan in pain
Letting time take part and leave behind memories and sadness
The souls were drowning in questions
About who is to blame and what exactly is still to be defended
Silence enveloped both
Expecting to be reassured rather than convincing, which eventually leads to waiting.
In other parts, time is watching them
Laugh at the overly stubborn souls and ego that roam until their hearts die slowly
The wait was changed into an unspeakable voice
And wounds, which will never be forgotten
Alfian again wrote in his diary, his body getting thinner unkempt, even the days always hear the voice of Moza, his little daughter.
"Father will endure for you, Papah promises not to continue in fragility" Alfian said.
Uhuk..
Alfian took his medicine after several days of illness. Alfian spread his body, feeling extremely limp.
" O Allah, I must be strong, for the sake of Moza. Help my servant God not to be tormented like this."
****
"Clarisa Baskoro, ST. With a GPA value of 4.6." said MC when reading it.
Clarisa walked up onto the stage, dressed in toga clothes. Kemal was moved to see, his sister managed to pass graduation.
Marvel also came, wearing long-sleeved batik clothes and black pants. Clarisa sat back to her chair.
"There is a word, from the student representative, we invite Sister Clarisa Baskoro, ST to climb onto the podium" said MC.
Clarisa also rose to the podium, to give a speech in front of the students, lecturers and student guardians.
"Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, good afternoon to everyone. Thank God, today is a special day for the 76th graduation class, with all of them graduated and with very outstanding grades. I also thank the Rector, lecturers, and guidance lecturers to help and guide us to this end point. Hopefully the knowledge we can get, can be useful for the community. Once again I say thank you very much, and for everyone to survive a new life full of challenges, stay enthusiastic and do not be pessimistic. Thank you, WA salamu alaikum warahmatulli wabarakatuh." said Clarisa, and immediately received a standing ovation.
****
"Good deck."hook Kemal to Clarisa.
" Thank you Brother, thank you for your prayers for Cla, thank you very much Bang." said Clarisa.
"Samely dear, Brother is proud of you." said Kemal back.
Marvel hugged Clarisa's body, and gave her a bouquet of flowers with the doll.
" Congratulations." said Marvel.
"Thank you Bang." said Clarisa hugging Marvel.
"We go straight home, Silvi has prepared a meal for us, celebrating the success of Clarisa" said Kemal.
"Don't thank you." said Clarisa.
"Same - equally dear." said Kemal.
****
"Sir, his friend must be treated. He had typhoid, it's been a long time, and it's only been followed now" said the doctor who handles Alfian.
"Yes doc, because it is not in taste and eating now is not regular" said Wahyu.
"Well then, Mr. Alfian in the care of ya." said the doctor.
"Yes doc." said Alfian in a weak voice.
"Get Al's health, you're lacking rest. Do not porsir lah, do not risk health." said Wahyu.
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