Loving Without Seeing
Episode 33 Jealousy

Keynan saw a woman who looked down, wearing a veil and a loose robe that reminded Keynan of Aisha.

"Include her name Aisyah" Danu said.

"Deg,"

"Dad?!"keynan said as if to convince that his hearing was not wrong.

Keynan's eyes looked down at the woman who had her head down across her desk, looking for the truth, whether this woman was her Aisyah, because of the clothes used not as Aisyah used to.

Aisyah always wore plain clothes without a pattern when outside the house, but this was her dress with a floral pattern and Keynan could not see her face at all because she was too down.

"Yes, Aisha Larasati, isn't she Nak?"ask Danu to Aisha.

"Yes," said Aisyah reflexively raising her face answering Danu's question, looking at Danu's face at a glance then looking down again.

"He really is Ayesha,"inner Keynan when hearing the voice of Aisyah and staring at the face although at a glance he can recognize it because Keynan is very memorized by the voice and face of the woman he loved so much even if only by looking at his eyes.

"Aisyah is the one who saved papa until she had to lose her three-month-old fetus" Danu said with a sad face.

"Deg,"Keynan felt her chest become claustrophobic at her papa's words.

"Oh my God, what kind of husband am I?!I left my wife who was pregnant with my son, even I was not there to comfort her when she lost our fetus,"in Keynan, her hands clenched tightly over her thighs,regret and guilt were so great that they hit his heart.

"Udah, don't talk about her continuing to eat, '" said Reni, who dislikes Aisyah because her husband seems attentive to Aisyah.

Finally the dinner began.Rasanya Aisyah not taste at all to eat, as well as Keynan, it was very difficult to swallow the food in her mouth as if the food was like a stone that is difficult to swallow.

They all ate in silence and with their own thoughts.Today three spoons of Keynan eat but he could no longer finish his meal.

"I'm done, you guys just continue eating" Keynan said as he stood up but was arrested by Cicilia.

"Honey, kok food is not eaten anyway?," asked Cicilia while holding Keynan's hand but pushed aside by Keynan.

"Key, Aisyah will be working here as a domestic assistant" Danu said, seeking Keynan's permission.

"Deg,"Keynan who had stood up and was about to step aside stopped hearing Danu's words.

"What?! Household assistant?! Keynan Wishaka's wife became a domestic assistant in her own husband's house?!'keynan's mind did not accept.

"Pa, where is he going to sleep?all the maid rooms were full," said Reni who was jealous of Danu's concern for Aisyah.

"Give him a room next to the prayer room, let him do whatever he likes in this house, and I don't allow anyone in this house to tell him to do anything but his own free will,"

"If I know someone told him to do something, you should be ready to face me" Keynan said, turning his body to look at everyone at the dinner table.

"Why did you give such a privilege to him, dear?She's just gonna be a maid in this house?"cicilia protest that felt Aisyah was so noticed and privileged by Keynan.

"He's not the maid in this house!!"he snapped Keynan with a thunderous voice that the entire house had never heard, even Aisyah was shocked.

During Keynan's time with him, Aisyah had never heard Keynan speak in such a high tone.

Realizing the suspicious look from everyone, Keynan closed his eyes in a deep breath to lower his emotions, then again said in a lower tone so that people in the house did not suspect his attitude earlier.

"He saved my father's life until he had to lose his fetus, his sacrifice was great, and he deserves our attention and if anyone doesn't like my decision, please leave my house" Keynan said firmly and then left the room for his room.

Everyone seemed stunned to hear Keynan's words, while Danu was happy to think Keynan was doing all that for her.

After entering the room, Keynan threw the suit that had been released, headed to the gym room in his room, punching his chest to vent his emotions until he sat down weak.

"I'm sorry Aisha, I'm sorry.I'm not a good husband, I can't take care of you and our child, I'm not there when you need me, I'm sorry, '" Keynan muttered in tears,feeling very guilty to Aisha.

While Aisha had also entered into the room that Keynan had given her.The tears she had been holding back could not be dammed anymore.Aisyah cried until as she pleased.

"O Allah, is this the story of my household? Should I take away the people I love?This man of nearly a year filled my heart and my days, the one who made me feel happy and protected. It turned out that the person was not mine, it turned out that I was only the third person," muttered Aisyah with tears breaking.

Upstairs.

"Key!!The key!!Tok!!poke!!poke!!"chanted Cicilia Cicilia while knocking on the door of Keynan's room.

"Czech,"

"What's wrong?!asked Keynan with a flat face.

"Come to my room, I miss you so much" said Cicilia grabbing Keynan's hand but as usual, Keynan always threw Cicilia's hand.

"I was tired and didn't want to be disturbed" Keynan said, entering the room again and closing the door.

The clock on the wall showed one o'clock in the morning.Secretly Keynan came out of his room, occasionally looking around then walked down the stairs to a room on the first floor.

"Lunches,"Keynan tried to open the door of the room but it turned out that the door was locked.Keynan immediately searched for a spare key carefully trying not to make a sound.

"Finally, I met you too"in Keynan, his lips smiling faintly staring at the key in his hand and then re-opening the door with the spare key.

'Simple,"Keynan managed to open the door of the room then entered and re-locked the door.

On the bed appeared to lie a woman.Keynan slowly approached the woman on the bed and then sat on the side of the bed.

"Aisha," muttered Keynan looking at the woman in front of him.There seemed to be a deep longing in Keynan's eyes, when he looked at the woman in front of him.

Slowly Keynan removed the veil and veil that covered the woman's face and hair.

"Aisyah," muttered Keynan, then tidied the hair that covered the face of the woman he missed so much.

Stare at the face that had been missed.The beautiful face is now a taper, pale, with eyes that look ashen.Keynan sure Aisyah fell asleep because tired of crying, there is still clear liquid left on the cheeks and corners of his eyes.The thick and long eyelashes were still wet.

Keynan rubbed Aisyah's face, removed the remains of tears there and gently kissed Aisyah's forehead.

Slowly Keynan climbed up onto the bed, replacing the pillow Aisyah used with her arms, hugging the body warmly and lovingly while stroking Aisyah's long hair until Keynan fell asleep.

At three o'clock in the morning, Aisyah woke up but how shocked Aisyah was when she found herself in the arms of someone she memorized the smell of her perfume.With all her strength Aisyah pushed the body so that the man's embrace was released, she said, but because of his actions, Keynan who was sleeping also fell to the floor.

"Awilgh,!! yang Keynan as his body plunged freely on the floor.

"Well," said Keynan rising from the cold floor.

Aisyah tried to wear back the hijab and also the veil.Sedang Keynan slowly climbed into the bed.

"Why do we wear it again?I want to see your face Ay," said Keynan holding the hand of Aisyah who was wearing her hijab.

Aisyah brushed off Keynan's hand, "It's not good if you're here, as good as you're out of this room" Aisyah said turning her face away.

Aisyah could not deny that she really missed the figure beside her, longing for her warm embrace and also her petai.But Aisyah really felt her heart was hot when she remembered there was another woman who called her husband with the title "honey" while wriggling in her husband's arms.

Aisyah wanted to pull the woman away from her husband and tear her body apart.

"Why talk like that with Mas?Come here," said Keynan spread his hands hoping Aisyah to enter his arms as usual.But instead of approaching Aisyah even away from the bed.Keynan took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly.

"If you don't want to get out of this room, let me just come out" said Aisyah then tidied up her things.

"Well, I'm sorry, the explanation of Mas first" Keynan said approaching Aisha and hugging her from behind.

"Let go," said Aisyah trying to release a hug But instead of letting go of the embrace it was getting stronger.

"No, Mas won't let you go" Keynan said, drowning his face in the recess of his wife's neck.

"I'll go and never come back here again.I'm not going to disturb your household" said Aisyah trying to hold back tears that had almost dripped.

'Dengerin Mas used to be Ay, Mas is wrong because it is not on your side when you are pregnant, Mas is not there for you when you miscarry, sorry, sorry Mas Ay, sorry,I have a reason why I didn't come home.It's because......

"Because I'm just a wife you never expected, and you have to marry" Aisyah said, cutting off Keynan's words.

"It's not like that Ay', you misunderstand.Mas sorry for not being honest with you.Mas wrong, but all this forced Mas do Ay.Please understand Ay, Mas will explain everything to you, please hear Mas's explanation, Mas,Ay," said Keynan softly.

"No need, you don't need to explain anything, I already understand you are forced to live with me" Aisyah said.

"Ay, horrified Mas first, the Cicilia....

"She is your wife, and I'm just a bully.I'm self-conscious, I'm not worthy of you.I'm sorry for ever forcing you to marry me on the basis of revenge,"

"I shouldn't have done that, I'm just a poor, uneducated, orphaned, and unworthy countrywoman with you, who..."

Aisyah's speech was cut off when Keynan suddenly turned Aisha's body and stuffed Aisyah's mouth with her lips.

Keynan held onto Aisyah's nape and waist, brought her closer to her body, deepened her kiss, shedding long-held longs, until Aisyah beat her chest out of breath.

"Silent and horrified, Mas.If you do not want to be horrified by Mas's explanation, Mas will......."

...🌟"In a relationship honesty is needed so that there are no misunderstandings that can be the seeds of quarrels that can lead to separation,"🌟...

..."The author"...

To be continued