Love Navysah
Fear Shafiq

Navysah and Amel head for the hospital hallway. They're going home. However, the hallway was visible from afar to someone they knew. Shafiq was seen walking like a madman with an empty gaze, eyes wandering everywhere no matter what he was looking for. He pulled his hair like a frustrated person with an obscure remark "Forge..!!, Earthquake...!! The earthquake..!!" many people who saw and wanted to help him, some were ignorant and just videotaped him. He looked terrified, panicked and ran around like he was looking for shelter.

"Shafiq!" nave shouted from far away. Shafiq rushed to run to see someone he knew. He staggered down and got up again running towards Navysah, hugging Navysah tightly. "Navysah!, there was a Navysah earthquake!. I see it!, I'm so scared of Navysah, I'm scared!.

My father and brother died Navysah!" he said with a raving voice.

Navysah stroked Shafiq's back. "Calm down, calm down Shafiq! . There I am. Try to take a deep breath, exhale slowly" Navysah said trying to calm Shafiq down.

"I saw him Navysah, there's an earthquake!. There!, the sound of the television was so loud that my head was dizzy and sick. I'm afraid there's a Navysah earthquake, I'm afraid!" he said frustrated with the body shaking.

Navysah was still stroking Shafiq's back which was still frightened. "Shafiq My sister, calm down. Try to breathe in - deep. Come onl..! Follow my orders" pinta Navysah. Shafiq began to obey the words of Navysah to exhale deeply, he felt a little better.

Navysah let go of the embrace"Look at Me!, don't be afraid of me here" Navysah clasped Shafiq's still trembling hand.

"I'm afraid of Navysah!" he said while crying.

" Calm down, there's no earthquake here" Navysah said.

Amel just benggong saw doctor Shafiq who ran like crazy. He was confused why the doctor looked so frightened and panicked excessively.

Doctor Ifa ran over. "Navysah, what's going on?" tanyakanya. "I heard Shafiq screaming like a madman" he said.

"He was traumatized by the earthquake in the past. Can we get him to a safe place?" pinta Navija.

" I'm with me!" said Ifa.

"Shafiq is a little calmer, but he's still in Navysah's arm" Ifa, please take me to Hendra's psychiatric doctor. He understands me" Shafiq said.

"All right"

They're heading for Hendra's doctor's office. Shafiq was still tightly holding Navysah's arm, still a little frightened. Navysah recounted what happened in the hallway, Shafiq drinking warm tea to ease his anxiety.

Doctor Hendra recounts the true state of Shafiq, he who used to deal with Shafiq for Trauma Healing.However it was only three months of Shafiq therapy, he resigned, he resigned,he did not want to be called a mad doctor because he often went in and out of the psychiatric room.Trauma Healing, methods that can calm PTSD sufferers such as the post-traumatic healing process that is done so that someone can continue his life without the shadow of the incident.

Dr. Hendra said Shafiq experienced PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) or post-traumatic stress disorder, a mental disorder that arises after a person experiences/witnesses unpleasant events.

Amel and doctor Ifa did not expect a handsome doctor who looks perfect turned out to experience a deep trauma about the earthquake. Ifa looked at each face of Shafiq, she felt full of seeing a different side of Shafiq. Frightened face, panic, blank stare, messy appearance. "Shafiq, take it easy there are all of us who will help you here, I want you to continue the healing trauma so that you recover quickly" said Ifa.

"Rightly what Ifa said, you must rise up and fight against that fear. Although it's hard, I'm sure you can be my sister. And another one" Navysah released Shafiq's hand that was wriggling on his arm. " You if you are afraid of Ifa's embrace, don't I'll have a misunderstanding" Navysah gripped Shafiq's hand and Ifa's hand together.

"I'm just scared Navysah, I'm confused" he said blankly. " I'm afraid I'd say the doctors were crazy if I came in and out of here again, they were always talking about me in the back, they called me Navysah crazy. I've never relapsed in all this time, I just crossed there and saw the earthquake on television, it was so loud it made me remember the earthquake, I was dizzy and scared! "said.

" Right, I'm by your side. I'll accompany you to therapy" said Ifa. Shafiq looked at Ifa intensely "Thank you very much Ifa"

After Shafiq calmed down, Navysah and Amel returned home.

In the car Navysah was asleep, while Amel was still checking the goods to be sent. Navysah mobile phone voice always reads, there is an incoming message on his phone.Him disturbed, Navysah opened his phone looks a lot of DM coming in, he was surprised to see Davian and Natasha together. They're in a hotel. "Br*ngsek Davian!!! you lied to me again!! Navysah slammed his phone.

Amel who was writing was surprised to see Navysah crying and wrathful, berating her husband. Taking Navysah's cell phone at her feet, she saw a picture of Navysah's husband with a woman in the hotel parking lot. Mang Dirman was surprised, just this time saw Navysah screaming hysterically and crying. "What's this?" he murmured in the heart.

Navysah still raved "I hate you Davian!!", all this time I kept quiet, I thought you would feel guilty to me and apologize, but What!!!, you br*hg mas !!" Navysah cried loudly, letting out all the tightness in her chest all this time.

" Mom maybe Mr. Davian just drove this woman, just look at him just in the hotel parking lot. Mba calm down first" Amel tried to calm Navysah, he rubbed his back.

"You think I'm stupid!!, this woman is my ex-husband. She's the woman Davian loves!!, what are they doing in that hotel !! " cried Navysah in frustration. Throughout the journey Navysah just crying, broken already his heart that is always lied to. "Look at Davian!! if it's true you cheated on me behind my back I'll divorce you, I hate you Davian!!" shouting Navysah.

Navysah enters the house in a state of chaos, Raffa sees his mother running into the room. Siti's mother pulled Raffa's hand not to chase after her mother and she said.

Amel was confused, wanting him to tell Davian about Navysah's condition, but he did not have his phone number.

Navysah cried loudly in the room, covering her face with a pillow. Navysah fell asleep after a long day of crying, feeling tired.

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The Solo

In the afternoon Davian tidied up his suitcase, he told his parents to return to Jakarta, he missed his wife and son. "I want to go home quickly, just yesterday I didn't meet them, I missed so much" he said. He rushed to the airport.

At night he had landed in Jakarta, Davian activated his phone. "What's this!" said it. "Why Shafiq ran and hugged my wife tightly!" Davian was furious at the video someone had sent him.

"Navysah!!, what were you doing while I was away!" Davian rushes to the taxi and heads to his house.

To be continue...

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Don't forget boom like, Vote and comment yes gaes. Curcol can be a little yes, the character Shafiq in this novel is real. There is also an Author who experienced earthquakes in the past and when in the Author area was exposed to earthquake vibrations even though only one minute, he was like the character Shafiq described as above. An excessive panic attack, fear, like a madman, Author was shocked the moment he saw it. Writing this chapter makes Author sad considering the incident😭😭. May we all always be protected by God so that there will be no more disasters. For readers who do not like the existence of former Davian, sorry🙏 I am only an amateur writer, just a fragment of tengginang among other Authors, please, it can not be easy to change the flow that has been made.If changed Author must change again some parts and will certainly make me dizzy. Thanks for the advice and criticism, Matursuwun who stopped by. The Love u All...

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