LOVING MY STEPDAD

LOVING MY STEPDAD
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Two days ago papah did not teach and also did not work, papah last night said today want to start teaching again, the injured hands have dried up, just still look like the wound,,, and,,


Two days ago mom didn't come home either and when I called mom just said she was going home but waiting for work to be done,


Papah seems to be fine2, but I am sure that papah is still angry and disappointed with mother, but papah always smiles at me, I also see papah's smile full of compulsion,


It's been a week even mother has not come home, I'm really disappointed in mother, why not quickly go home and quickly make up with papah, I really pity papah, papah, I wanted to come closer and comfort him but I know my limits, because I'm just a kid he said, fearing it would bomb my heart,


Papah and I now only met in the morning, was on campus in the week met 2 times, papah always come home late at night and I was asleep, too,, even the morning papah spoke only as necessary, I actually now become confused with papah,,


When I got home from college, I saw my mom sitting in the living room, she was on the phone, but I didn't know who was on her phone, I just heard that she told me to go home, maybe it was papah..


"Mother, when to go home, "I kissed her hand and mother told me to sit down


"So early in the morning, but when mom came home you just left said mbaIis, "said mom


"Where the college, no problem right, "I just shook my head


"Trus why is rich not gini spirit, what is less salary money, if yes mother anter addin, "


"Ngga ko less ko bu, is enough even more, "i replied


"What's hemm.. "


"Father kasian ma'am, "my words and mother immediately changed his face, look at her,


"Dinda wanted to listen to me, "I just nodded my head..


"Your mother separated from your father because there is one secret that only you know, when you were 5 years pregnant mother adek you, but your father did not know ,mother also did not know that at that time the mother was pregnant and the mother was slipping in the bathroom and caused a very hard impact and hit the mother's stomach, and the mother was pregnant, at that time your father was out of town at work, and due to the impact of the collision the mother had a very sick stomach, the mother to the hospital herself while you leave with the neighbors, "I saw my mother breathing very heavily..


"The life of the mother and father was very simple, as long as we can eat and gather together, the mother was very happy, when she arrived at the hospital the doctor examined the mother, and while at the USG pregnant women 4 weeks, and at that time the doctor said that the mother should be in surgery, because a very hard impact makes the mother's uterus damaged, and must be removed from the mother's womb, and the mother's uterus, which is not the same, mother now can not get pregnant again because the mother's womb has been lifted" I was immediately shocked to hear the mother talk and I saw the mother cry


"Mother called your father, but the phone was not active2, and until the surgery was completed your father was still difficult to contact, ahornya mother did not tell about the existence of the mother at that time, and, only two days mother got a phone from a new no, and it turns out the father who called, he said his henphony is missing and he can only buy henfon today again, he said, ahirnya mother also did not tell about the condition of mother, mother was afraid of father to be thought, "


"A week later I came home and luckily my mother had improved, just still limp, you got bigger and when you were 7 years old, arrived2 I said I wanted to add children, the mother was immediately sad and confused to answer what, the mother did not think about the year passed but your father always talked about adding children, the mother became very wrong and depressed, ahirnya when you were 10 years old mother gave up, and sued for divorce your father, mother was very sick actually at that time, mother still loves your papah and until this moment, until this moment, she was very sick, but I feel like a disabled woman, who can't give offspring, mother always makes your father angry and more detailed to mother, mother, let me divorce you but your father still won't divorce me, and then I leave and after two mothers send divorce papers to your father, "I hug my mother and cry


"Mother married with Great mas because the mother was required to be married and married, by the place where the mother worked,, by the mother,, ahirnya mother met with mas Agung but mother did not tell about the condition of the mother who can not give offspring,, "


"WHY DIDN'T YOU TALK FROM THE BEGINNING WHEN WE GOT MARRIED, "