Love Shana For Motorcycle Gang Chairman
Chapter 23 Shahdan's Longing

"How son, what decision will you make after knowing the truth about your husband?" ask **Pak Syakil** to Syana who is now the center of attention in the midst of her family.

"Syana, don't know yet, sir. Syana still can not decide," said Syana while looking down. His face was now sad and sad. Since returning home at half-nine, Shana was overcome with grief. He was happy to meet and receive his family back, but the inner Shana was not in the middle of his family. Shana thought about **Syahdan** going forward. Though earlier Shana clearly saw Shahdan fine, but still the safety of Shahdan threatened if he still joined into a motorcycle gang.

"We're all sorry for trusting the young man's words that deliberately set you up to entrap you in a sudden, loveless marriage," said Mr. Syakil apologized to Shana for his mistake of believing in Syahdan speech the other day.

Getting an apology from them, Shana did not reply, she was really overwhelmed by confusion and a sudden headache whack.

"Yes, already, now you rest first, son. It was late at night too. Don't be sad. Tomorrow just decide what decision you will take," the suggestion*Bu Syaina** confirms the confused Shana.

Shana followed her mother's advice and immediately went to her room which she had occupied during her marriage to Shahdan by force.

Shala the younger sister deliberately followed Shana into the room of the older brother. They were momentarily involved in a conversation.

"Keep how is Ma'am's decision after this?" ask Syala curiously. Shala caught the eternal on the face of the Brother, it seems that Shala knows what Shana is thinking.

"If Mbak wants to return to the husband of Mbak, it is not wrong and Mbak Shana is fully still in his responsibility as long as he has not spoken talak," said Syala understandingly.

Shana just lowered her head, she could not decide now, because she was still confused whether Shahdan still expected him to come back or not?

"Yes, already, you better just sleep first. Do not think too much, tomorrow Ma'am Shana take his decision," said Syala understanding and trying to let his brother rest.

Just now Shala came out of the room, suddenly the HP Shana sounded. A missed WA call gives a notification. Shana immediately opened from whom the WA call was.

Shana was surprised after finding out who actually contacted her earlier. Shahdan called him but did not get up. It seems like when Shahdan contacted him earlier, he was still outside the room.

Shana's heart wanted to contact Syahdan back, but she hesitated. Let's not say Shahdan had contacted him just out of curiosity, because before the wild race began he had contacted Shahdan but his number was not active.

Finally Shana decided to sleep because her eyes were tired and began to sleepy.

Tomorrow, Shana is getting ready to go back to work. He decided to keep working in the bookstore that incidentally works on the instructions of Shahdan.

"Where are you going now and decide what?" ask Mr. Syakil curious.

"Syana, it'll work as usual, sir. And Shana decided, for-for, Shana decided not to leave Kak Syahdan, Shana hoped that Mother and Father were not angry at Shana's decision," replied Shana nervously. His face was down and a little scared.

Mr. Syakil and Ms. Syaina were looking at each other, he did not expect that his son would choose the man named Shahdan.

"We wouldn't be angry if it was your decision. After all you are still legal husband and wife in the eyes of religion and country," said Mr. Syakil sound wise to make Shana a little relieved.

Shana rides a gojek after she says goodbye to both her parents also **Syala**. At this time his heart will be steadfast in returning the Shahdan to his parents with his own efforts until the Shahdan completely changed for the better.

Shana arrived at her place of work. He tried to focus and do the job today as well as possible. And the time to go home did not feel it had arrived. Suddenly confused, where should he go home?

By saying bismillah, Shana boarded an angkot whose staff could pass through the apartment owned by Shahdan.

Angkot boarded by Shana apparently still ngetem, and waiting passengers until full. The ngetem time felt so long, half an hour of Shana waiting in the angkot that the temperature was hot. His hands alone were not enough to fan his sultry body.

Half an hour passed, the angkot that Shana was carrying was full, and began to walk moderately. In angkot, Syana does not stop thinking hard about his life with Shahdan in the future.

Elsewhere, in the modest apartment of Shahdan's now-turned ship, the Shahdan spends his time smoking and drinking little. Seen from a bottle that says amer there is still half the rest. Apparently the absence of Shana on the side of Shahdan a day has made Shahdan almost uncontrollable.

"I'm free to live without you, yes. You don't want to come back to me now. I want you, Sya. Go home to me, Shay," he wished.

Time has shown at eight o'clock. Shahdan has now spent one bottle of amer which is enough to make his head dizzy, but he is still conscious. Then the old empty bottle he deliberately threw as a form of anger at the absence of Shana.

"Brakkk." The bottle broke and the shard scattered throughout the living room and the middle. Shahdan vented his disappointment by throwing an innocent bottle of wine.

Not long from that, suddenly the doorbell of the apartment sounded a sign of people coming. Shahdan was very surprised who was the one who visited the night?

Shahdan did not suspect that the one outside was Shana, so he was stalling for time to immediately see from the lookout glass who was actually out there.

Shahdan stood with his hands holding his head which now felt dizzy. Then approach the door and peek out of the lookout glass who's out there. When he managed to be peeked, Syahdan was very surprised and happy and immediately opened the door.

"Sayangggg," he said, hugging his guests tightly and full of happiness. Guests hugged by the Shahdan are a little in contact with the nose that is immediately closed due to the pungent smell of amer.

The apartment door is closed automatically and locked automatically. Still at the door, Shahdan had not yet let go of his embrace from his guest. Even now his hands are stretching and moving everywhere.

"Sister, release! I was claustrophobic and could hardly breathe" Shana's voice as a form of protest was heard, and a small push on Shahdan's chest made Shahdan aware.

"Honey, you go home," cried Shahdan while looking fixed on Shana's face and behind her face and framed. Shana was stuck in the door wall with the body of Shahdan who increasingly tightly held her. A kiss landed on Shana's thin lips gently and soulfully. The roar of Shahdan's breath suddenly became a very big longing, he seemed unable to stem a desire that suddenly exploded.

"Sister, release. Brother's mouth stinks of liquor, I'm not strong," Shana protested that tried to release his body from the embrace of the longing Shahdan.

"I miss you" he said as he pulled Shana's body into the room.