Loving Husband Interlude
44. Honesty Najwa

The servant came with the order of Najwa and Azam. Azam stopped sending messages to anyone. They immediately ate after the waiter left in front of the two.

Najwa eats quietly, so does Azam. He occasionally stared at Najwa who was eating so quietly without the slightest haste. Even Azam himself wanted to finish quickly even though he was eating quietly due to following Najwa.

Fifteen minutes of eating was finally over as well, Azam was already waiting for Najwa to finish eating because he was eating so slowly. There was a sense of impatience he wanted to talk to Najwa without disturbing his ex-wife's meal.

"Dec, like what you said at home. I want to talk to you" Azam said.

"Yes, just talk. I listen to you." said Najwa.

Azam smiled, he took a deep breath. His heart was already pounding, hoping that what he would say would Najwa respond with pleasure and accept it.

"Dec, like what was planned. You married that Arsyil so I could marry you again. Can we go back as husband and wife? Like the old days of the deck." Azam said straight to the point.

Najwa took a deep breath, she looked at Azam who was also looking at her. I hope that his request is accepted by him.

"Mas, sometimes a plan and a desire is not what it should be. What else is the intervention of the Almighty, marriage is a promise based on the commitment and also the promise of a man to his wife before God. I used to think if I could come back to you, because I still have the same feelings as you.

Either God turns back the heart of manuisa, sending someone in an unusual way. Making my heart change will my desire to be back with you again." said Najwa, he looked at Azam whether the man understood the meaning of his words.

But not Azam did not understand, he knew where he was going. He waited for Najwa's next words, even though his heart and brain were against Najwa's words.

"Thank you for trying to find a soul mate for me at that time mas, as time goes by. I turned around admiring the simple figure, no longer wishing to be together with you again. Until many times I asked for directions to the One Above so that what I felt was true. I'm sorry if I had to say that I refused your request to Azam" Najwa said.

Azam's heart was suddenly sad, disappointed and angry. All become one. He did not accept Najwa speaking of his heart problem that had changed so quickly.

"Meaning adek, what?" tanya Azam wanted to confirm Najwa's words.

"I refuse to go back with your wish, I can't be your wife anymore. There are many who are hurt if you force me to live with me. Me, bang Arsyil and your wife" Najwa said.

"Sir, Arsyil's problem is over. He divorced you, right? The agreement is also completed and there is no more obstacle for us to get married. Then, what do you doubt? Don't you still love me?" tanya Azam was crowded in his heart.

"No, I don't love you anymore. And the one who loves you is your wife" said Najwa.

"Dec, I told you first. When I got married to Mala, just like you and Arsyil got married. Among us there is also a contract marriage agreement" Azam said.

"But you can't divorce your wife" said Najwa, trying to calm down and settle down one by one.

"But soon I'll divorce her, deck. For your sake, I'll divorce her. Please marry me deck, I love you so much." Azam said weakly.

She did not believe Najwa would reject her, even with her words being so painful for her that she already did not love him anymore.

"Mas, don't be selfish. I don't want your wife to be sad, she'll be sad and stressed anyway. It's not good for his health" Najwa said.

"Not the deck, I told him. I'll divorce you later."

"Do you intend to torture me?"

"Taking Mala, your wife?"

"Sir, I've said many times that I'm going to divorce her. For your sake."

"I don't want to take away the rights of a child. And you don't know what's in my heart, not because of your wife's problems or your future child I reject you" Najwa said with a stern look.

Azam was surprised, of course, from where Najwa knew that his wife was pregnant with her child. He stared in disappointment and frustration.

"Where did you know Mala was pregnant?" ask Azam.

"That's right, you're gonna fuck me with your wife Mala."

"Not like that, from the beginning I had intended to divorce him. But she's pregnant with my son, so after she gives birth I'll divorce her" Azam said.

"A marriage can't be played around. You divorced me for not getting pregnant. And now that your wife is pregnant, why do you want to divorce her? What do you really want? Is it just pleasure you want? What if I marry you and I don't get pregnant. Where are you going to run? Still loyal to me or looking for your ex-wife who already has a child. Will it not hurt me later?" said Najwa again.

Azam was silent, he did not think there. All he thought about was getting married to Najwa and living happily even though he would not have any more children.

"I will still choose you deck" Azam said.

"You attach more importance to your selfishness than your wife who has given you a child. Not all that desire must continue to be obtained mas, I talk like this so that you consider your wife who is pregnant. She may be divorced in the near future because she is pregnant. The pregnant man needs her husband's attention, what would your wife be like if she were ignored by you? What will it hurt like if you only care about me who can no longer love you Azam" Najwa said firmly.

It turns out that it was Azam who was selfish, he had everything. But can't she buy his feelings at the moment, what else should hurt Mala who clearly loves Azam sincerely.

Najwa took a glass of mineral water, and he swallowed it in half. Azam was still silent. Either she was silent because she thought about what she said or because she was upset by what she said that rejected her ex-husband.

"I still don't believe in the coming of love in a short time of deck meetings. Were you forced by Arsyil to reject my invitation?"

"Mas!"

"You're affected by what he says, right? Until you dare to reject me at this time" Azam said accusing Arsyil of being full of emotion.

"It has nothing to do with Bang Arsyil. Even I asked her not to divorce me, she did. Because he promised you, he promised to give me back to you. Although he was also in a state of heartache and also sad because his father died. Do I have to bear to leave him alone in his heart having been in the house by his father? No mas, bang Arsyil actually forced me to go home abah. He doesn't care about his heart, he only thinks about his best friend who gave him a promise" Najwa said.

He began to get upset because Azam brought up Masala Arsyil. He thought it had nothing to do with Arsyil and his problem with Azam. His dealings with Arsyil are over, just talk to Azam. But Azam instead accused the simple man of saying to influence him.

Even she cried in front of him unwillingly for fear that Arsyil would make Najwa sympathize with him. Or say love directly so that Najwa does not go away from him.

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