LOVING MY STEPDAD
Silences
I'm in the eyes of everyone here, because they're waiting for my answer.
"Sorry Mas, not that Dea rejected Mas's proposal, Dea was happy to see the solemnity of Mas Proposing Dea to kaka, but Dea had not dared to decide whether or not to now, Dea said, because there is still Mamah Mas who must know about our relationship, if Dea says Yes Dea wants to marry Mas, but Mamah Mas does not approve of our relationship, it must have been very painful for Dea Mas, so before Mamah Mas knew about the relationship Kita Dea did not want to accept Mas's proposal,, because Dea was afraid of disappointment and fear that Mamah Mas would not approve of our relationship, "my words while looking at Mas Hendra.
"Dea is only a barren widow, while Mas is a well-established man and certainly many women who want to be the same Mas, surely Mamah Mas wants his son to find the perfect wife, and also never married,, I'm sorry Dea Mas, "my word again.
"True what Dea said Dra, you better tell Mamah you used to be about your relationship, all parents would want their child to get better,,,,, you know,, so Mamah you must know the status of Dea and all its disadvantages, so that your household will be happy," said brother Doni.
"Yes, Brother, I will tell my Mom, "After Hendra.
After the talks were over, Mas Hendra decided to go home and bring Zara to his house, while I stayed at Dinda's house. My feeling is not good because I saw the look on Mas Hendra's face, he just seemed to be silent when he was going home.
"Did you love Hendra too Dek,,? "ask kaka after Mas Hendra comes home.
"Dea aja did not know about the feeling of Dea kak, which Dea felt that near Mas Hendra it felt comfortable and calm, felt there was a protecting it,,, and,, is that to say Dea loves Mas Hendra, brother,,? "
"According to Dian, it can already be said that Dea has started to love her Papa Zara,if Dea does not want to lose a man like Papah Zara who has loved Dea very much and accepted all the shortcomings of Dea, then Dea must try to convince Zara's omanya that Dea is worthy to be her daughter-in-law,,, and that means,, pity her father Zara, it seems like he is already eager to marry Dea, "said Kak Dian.
"But Dea was afraid, Brother, afraid that Mas Hendra did not like Dea, and did not approve of our relationship, "I replied.
"Aunti should not be afraid, Bibi should try to convince Mama Hendra that Auntie is also worthy of Hendra.lagian Hendra it seems really love and love Auntie, so you fight together,, "husband of Dinda.
After I finished chatting I went to the room I used to sleep in while still at Dinda's house.
Arriving at the room I went straight to the bed to lay down my body, I also thought of every word from Brother Doni, sister Dian and husband Dinda,,,, I also thought of every word from sister Doni, sister Dian and husband Dinda,, maybe it's true I have to fight to get the blessing of Mas Hendra's Mom.
I closed my eyes to sleep because I was sleepy.
Morning came, I had a shower and neat to go to work, Zara said this morning will be delivered to Dinda's house, because later in the afternoon will immediately come home to the village, Zara couldn't stay at Mas Hendra's house for long because of her school exams.
When Zara came and was delivered by Mas Hendra I also joined all of you to go to the office. Currently I've been sitting in the car with Mas Hendra, he said, but the atmosphere in the car was very quiet and I felt Mas Hendra was very strange.
"Mas, what's wrong with you? tumben diem again what thrush,,? "tanyaku. But Mas Hendra still remained silent, fortunately there was no driver so I'm not ashamed.
"If Dea was wrong Dea apologized, it was neat Dea did not make a mistake deh, "my words again while facing Mas Hendra.
And sure enough the car stopped, I was a little surprised it turned out Mas Hendra really stopped, I just wanted to threaten but it turns out Mas Hendra really did it.
I immediately went down, and closed the door tightly, then after I got off Mas Hendra's car went fast.
Then I walked to the stop that was not far from where I was getting off Mas Hendra's car. I also sat down while waiting for a transport car that passed the office, and while thinking what mistakes I made so that Mas Anton was very angry with me.
Is it possible because I rejected the lights, no no, I did not reject it but I just want Mas Hendra to tell his Mom that I am his lover, I want to know the steps forward from Mamahnya bless me or not, that's all but why Mas Hendra seems so angry with me.
I was just silent and daydreaming, until I did not stop the transportation that passed the office.
And I realized when there was a very loud honking sound from the car that stopped in front of me.
When I looked at the car, it was Mas Hendra's car. I just kept quiet because I didn't know what he meant by honking.
Because I did not get up long from my two, finally Mas Hendra came closer, and pulled me to get in the car, I was a little rebellious not to get in the car, but Mas Hendra forced me.
"Why the hell be a selfish person, "my words speak slowly but it looks like Mas Hendra also heard.
I just stayed in the car, until finally I realized this car was not going to the office.
"Mas, where are we going, huh,,? this is not the way to the office,,!"I said it because I was confused.
"Masss, if you keep this up, just get Dea out of this car, Dea will jump this off Mass,,,,,,! while screaming a little because I feel upset. But Mas Hendra remained silent.
"Mas do not be rich little children like this, if Dea makes Mas disappointed because he has not given an answer about Mas's proposal, Mas must also understand the feeling of Dea, Dea is because of self-consciousness, and,Dea was afraid that Mamah Mas would not bless our relationship, Dea was afraid of getting hurt again Mas, if Mas had told Mamah Mas about our relationship and if Mamah Mas approved of Dea,Dea also will not reject Mas's proposal, Dea is afraid of Mas because of Dea's shortcomings and circumstances, "take my eyes closed and my tears as they flow.
"Dea was really afraid of getting hurt a second time, this newly healed wound was afraid of getting hurt again because the roar was really dry, "My heart was sobbing again. and my eyes were still closed as I closed them with my hands.
Then I felt the car stop, and a second later there was a warm hug hugging my body.
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