
...Friends...
It feels like everyone is asking about when and who, someone who does not have a stand that is just boasting and wants to be understood, someone who hopes everything will be good when in fact it is not. Just one sentence is imprinted and also it feels like a selfish person who only ignores someone even though he himself does not obey in understanding even to be known. Is this karma is it just news? It feels like this delusion is too high or maybe I am too stupid.
I don't understand how this can happen, the relationship of courtship that once broke each other and made my ego ups and downs all the cliche stories that give intrigue and conflict that make it all continue to happen. Frankly I am emotional and make me unstable myself no longer understand what and should be how to maintain all my self-esteem and also my sense of responsibility and also the nature of my dependence on him, plus the nature of him who always set me up makes my life change 180°. Honestly this is a problem that I experience myself make me emotional and lost control I do not know I can date a million men who are too ambitious and also bear a lot of burden that should not be i'm bear.
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Ikbal :
Guys kece with a height of 170 cm and also weighs 50 kg is arguably one of the most in the school not only he is famous handsome and also famous but he also has a lot temen is very caring for him. Somehow he always just toyed with the feelings of girls and even stamped on the stamp as PlayBoy. The guy who is so popular in school to the point that so the struggle of many girls in school is not uncommon he has many fans and also many ex.
Miles:
Sweet girl who has long hair typical ombre, she always makes everyone have a crush because many guys are just captivated because of her beauty. Not infrequently she is said to be the most beautiful girl in school and can make GR all the guys who look at her face because she is very beautiful and up to many guys who are in PHP-In the same as her. But she's a strange figure's mother who is sometimes tough and also likes expensive selling to anyone who wants to be close to her, especially even though she is beautiful but she is arrogant and also jutek even so her indifferent attitude makes her tough and also not easily tempted by anyone.
I don't understand why I can like the same weird guy macem Ikbal, it's obvious he's always hurting my feelings, it's obvious, but for this time he always makes me curious about what he has done is because he hurt my heart and suddenly he even menduakan me, I don't know why this is so. From the beginning I like to chase him, even now at the crossroads of our relationship even run aground because of Maya. He is my former friend who is now starting to do something at my school.
I thought the position would make me feel there, but on the one hand I even became an isolated figure, I don't know where to start and I don't know where it will end or where it will go. I think I was like being in a big tree that every branch of the tree is shady and gives me comfort but why instantly all collapsed and also uprooted to the roots. There are those who betray and release every bond and also go to a valley of suffering I do not know how to overcome everything but thus frustration, dilemma, and, depression is also a difficult word to do.
What our relationship is just a friend or more, why it feels hard to knock on your heart door and talk that I need you so much, until one day you leave me alone, it feels like I'm a selfish person just hoping and adoring you when you don't have any feelings for me at all. I love you so much even though I realize my love is clapping one hand, even though I try to be patient with all that and hope someday you can accept me.
"Why the hell do you keep my deketin?" Ask while away
Then I held her hand, and she was about to take her hand off me. Then for a moment I hugged him.
"I want our relationship to be more than just friends!" Add me
I don't understand how this can happen, the relationship of courtship that once broke each other and made my ego ups and downs all the cliche stories that give intrigue and conflict that make it all continue to happen. Frankly I am emotional and make me unstable myself no longer understand what and should be how to maintain all my self-esteem and also my sense of responsibility and also the nature of my dependence on him, plus the nature of him who always set me up makes my life change 180°. Honestly this is a problem that I experience myself make me emotional and lost control I do not know I can date a million men who are too ambitious and also bear a lot of burden that should not be i'm bear.
Ikbal :
Guys kece with a height of 170 cm and also weighs 50 kg is arguably one of the most in the school not only he is famous handsome and also famous but he also has a lot temen is very caring for him. Somehow he always just toyed with the feelings of girls and even stamped on the stamp as PlayBoy. The guy who is so popular in school to the point that so the struggle of many girls in school is not uncommon he has many fans and also many ex.
Miles:
Sweet girl who has long hair typical ombre, she always makes everyone have a crush because many guys are just captivated because of her beauty. Not infrequently she is said to be the most beautiful girl in school and can make GR all the guys who look at her face because she is very beautiful and up to many guys who are in PHP-In the same as her. But she's a strange figure's mother who is sometimes tough and also likes expensive selling to anyone who wants to be close to her, especially even though she is beautiful but she is arrogant and also jutek even so her indifferent attitude makes her tough and also not easily tempted by anyone.
I don't understand why I can like the same weird guy macem Ikbal, it's obvious he's always hurting my feelings, it's obvious, but for this time he always makes me curious about what he has done is because he hurt my heart and suddenly he even menduakan me, I don't know why this is so. From the beginning I like to chase him, even now at the crossroads of our relationship even run aground because of Maya. He is my former friend who is now starting to do something at my school.
I thought the position would make me feel there, but on the one hand I even became an isolated figure, I don't know where to start and I don't know where it will end or where it will go. I think I was like being in a big tree that every branch of the tree is shady and gives me comfort but why instantly all collapsed and also uprooted to the roots. There are those who betray and release every bond and also go to a valley of suffering I do not know how to mengqtqsi everything but thus frustration, dilemma, dilemma, depression is also a difficult word to do.
The hypocrisy of a word I created when my heart was broken into pieces there was no way out and just looking for everything I did. I don't know I feel like I'm kayaking in a place in the middle of nowhere that ends do not give me certainty, sooner or later all will be destroyed, all will be destroyed, I think maybe I'll break up with Ikbal because the guy who is arrogant like him what the hell he wants is definitely the ends just toying with the feelings of girls. At first I just wanted to teach him a lesson but somehow I became deep into my role as Ikbal's girlfriend.
I'm too naive if I don't say I like Ikbal because he's a cool and handsome guy who doesn't want to be Ikbal's girlfriend, he is popular and many girls are chasing doi. He's not only in the basketball club but he's also very good at things even he's also on OSIS, it feels like he's just as much as I miss the moon.
Not much I know from Ikbal the figure of a cool guy and also be the center of attention wherever he is, a guy who has a handsome face even looks perfect for me, he said, it feels like an impossible thing for me even this is like a dream can the girl who is not popular like I can have a guy like Ikbal. It feels like he is perfect for my girlfriend is not only his height that makes me feel protected but also he is perfectionist.
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