Love Navysah
Forgive myself

Ms. Fera woke up from her stupor, calling her daughter-in-law's name. "Navysah, Navysah" he wrote.

"Mama rest mah, don't get up first. It's Davian mah!" his reply.

Ms. Fera was banging her son's chest, feeling disappointed with the attitude of her only son. "You piye the hell mas!, Mama was disappointed with your attitude. How dare to make your daughter-in-law cry and grieve!"

"Where is Navysah?, mama wants to meet him" said Ms. Fera.

"Free mah, Navysah did not come out of his room.Maybe he wanted to calm down first, Imel has been dogged - knock on the door but not opened, from inside the room only sound radio. Imel thinks he deliberately set it because Davian shouted continuously from earlier" said Imelda glanced at her sister.

"She hasn't had lunch, usually she always eats voraciously. Rani told budhe anterin to eat at the door for her" asked Fera.

" Yes mah"

Ms. Fera reached out to her son's ear, "Mommy doesn't want to know, you don't want to lose a daughter-in-law as good as Navysah. She takes care of mom. You stupid fool!. You're not a bachelor anymore, you already have a wife. The good is bad to be discussed together" said Ms. Fera.

"I'm sorry Davi mah" she said with regret.

"Don't apologize to mom, apologize to your wife!" ketus bu Fera's.

Until the afternoon Navysah there were no exit signs. Ma'am Fera knocked on the door. "Sir, this is mama. If you're still angry with Davian but you need energy to be angry, the food mama put in front of the door, don't forget to eat" Bu Fera down back to the first floor.

Navysah who heard her father-in-law's footsteps descended to the bottom floor. "I'm so hungry, but I'm sick of seeing Davian" He turned the door lock and found a lot of food.

"Mama Fera was very kind to me, she knew I must be starving" Navysah brought her food tray and locked the door again. He saw his appearance in front of the glass.

"Oh my God!, my eyes are beaten. How long have I been crying!" he was monologuing himself.

"Look!, my hair is like a random magic granny. My face was dull, pale, my body smelled of sweat" he smelled his own armpits. "I'm like Mak Lampir to be a creature" he said

Navysah sat on the bed and ate all of his food without waste. "Alhamdulillah my curse is no longer koplo an, thank God" he said.

He slid open the door, pulled out his tray again and locked the door again. After bathing and praying he reflected back. "I'm so fucking ugly !" he's pissed off.

"Makeup an first, let it look like a human" he said. He began to polish his face, after which he went back to sleep. For some reason, he always wanted to sleep. Feeling tired of what happened.

"I'm so tired, my mood suddenly always swing. Do I want to menstruate" he explained.

" Bodo is very!, maybe because I was upset with Davian so I was always angry with him "Navysah began to close his eyes again.In the middle of the night he woke up to see the side of an empty bed.

"When I've wanted to forgive you, but you always make the same mistake" without tears just dripping. He closed his eyes to remember what happened. "I don't know what to do, I love her, I don't want a divorce with her. But why does he always make me hurt!, why do I always feel weak with him, and I always forgive him"

Navysah glanced at the wall clock, "It's two o'clock better I pray tahajud to clear my mind". Navysah prayed in his room, after he finished sitting down. Reciting all the do'a, thinking about what decision he will take.His mind always comes to remember the kindness of her husband, and her mother-in-law.Thus without feeling himself sleeping on the prayer mat and still using his face.Jam five right himself woke up "Astagfirullah, so without feeling himself, I'm bad luck" Navysah rushes to the bath and prays early in the morning.

He began to be confused what he should do after the dawn prayer, since yesterday he was always in the room. Saturated, she wanted to go down to see her only child, but there was still a sense of annoyance when she saw her husband.

Davian hasn't slept all night, he's worried about his wife. Guilt in his eyes, since yesterday he tried to knock on his wife's room door but Navysah still did not want to open it. And mom Fera understood what her son was feeling.

"Well, help Davi talk to Navysah. Davi doesn't want a divorce from her point!" pinta Davian to his mother.

"Mama also does not want you to split with him, so you do not make a tantrum! " ketus bu Fera.

"Let's you lure Raffa to his mother's room, he'll definitely open the door.Excuse me to him, and you all have to be nice to Navysah. Whatever he asks must be fulfilled" said Bu Fera pointing at Rani and Imelda with her finger.

"Well, Raffa wants a bath. Raffa hasn't maem, laper mah!" raffa. Davian clumped beside the door of Navysah's room, hoping his wife would open the door and barge in.

Navysah heard her son's voice, and she woke up from her bed. " Raffa, my son! ". Navysah opened her bedroom door and saw her son just woke up. Navysah crouched down and hugged her son. " Mama miss Raffa, let's take a shower. After that maem yes" said Navysah while holding his son.

Davian rushed into Navysah's room, afraid not to let his wife in.Navysah was surprised her husband immediately grabbed and hugged her. "Let go!, I said let go. I'm short of breath"

Davian let go of his embrace and led Navysah to sit on the side of the bed. "You can be mad at me, but don't say goodbye. I don't want to divorce you Navysah. It's better that you hit me as much, than I have to part with you" he said.

"I'm sorry I've made you sad, what I'm saying is true. I don't want you to mind much, you're tired of taking care of your home and work. I just want you to focus on getting pregnant, and that woman at the Cafe was just my friend since America. Natasha's friend too, it wasn't me who hugged and kissed her but she who hugged me right away. For those who resign, I really want you to know right from me, sorry if I forgot. Forgive me for all my mistakes Navysah said Davian.

Navysah hit her husband's chest, feeling very upset by his actions.

" Would you please forgive me ? " pinta Davian's.

" No! "

" Why not! , who am sorry?! " persuade Davian.

" You made the same mistake, and you always accused me of having a relationship with Shafiq. Trust me, I have no special relationship with her and I'm not the one who called her. If you don't believe ask Raffa there" Navysah said.

"Yes dad, Raffa's calling Kinan. Raffa is playing with him" Raffa said.

" Yes, I believe you. I ngijinin Raffa play with Kinan.Keven though Shafiq met you I'm licensed but you have to keep my trust" he said.

"Really!, you're sure of what you're saying. I don't want you to plan anymore"

" Yes, I promise. So you want to apologize!? " ask Davian.

"No!"

"Cock, not anymore!. What else Navysah! " he said frustrated.

" The first is participating in all my desires, the second is not to approach Me first.Seeing your face makes me nauseous, the third is not to sleep with me for now. Understood!"

Davian was shocked by his wife's wishes. He just found out, There are people who see his handsome face makes him nauseous. And the third condition, do not sleep with him.It is very frustrating, how not. For almost a week he did not sleep together. Especially to get the ration of thugs at this time is really difficult.

"The first is okay, the second and third are not" Davian said.

"If you don't want to, get out of my room!" ketus Navijah.

Davian was puzzled "Alright, I agree" Davian would rather give up than divorce his wife.

Raffa hugged her mother, looking at her mother's swollen and swollen eyes. "The mom is ugly!, her eyes are like tomatoes" he said. " Not tomatoes but big frog eyes !" Raffa mocked his mother.

Davian laughed at the plain words of his son. But Navysah looked at him sharply "Seneng!, I bully my son even you are cool" Navysah said.

Davian instantly fell silent at the nagging of his wife. "Mas, make me some warm ginger. I'm sick of seeing your face!" said Navysah while holding Raffa to the bathroom.

"Geez!, this handsome face of mine only makes my wife nauseous. Another woman would surely be infatuated - crazy with my good looks "inner Davian in disbelief.

"OK baby!" shouts Davian.