Love On The Side
'69

Now, not only was the heart sick, the aching body also made it feel uncomfortable to move a lot. Tears that fall make him feel more tired and weak.

It felt like Rere was soon disappearing from Alvin's sight. But unfortunately, it was hard for him to do. I can't, but I don't want to go anymore. Don't want to avoid because forever, problems will never be solved.

"I love you, Re. That's why I don't want to lose you. Ye know? All I have in mind is that you are one. It's just you, Rere."

"You lied, Vin. You're lying."

Alvin immediately explained the details of Maya who had been perhaps the shadow of the third person in Rere's mind. Although the explanation did not get the slightest response, but Alvin ventured to pull Rere into an embrace.

Alvin accepted the rejection. But this time, Alvin did not give up on that refusal. He kept Rere locked in his arms. Although Rere tried hard to let go of the embrace.

"Clearned, Re. Understand that! You're the only one I love. I want you to realize one thing, I love you. I have been patient for a long time, holding on in silence. If it wasn't for you, maybe I wouldn't go crazy like this."

"But I hate you now, Vin. You are so evil. I hate that you forced me to do what we should do with love. Because without you forcibly seizing it, I will also definitely hand it over. Because I've kept you as the person I love in my heart."

Alvin was of course very surprised because of those words. Shocked and happy. Very-very happy. A love speech that was not spoken frankly, but it sounded more sincere and more convincing for Alvin.

"You love me?" Alvin spoke with sparkling eyes because he was so happy.

Then, Rere's body which he had previously released, now he pulled into his arms back. He hugged her tightly until Rere found it hard to breathe.

"V-- Vin .. let me go!"

"No way, Re. I'm not letting you go anymore now. Because you are mine."

"You gonna kill me now, Vin? I'm almost out of breath right now."

Suddenly, Alvin immediately loosened his embrace. He kissed Rere's forehead gently with love. But this time, what Alvin did was not met with any rejection at all from Rere. Perhaps love has brought them back together.

For a while, Alvin and Rere kept quiet. Only then did Alvin move from his seat leaving Rere still wrapped in a blanket on the mattress.

"Wait a minute. I'll be back soon."

There's no answer. The annoyed face still Rere showed clearly. However, this time, instead of feeling bad, Alvin instead smiled slightly when he saw that annoyed face.

Rere immediately raised his face.

"You're naive, you're a liar and you're evil. I hate you."

The speech immediately stopped Alvin who wanted to leave the room. He who had initially turned his back on Rere, instantly twisted his body quickly.

"Why does my definition feel bad, Re? I'm not really."

Yep. Alvin wasn't upset by everything Rere said. He even still showed the calmness that he had previously shown to Rere. Meanwhile, Rere who saw Alvin's expression that there was not the slightest sense of emotion suddenly weakened. An unanswered upset made him feel uncomfortable.

"Lied you, Vin. You hurt me with other women. I've apologized to you before. In fact, I've also explained everything that happened to me on our wedding day. Not that you accept it, you're with another woman without caring about me who is clearly your wife."

"Re. I explained about Maya, didn't I? I'm with him there's no relationship other than the CEO with the secretary. The closeness of me and him is just to test your love for me. I just want to make you jealous, keep coming to me again. But in fact, I was wrong. The way didn't work. The one that burned was me."

"Then I have to hold my heart until today, I can no longer. I've been patient enough with this unrequited side's love, Re. Up to the highest point of my thinking, if so, just having his body is enough for me without having to have his heart. Therefore, I .. force you to be my full wife. That way, you will be bound by my side forever. Although it's very painful for both of us, but I'll still do it."

Alvin said in a very sad tone. Rere, who had been in this position, immediately understood what Alvin felt from the words that Alvin had just said. In fact, now Rere also has a love for Alvin. So, that feeling will be easier for Rere to understand.

"I didn't come to you even though I felt jealous, it's because I realized, I've had a very big mistake towards you, Vin. I've made you so ashamed on your wedding day. Because of that .. I didn't see you even though my heart was hurt."

"Alvin. I've been hurt deep enough for the first time, so you have to understand the situation. Wounds to me are common. So, I'll definitely be able to hold it. Even though the wound you gave me was more painful than I've ever felt before. Because you are the person I trusted the most in guarding the heart before."

Alvin looked at Rere with a concerned look. His hands lightly touched Rere's head.

"Sorry, I've been too selfish to keep getting carried away. Right now I realize that the relationship must be open and trusting. I loved you from a long time ago to this day, Re. And that feeling doesn't change one bit. Even though you hurt me with an act that caused me destruction, but your love for you remains unchanged."

"cn ... Vin, I'm sorry too. I have repeatedly hurt your heart. I'm so sorry."

It felt like Rere was repeating the love words he had said before to Alvin. But, those lips were too heavy to say. Terapksa, just an apology that he said to Alvin now.

But for Alvin, an apology is enough. In fact, it's quite enough. Because he was very much expecting Rere's presence by his side. As he said before, not being able to have a heart, having a body is enough. It will be equally painful for both sides.