Love of Anya Who Disappears
Chapter 41

"Are you calm yet?? Let's send it back to your mama. Your mama must be very worried about your situation." asked James who is currently watching Loly, the 11-year-old girl.

Loly shook her head and refused. "Om, actually love Mama or not?" asked Loly to James who was currently looking at him fixedly.

James then sat down near Loly, trying to advise the sad and angry little girl to go home.

"Loly, Om loves your Mama. Om believes that there is a soul mate who has been arranged and has been recorded in the farful mahfudz even before we were born on this world. Om wouldn't make sense if your mom wasn't my soul mate!" James said wisely.

Loly suddenly hugged James. "Om, there's a good chance my mama will be referring to a man she says is my father. He is currently lying helplessly in the hospital due to the cancer he suffered." Loly told James with puffy and sad eyes.

James could feel how Loly was feeling right now. James had been watching Loly grow and develop since he was a baby. "Om trust your mama. He's already accepted Om's proposal. Om is sure he also must have his own thoughts about everything in his life. Loly, let's trust your Mama." James looked at Loly sincerely.

Loly has always been very affectionate to James. Loly remembers when she was a child, Jane was the one who came to school every time the father of the world day. James who always acts as a good father for himself at a time when the mother is so busy with work and life.

Loly knows very well the difficulties of her mother who had to fend for herself after her divorce from Arnold. Loly also often saw her mother who always cried in the middle of the night in every prayer. In tahajud and witirnya. "Loly can't forgive that man who hurt my mother, Om! Can't!" Loly was crying a mouthful.

James hugged Loly gently. Brushed her hair and tried to make Loly feel comfortable so she could calm down.

"Mama and Papa you used to love each other. Loly, learn to forgive your father. He is also a man who does not escape from mistakes. Om know, it must be hard for Loly. Because you have suffered so much because of their separation. But, hating your Papa will only hurt your heart. Forgiveness is much better for you right now. Your heart will be much more peaceful. Moreover, your father is currently struggling to recover from his illness. Lol! Don't let you regret it when your father can't be next to you anymore." James looked at Loly's eyes in the shade.

Loly could only be speechless hearing James' words that sounded so soothing to her heart. James and Loly have been very close. A situation that makes them feel like they have deep feelings.

James and Loly both lack a father figure in their lives since childhood. James can understand very well everything that happened in Loly's life. How Loly felt long ago, James understood.

"Loly, not necessarily your mama would like to refer to your Papa. Maybe your Papa has a desire to refer because he regrets the actions he has hurt in your mother's heart so deeply." James Tetal tried to convince Loly, even deep down he was also currently kebab-kebit thinking of the words Loly.

James loves Anya very much. He would not be able to lose Anya either. But, James also realized that soul mate, death and fortune could not be forced. There is a regulator of life who has outlined everything in accordance with their respective portions.

James could only give up and pray. So that he can be given sincerity to accept everything well no matter what will happen.

The flash back

James finds Loly crying in front of the hospital. Loly had previously called James asking to be picked up by him.

Loly hides in the dark as Anya frantically searches for her. Loly is disappointed in her mother who still cares about Arnold who has been evil to them for a long time.

Loly still remembers being bullied by her school friends because she had no father. Loly could not afford to forget that sad and painful feeling. When he was considered an illegitimate child by everyone.

Such a feeling was truly an extremely painful and miserable feeling. The little girl kept crying in the dark by closing your mouth so as not to make a sound.

Loly hugged James when James found him curled up on the side of the road in the dark in a very sad situation. James at the time wondered about Loly's true state.

Flash back off

"Let's go home first, pity the owner of the restaurant. They must have wanted to rest because it was already midnight. It paid a lot of money to make them open this restaurant." Loly glanced at James who could still joke around in such circumstances.

Loly knew that James was just joking around and was actually persuading her to come home soon. Loly knew that James was a good man who always worried about his mother.

"Is there only my mother in my heart?" asked Loly while looking at the man who was now 30 years old. A mature man who is handsome and dashing at his age who is still fairly young but has reached the peak of success.

James nodded and smiled, "You know that Om is crazy about your mama?" james asked grimacingly intending to tempt Loly to not be sad and cry again.

"Curtain!! Never noticed my mom. Just watching me. Is it true that the one Om loves is my Mama?? Not me?" ask Loly suddenly.

James was surprised to get such a question from Loly. Loly herself felt astonished by her being so strange as to dare to ask James that.

"Om has always loved you like a brother, son, brother. You know for yourself, don't you, Loly? If Om was only a Kara in this world. Were it not for the kindness of your mother who had educated and financed Om's entire life in the past, Om would not have known what would have happened to Om now." Loly just kept quiet and continued to listen to all the explanations and words of James about his life in the past that was much more sad than him.