Love On The Side
'64

"On our wedding day, you still have time to think of others. Tell me, I have to understand what it's like, Rere!" This time, Alvin began to wear a high tone when saying words. But, that high tone was still held up very well in his esophagus.

Meanwhile, Rere immediately lowered his head from feeling extremely guilty.

"But you know the reason, don't you, Vin? I left the wedding because I wanted to save someone else's life. People's lives can't be replaced, Alvin."

"Oh, yes you're right, Re. People's lives can never be replaced. Moreover, it's the life of the person you once loved wholeheartedly, isn't it?"

"I don't know if the situation will be the same or even be inversely proportional if at that time, I am in Rohan's position. Because it seems, it's not helping the lives of the most important people here. Rather, helping whose life, that's the most important."

Alvin's words began to make Rere feel uneasy. Therefore, he immediately raised his face. However, Rere has not been able to answer what Alvin has said, Alvin again said.

"I know, Re. You still love Rohan, so you chose to visit him to the hospital instead of attending your own wedding."

Deg, Rere's feelings are suddenly out of whack. His eyes began to widen due to Alvin's words just now.

"What did you say, Vin? I still love Rohan?"

"Not at all, Alvin. I don't love her anymore. That love's been gone since I found out she'd prefer Amira over me."

Rere was trying to explain what he was currently feeling. But baby, the more he explained, Alvin was getting more emotional. He felt that Rere was lying to him now.

"Lies, everybody! A lie! If you don't love her, then you won't come to that hospital for her, Re! You prefer him to me. You know, how I feel when you're more concerned about your ex-husband than I am, Re?"

"Destroyed! I was destroyed as broken as it was. Not to mention when people say things that are not good when they see me alone. Are you satisfied now! You're satisfied that you've hurt me over and over again, Rere?"

Rere was indeed unable to calm Alvin down with words. Therefore, he tried to approach Alvin with a hug. Rere hopes that Alvin can feel the sincerity of what he says.

The hug from behind left Alvin unscathed. He even closed his eyes tightly. Attempting to gather the remaining normal consciousness.

"I'm sorry, Vin. I was wrong." Speech with a soft tone and sounded as excited as Rere was currently crying, was not able to melt Alvin.

Slowly, Rere's hand hug that coiled around Alvin's waist was not. Although it feels quite rough, but actually, Alvin is very hurt right now. He did not want to hurt Rere, the woman he loved the most from the past until the present. But, his heart that felt sore was still not ready to forgive Rere's very great deeds.

"Vin." Rere who could not believe what Alvin was doing immediately looked at Alvin with a look of pity.

But it seemed, Alvin was trying really hard to ignore those feelings.

"Get out of this room right now, Re. Because I'm sure what needs you most is not me, but Rohan, your dying ex-husband in the hospital."

After saying that, Alvin immediately moved away from Rere. While Rere immediately lowered his head with various flavors that were being mixed into one in the heart.

Suddenly, Alvin's steps immediately stopped instantly. Slowly but surely, he twisted his body with an increasingly difficult gaze for Rere to understand.

"He's gone? Why could? Aren't you the most efficacious medicine for him, Rere? To the extent that, you have to leave your wedding party just to save his life. Why did he leave after you were around?"

Alvin's question upset Rere's heart. But, he was very familiar with Alvin now. Alvin was very disappointed in him.

"Vin."

Only Rere wanted to talk, Alvin went ahead of him again. "ah! Is it because she's gone now, that's why you came to me, Rere?"

Questions that Rere couldn't stand emotions finally came up as well. With a sharp gaze, Rere called out Alvin's name in a high tone.

"Alvin! Enough yes, Vin. I know you're very disappointed in me. I also know you will never understand what I feel. I've accepted all your accusations about me before. But for the charges this time, I won't accept."

"I did not come because Rohan was no longer there. But, I came because of you, Alvin. I know I've got a big mistake with you, but it has nothing to do with the heart."

"I explained, I came to the hospital just to help. Although I didn't manage to help her, but at least, I won't live with regret, Vin. Because human life will be second to none."

After removing all the grunts in his heart, Rere immediately left Alvin alone in the room. Uh ... It doesn't seem like Alvin's eating right now, it's Rere.

Alvin who Rere left in the room fell silent for a moment. After some time, he was able to also master himself. Alvin sat on the side of the bed. She was shaking her hair with both hands.

"Why is my life so complicated now, God? I want to believe what Rere said. But why would this heart not want to believe him anyway?"

....

After the incident, Rere returned to his home. He did feel guilty, but now, his heart also felt quite upset about what Alvin had told him.

However, he also regretted what he had done. "Yes God. I shouldn't have acted that way with Alvin. That's what's really disappointed he is. Supposedly, I could have persuaded Alvin patiently so that he would understand."

"Rere. Can you be rude to Alvin after all the mistakes you've made? This little hearted woman of yours."

Ever since he got home, Rere always looked at his cell phone to make sure that Alvin contacted him. But, up to night too there was not a single short message that Alvin sent.

Now, Rere is like a teenager who is fighting with his girlfriend. And now, waiting for the girlfriend to persuade through a chat or call.

But in fact, until the morning, Alvin did not give the slightest news to Rere. Let alone coming home for your beet, giving one piece of news is not at all.

It makes Rere so sad. The guilt in his heart grew bigger. Rere is determined to meet Alvin at his house. This time, he would apologize in earnest, so that Alvin could give him a chance to prove what he said was true.