Love Navysah
Hands up are better than hands down.

How dare you open my phone!?"ketus Navijah.

" If I open your phone, can I? "asked Navysah.Davian did not answer Navysah's question, he was confused.For him the mobile phone is very important and personal for him, no one should touch it.

" Can't answer, right? "tell Navysah firmly."Your phone is more important than me" he continued.

" I'll ask first, why are you asking back!" ketus Davian diverts Navysah's questions.

Navysah sighed harshly."That's a blessing Friday" Navysah said.

Davian still did not understand the Navysah's answer. " What does Nav mean?" abugn.

Raihan and I got married and started from scratch. Every Raihan mas payday we always set aside money for parents, monthly fees and alms.The money I set aside to the mosque, he said,and every Friday I buy rice packs only ten and I distribute it to the fringe people.We did not expect our fortune to increase even less. You know mas, in the past Raihan and I only had a hundred thousand left at the ATM, Raihan's mother used to always ask for money.While my work money is also used up for living expenses.Rejeki from anywhere, Raihan's mother always asked for money, there are those who give us food and give Raffa pocket money. Our neighbors are so good.My life began to develop, many orders until I hired two employees. From there I get more income, Mas Raihan also rose to office. I believe, Allah always loved us.From the windfall we got at that time, I added more little by little alms to the mosque.And the money I transferred to Maya every week, he said,that's the catering money I ordered. Every Friday I order a rice box to him, he arranges and sends it all to people in need. Sometimes it was the bread box that he made to add variety, so every Friday he distributed bread in the mosque after the completion of Friday prayers.

Back when Mas Raihan was alive he wanted Raffa to be a good boy. He always tuned the murotal of the Qur'an every day hoping that Raffa would get used to listening to the holy verse of the Quran and be able to memorize the Quran and he who taught how we should share. You know, why when I was in the market did I give the old man money? Because I felt what he felt, when Raffa was sick we had no money at all. Confused about where to go, while here I have no family. Fortunately, there was Maya who gave us money. That's what I always remember, there are people who always accompany us when we are difficult.Since childhood I have experienced the hardest times, too, Mama who is single parent must work hard for the sake of her children in order to eat.Himself left everything and started from scratch.For him better alone than to be pitted, and Dad at that time cheating also KDRT. To be able to return to Java is happiness for my mother by bringing us her only treasure. In the past, my father asked me to stay with him, while Naysila was often sick, Dad did not choose her. Mama always fought over our custody" Navysah cried and turned a blind eye to all the bitter memories of the past.

" You know, we fasted on Mondays because we didn't have any money, neither did I nor did Nay have to go to school on a bike. Everything was so hard at the time. If Mbak Nay, not admitting father and not forgiving him that's natural because we never felt his affection, all the affection that I get only from Raihan mas, Raihan, she is the only man I love, as well as Mbak Nay, her husband is very dear to her.I used to intend not to marry, see the household of Mama who was so destroyed. But Raihan's men always reassured me" Navysah cried sobbing.

"Well, you're a patient man, he never told us to hate you, but our hearts can't lie, because we never felt your affection so we were mediocre like everyone else, it was with our father that we loved him even though he was a stepfather but he was responsible and dear to us.He never distinguished us and Febri his biological son.

"Even though we used to be hard to eat, mama always said share with others.Hand above is better than the hands below.God willing wind from anywhere. That's what my mom always said to me, and I believe it.

I'm not very well educated but at least I don't make my mom sad. For me and Mbak Nay, being a good boy is the purpose of our lives. At least that's what we can give and we're proud of you. He was willing to sacrifice everything to choose us. Humiliation as a widow and a bad stamp on mama in the past.You know, they don't know mama's struggle for our sake. Departing early in the morning, coming home just to survive, looking for a bite of rice and education costs for us.Sad it feels to remember that" Navysah cried feeling tightness in his chest.

Gradually Mama's business developed, me and mbak Nay can go to school quietly without thinking about the cost of school, I am very grateful even though only high school graduates. Mama never asked us anything, the most important thing is to have a good child and be able to maintain the honor as a woman. He has no treasure to be proud of, only we have. Therefore, if I want to do bad I will think a hundred times because I always remember my mother.

From this life experience, Raihan and I always try that as hard as we have to share. Never fear the poor, because by giving alms will only increase our fortune. Having a good friend is a gift, reminding each other when wrong and giving each other when difficult. That's why I often tell you. I'm ready whenever you divorce, I don't want to be combined. For me, there is no apology for cheating and no second chance for him!"navysah.

Davian joined in tears at the story of his wife's life, he did not expect that his wife had a bitter life experience." I can't promise you, at least I always try to be the best husband, now I understand why your mama asked me to always make you happy" Davian said, hugging his wife tightly.

"What did Mom say to you when you asked for permission to marry me?" ask Navysah curiously.

"She just said, you've suffered a lot. He wants me to take care of you and love you" Davian kissed his wife's cheek. "Let's go to sleep" he said.

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I'm the one making the story but I'm the one crying in this chapter.. 😭

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