
"You think I'm an animal, after impregnating and then leaving and irresponsible? What are you thinking, Shay? Sepicik is your mind. You think I want to go back to my family and just dump you? Do you think like that? So all this time, you thought I was just a cowardly man who made you run away when I lacked the affection of my parents?" the Sudang Shahdan did not believe.
Syahdan did not expect all this time Shana thought to leave him if he returned to his family.
"So, you've been planning to get away from me this whole time, huh? Once I find someone who can turn me on a better path, then now you want to leave after I want to live with you and love YOU?" he said he emphasized the word love you clearly.
Shana was astonished not to believe, did Shahdan really love her. While all this time he thought that Shahdan could not possibly seriously love him considering who Shahdan really is. Especially if Shahdan returns to his family, it is not impossible that Shahdan can easily forget him.
"I, I, am just not sure if Big Brother will stay with me if one day Big Brother returns to the Big Brother family," he said nervously and did not dare to look at Shahdan.
"Gear me in the face, Shay. Is there on my face a streak of a loser? Do you consider me more concerned with possessions than the affection of a sincere woman who gave her love to me? I'm not as famous as that, for the sake of treasure I leave people who have been able to change the way of my life for the better. Is it after what we passed, that you easily forget our togetherness without a trace? If you consider me that low, and do not want to conceive a child from me, then endure nine months, then give birth, after giving birth you can go away from me and let my child be with me, I'll take care of him" Shahdan said at length as he passed and walked out of the apartment.
The departure of Shahdan is filled with anger that at any time can explode anytime and anywhere. Shana regretted having prejudiced all this time to Shahdan. But Shahdan actually loved him very much.
Shana chased after Shahdan to the door and opened the door with a code. But it turned out that the code was no longer working and the door could not open automatically anymore. When Shahdan changed the door code of the apartment, Shana wondered.
"Sir waituuu, that's not what I meant. Listen to me," cried Shana sobbing. Shana was really sorry to have doubted Shahdan and she is now crying bitterly after the quarrel that just happened.
"Go back, brother, I regret having doubted Brother's love. I now believe, that Brother will not leave us," he whispered softly accompanied by sobs while rubbing his flat stomach.
Shana tried to contact Shahdan repeatedly. But HP Syahdan is not active. As a last resort, Shana sent WA messages and apologized repeatedly for her bad prejudices. Regretfully Shana wept lamenting her foolishness.
The day is getting night, the awaited Shahdan has not appeared as well. Shana is increasingly worried about the existence of Shahdan. He tried to call back, but failed again.
"*Where are you going, brother? Is Brother Shahdan not worried about leaving me alone who is pregnant*?" he asked in his heart.
**
Eleven o'clock at night. The day is getting late. But Syahdan is still at home sitting pensive in his brother's luxury apartment. Syailendra approached Shahdan and grabbed his shoulder.
"Dad, gohome. It's already night. Kasian your own wife in the apartment. Don't get too carried away by emotions. He is young and sometimes his mind is unstable, you must understand the Shah," Syailendra's memory persuaded Syahdan to return to his apartment because he was worried about Shana.
"But, Brother. I don't like his prejudices, let him think that I am very angry and don't forgive his assumptions" Shahdan defended himself.
"Alright, here you want to teach him a lesson on his attitude, right? But do not long let him regret prolonged. Remember, she is pregnant and pregnant people as far as I can not stress for long," Syailendra's memory is not bored-his boss reminds Shahdan.
"Well 'cause you're upset with me, I'm home, yeah." Finally Syahdan decided to go home and Syailendra was happy to hear it.
"Go home, fix your relationship. If you are still angry, you should just let your wife rest," said Syailendra wisely. Syailendra is indeed a brother who is very understanding and caring for him, therefore Syahdan dares to pour out his feelings on Syailendra without shame.
"So soon, will you accept my loan offer? I'm not lending you a free favor if you don't want me to help you for free. Your workshop is advancing, Shah. And a lot of people are servicing his vehicle in your workshop. Don't you want your workshop to be neater and many visitors who arrive comfortably? They're sometimes uncomfortable with a narrow parking lot, when did you use the sidewalk to fix a customer's vehicle?" syailendra said holding back the steps of Shahdan who will go to the door.
Shahdan stopped and slowly turned his body around. "Tomorrow, I thought," he said, turning back and exiting the apartment with the door open automatically.
Syahdan's motor was traveling at medium speed, splitting the pitch of the night. Stick with various vehicles and humans who are still milling with their respective goals.
Shahdan deliberately stalling time and slow down the speed of the motor. Actually he was still upset with Shana who was prejudiced against him. So, tonight let Shahdan enjoy his solitude in his own way, hoping that when he arrived at the apartment the resentment of Shana would disappear.
Shahdan stopped his motorbike right at a roadside tent stall selling sweet and salty martabak. Coincidentally, the two foods are Shana's favorite. Although he was still upset with Shana, but he remembered Syana's favorite food and bought it as souvenirs.
Simultaneously, at the intersection of four right under the red light. A luxury car that was still waiting for the red light to turn green, coincidentally looked towards Shahdan who was buying martabak at the tent stall.
"Shahdan," exclaimed the middle-aged woman staring straight at him. It turns out that she is Miss Syarimi, Mama Syahdan. While beside him was Mr. Syaidar who was suddenly shocked when his wife muttered the name of Shahdan just now.
"Where is Shahdan, Ma?" tanyanya.
"That, Pa, near the tent stall that sells martabak," said Bu Syarimi pointing towards Shahdan. Mr. Syaidar followed in the direction his wife pointed.
"When will Papa embrace her back and take her home? Papa don't be as stubborn as our son. Mama does not want Mama's child to be stranded in the streets," she complained sadly.
"Papa had told the young woman to seduce him so that Shahdan returned to our family and became the supreme leader in Syaidar Mall. The woman seemed to be trying, but she refused to give an envelope from Papa," said Mr. Syaidar while looking at the incident a few days ago when he met Shana.
Mr. Syaidar is pictured again during a meeting with Shana who deliberately came to his apartment when Syahdan was not there. Shana's friendly gaze implies great tenderness and affection. Also his firm attitude made Mr. Syaidar arise a sense of amazement and there was a strange noise that he suddenly felt. The affection that comes with the attitude that Shana shows. It could be that the presence of Shana will be able to melt the selfishness of Mr. Syaidar who has been uncontested.
"What did Papa do to give her an envelope? Mama told me our daughter-in-law wasn't crazy about treasure. If it's just about persuading our son to come back to us, he doesn't need money for bribes. But Mama thinks Syahdan will be difficult for us to achieve, because out there precisely he found comfort not pressure," said Ms. Syaira recalls. Mr. Syaidar rubbed his face rough. He realized that Shahdan could not be ignored and returned to him considering that he had been so hard to manage the life of Shahdan.
The red light turned green, Pak Syaidar's luxury car drove fast splitting the Sudirman road, which was never receded by vehicles or breadwinners.