
Shahdan is back clean with a fragrant body. Syaidar brand shampoo is also soap with the same brand blending in his body, the fragrance is out to enter the room in Shana.
Shana was awakened from her sadness. Since the departure of Shahdan this morning, Shana has not stopped crying, her eyes are now swollen already. Shana hates the man who has arbitrarily snatched her chastity. She drowned her face between her legs. He doesn't care about where Shahdan is out there.
"Syana, open the door, I want to go in" she asked as she knocked on Shana's room door. Shana doesn't care, the more Shahdan knocks the more pain in the chest.
"Syanaaaa, if in a matter of three seconds you have not opened the door, then I will break this door," Syahdan seriously threatened.
"One, two, three, .... " Sahdan began to count, but the door was not yet opened. "Syanaaa, please open the door, I want to talk," asked Shahdan hoping that the door would open soon. But it has not been opened by Shana.
"Ok, don't blame me if this door is really broken. Then later in the night you sleep with the door open" he threatened again in earnest. Shana who was inside was scared if the door was really broken. So Shana stood up and opened the door slowly.
The door opened, slowly Shana's body became more visible. The Shahdan came in half pushing the door open. Shahdan was directly faced with the face of Shana who was wrapped in a mukena, who five days ago became a dowry at her wedding. Shana has not been able to avoid, so the gaze of the eyes of Shahdan penetrated into the retina of the eye Shana.
Swollen eyes and a red nose are a sign that Shana has been crying. Shahdan's gaze turned downward towards the face attached to Shana's body. She was a little moved, it turns out that her gift from since it was given as a dowry, always used Shana. How not? Shana uses the mukena almost every time, every time I look and hear it. While the Shahdan has long been no longer frenzied with the voice of the Adan. Since his life was always arranged by his father, Shahdan revolted and his life without direction. Even the Shahdan forgot when he last prayed.
"Let's go out, I want to take you to eat. Today I won another wild race, and the money can be used for fun" he said without thinking about Shana's feelings of heartache by Shahdan.
"Open the door, I see in the kitchen there is no food, I know you have not eaten. I do not want you to be hungry and sick because you do not eat," said Shahdan while reaching out to Shana's hand which was immediately pushed aside by the beautiful girl in front of him.
Shana returned to shed her tears. This morning's events still loomed over him. And without knowing himself Shahdan did not say a word of apology to him. It hurt Shana very much.
Shahdan saw clearly as Shana's face was wet with tears. The tears are getting bigger. The beautiful face of nan ayu now turned sad as if cloudy sadness did not want to move from her face.
"I'm sorry, I know you're like this because of me this morning. But I hope you forgive me. I was angry when you repeatedly called me **community trash**. While that sentence is the sentence I hate the most and I will be angry if I hear it. Because, the person who should have grabbed me with affection, could have sworn me with the same name as you often say it, the trash of society," he explained telling a little reason for the anger of Shahdan when he heard the phrase 'society's rubbish'.
Shana was still silent, she did not care what Shahdan said, what was clear that Shana felt at this time was the heartache of the treatment of Shahdan this morning.
"Well, both religiously and nationally, but do you think I love you? We just got married because we had to and for the abuse you inflicted on me. I don't love Brother at all, that's why I feel this is rape, because I don't love Brother" Shana said after remaining silent without a word.
"You don't love me? Look, I'm gonna make you fall in love with me. Don't say no love, you'll regret it once you realize that you really love me" Shahdan stressed.
"Go, brother, go. Let me be confined here, and do not heed my plight," Shana pushed the body of Shahdan out.
Shahdan held his body in front of the door, then as fast as lightning he grabbed Shana's waist and hugged her tightly and managed to put a kiss on Shana's lips. Shana desperately wanted to let go, but could not. The embrace of Shahdan and his kiss even tighter and deeper.
Shahdan released his lip link on Shana's lips, after the oxygen space was reduced.
"At least it's not like this, Brother, treat me. I'm legal in the eyes of religion and country, but the wrong way. Brother is too pushy and hurts my heart and my feelings. Doesn't Brother have the feeling to be able to melt a woman who incidentally has deliberately forced Brother into Big Brother's life? If it's like this, the way Big Brother is rape and it's a crime" Shana said finally, after the link of her lips was released Shahdan. The name 'me' that was always pinned for him now no longer exists. Shana was already disappointed with Shahdan.
Shahdan saw the deep sadness of the sad face that now seemed to beg him to be guarded and appreciated his feelings. Slowly Shahdan let go of his embrace. For a moment he thought and felt sinful, because what Shana said was true. He raped his wife without asking for anything. Shana's cries broke and were unstoppable.
"I'm sorry. I did it because I was angry. I don't like the rubbish you say. Because it hurts my heart so much" he said and at the beginning of the Shahdan had apologized. But free, Syana's heart was already hurt and disappointed.
"If I may ask. Give me back to my parents' house and tell me honestly what made Brother force me to marry in a trap? And from this moment on, I beg you to talk me out. Talak three of you so that Brother can not bother me anymore," Pinta Shana firmly.
Shahdan was overwhelmed by Shana's request just now. Let alone three talaq, one talak he will not give. Wasn't the purpose of him trapping this girl to prove to her Papa, that without accepting her Papa matchmaking he could change better and there were still good women who would accept it.
"No. And that will not happen" said Shahdan staring at Shana's face.