LOVING MY STEPDAD
Doni
Like the morning before, Every morning I always help My Wife to clean the body, by using warm water as well as towels, I help her clean.
Last night my wife said she wanted to go home, was not at home in the hospital, he also said that the more I think is , In the hospital notya I was getting better but the more I drop, the more, because I felt so uncomfortable and the smell of medicine stuck in my nose, she said last night My wife said so.
I was the same in the hospital that was not at home, even sleep was not good because it only sleeps on the sofa, but for the health and healing of My Wife was always strong and enduring. I want my wife to recover from her pain.
After I put on the clothes, after clean clean it is time to eat, I fed him with tlaten, actually My wife often told me, that it is possible to eat alone, and I have to feed her, but I also do not let My Wife eat alone because I am there and there is no work, so it is better that I feed her.
"Mas wants to find breakfast first, Mother rest, "my words after breakfast and take medicine, now I want to find food for you.
"Yes, well, "he replied as I helped him get his body comfortable.
After that I went straight out after seeing my wife comfortable. I'm heading to a stall outside the hospital, I'd rather eat out now than in the hospital canteen, because there's the smell of medicine.
I have breakfast with yellow rice and egg balado and orek tempe, drink warm sweet tea, it tastes delicious, but maybe for people who do not have many thoughts like me.
I if the night is hard to sleep, always restless and always open my phone to find information about the disease that my wife suffered. I'm always restless every night, and a lot of my thoughts drift off somewhere. Seeing my wife in pain makes me crumble, I like to run to the bathroom just to cry feeling tight in the chest, seeing my beloved wife in pain.
After breakfast I finished one cigarette to make me feel a little light.
after I was discharged I went straight to the hospital to my Wife's room, it's been a week more Me and My Wife here, I hope there is a miracle for My Wife to heal. Really I'm very afraid to think about it, I'm very afraid to think about it, because when I read about my wife's illness, the completion of the surgery was not certain to be completely healed.Just the miracle of God is what I now hope.
As I was about to go into my wife's nursery, I heard my wife talking to someone, when I peeked it was Pamuji inside, I wanted to listen to their conversation because my wife asked Pamuji something strange.
When my wife told Pamuji about whether I had any other woman, I felt pain, I was so I wished for my wife, I didn't have the slightest intention for that, I was restless every night because I was always thinking about how to cure the disease and also this hospital, I was just a PNS who was paying a little. Maybe if I ask the Son and my son-in-law will definitely be given whatever nominal, but I am still the head of the household, should be able to try not to rely on others.
My wife's not working, she's resigned instead of PHK so severance is certainly not much, and surely I feel I'm a useless person, I'm a useless person, as a Husband whose wife is sick also has no money for his treatment. Sometimes I think about selling the house in the village, because that's my only property, I can't sell my wife's house.
Money for chemo, to buy medicine and to make surgery, that's what makes me sleepless and restless. Especially when I see my wife who is relapsing at night and feel pain, I can not sleep until morning.
I don't blame my wife for suspecting Me, maybe she who was sick made my wife more sensitive.and the last words of My Wife that made me cry immediately and I went straight to the hospital garden. I cried by covering my face with both hands.
Why does my wife speak so, as she is about to leave me, why does God not love me if it happens, will I lose my wife forever.
After that, I went into my wife's ward. And Pamujipun no longer exists.
"What's the old daddy, then,,? "ask.
"Sorry, I was talking to the owner of the food stall, "I said.
The clock quickly passed, and now it was night, last afternoon Dinda also came to visit her mother, Dinda was never absent to not see her mother here. Pamuji also told me that tomorrow my wife can go home
"Well, I want to sleep in my arms, "my wife said after I helped her to fall asleep.
"But the bed is narrow Ma'am, I'm afraid I'm not comfortable, "
"It's enough for the two of us, now I'm cursive Well, so the bed fits, "the alignment of my wife. I went straight up and we faced each other and hugged each other.
"Didn't Mom believe in the sincerity of Dad's love, did Mom doubt it,? "my wife looked up and looked at me.
"Dad never once had the slightest thought of becoming a double, having another Mother for Dad was enough and very happy, "
"Dad please don't doubt your love, Daddy doesn't want you to have a lot of thoughts, just focus on your health, do we need to find a hospital abroad for treatment, please, I can sell my father's house in the village to let us stay in a foreign hospital, Dad will do anything for Mom, "My tears spilled for a moment, I cried bitterly while hugging my Wife. the tears I had always hidden from my wife came out without stopping.
"I'm sorry Mom suspected Dad, I'm just afraid Dad will feel burdened by Mom, and leave Mom, "take my wife cry along.
"We fight together for the healing of Mother, do not have a mind that is not no, Mother must be eager to fight this disease, Father will always be there for Mother, "My wife wiped my tears and kissed me on my forehead.
**Udah well do not on the storm kaka kaka everything, I never talk about Doni want to marry Hani, I used to just nanya if like Hani so honey farida how, how, and many do not agree.and kaka kaka all who guessed it, when Doni huk hani was just a friend, it is not appropriate if the same male woman is not muhrim hug. when Doni sprained drinking when he knew Hani resigned, it could be that Doni was shocked because he did not know that Hani to resign.
I'm so confused by the writing of this brother, yes already well I hope you're all satisfied, if anyone says I'm not consistent papa, I'm trima. Because I'm more accepting input from kaka kaka all who like my story.I'm sorry if anyone is disappointed with my story,
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