Loving Without Seeing
Episode 76 of the Soulmate

"OKAY.!!Okay.!!Mama tell you, who will come tonight is your future in-law and future husband," said Marwah with a big smile.

"What.!!?"pekik Dinara was surprised.

"Not to scream like that Ra!"said Marwah while covering both ears with palms.

"Mama and papa really want to match me?"ask Dinara.

"Yes" answered Marwah.

"Ara does not want to ma.This is no longer the time of Siti Nurbaya.Mama and papa play match me just like that!"dinara said not accept.

"Yes, you know this is not the time of Siti Nurbaya, mama and papa will not match you with Datuk Meringgih" said Marwah lightly.

"Ma... Ara wasn't kidding, "the speck Ara was spoiled.

"Mama is also not kidding.Mama and papa will not match you with ugly and old men.Papa and mama will match you with handsome and established men who work as doctors,"said Marwah proud of his choice of son-in-law.

"Ara is not interested in being a doctor's wife.Ara already has the soul mate of a young and handsome businessman,"sahut Dinara again showed a smile.

"Ihh..This child is still fantasizing, out of your dream.Mama's choice mate This specialist doctor you know Ra," said Marwah.

"Otherwise the specialist, surely his age is twenty-five and above,"sahut Dinara.

"Just twenty-seven years Ra,"sahut Marwah.

"Well, twenty-seven years, nine years is the same as Ara.Ara does not want to! The one who would accompany Ara was only a twenty-four-year-old man.High body, straight, muscular, athletic, belly-boxed torn bread kayak, his person was handsome, steady and loving.Perfect..!!!!! "pronounced Dinara describes all the things about Satria with a flowery face and emphasizes the word perfect.

"Princess,"

"Aw.!! Sick ma..!!"pekik Dinara when his head is jitak by Marwah.

"Where is such a man?!"sergeant Marwah.

"There's ma!! Such a man is Ara's soul mate and soon Ara will be taken away by such a man" Dinara said confidently.

"It's nich!! If most read novels, it becomes this way," said Marwah.

"Ara is not halu!Ara make sure such a man will come to propose Ara to the same father Mama.If the man does not come, Ara will not eat forty days and forty nights," Dinara said.

"You were hunted to death before such a man came if you fasted forty days and forty nights" said Marwah sneering at his daughter.

"He must have come ma" Dinara said.

"Well let's take a shower.!! Dizziness mama heard your babble," said Marwah who was anxious with her daughter was immediately pulled Dinara's hand.

Her night.

"Sir Akbar, Alvin, come in! Let's go straight to the dinner table, shall we?!"tirta said welcoming his guests and driving them to the dining room.

"Eh, Mr. Akbar, son of Alvin, please sit down!I will call Ara first," said Marwah and then move to Dinara's room.

"Ra,ayo down!Our special guest has arrived!"exclaim Marwah.

"Ara eats in the room only ma.Ara is not feeling well" said Dinara who was lying hugging her large doll.

"No way Ra, they're here because they want to meet you" Marwah said.

"But Ara did not want to meet them ma.Ara did not want to be matched, he said,.Ara already has a soul mate," said Dinara still hugging her doll to his back Marwah.

"If you don't come down, papa will be angry with you Ra.Just wait at the bottom mama.And remember, wear nice clothes, don't make papa and mama shy," said Marwah left Dinara's room.

Finally, Dinara lazily went down to the first floor to the dining table.

"Assalamu'alaikum," Dinara said, making everyone at the dinner table turn their heads.

"Wa'alaikumu greetings,"he said.

"Wahhh more beautiful only the daughter of the Tirta pact," said Akbar who was increasingly amazed by Dinara who wore a hijab.

Tirta and Marwah smiled in response to Akbar's words.

"Beautiful and cute, papa is indeed smart to find a soul mate,"batin Alvin who immediately likes to see Dinara from his photo.Dan increasingly likes when seeing the original.

"Let's eat!"bring Tirta.

Finally they had dinner quietly.Only the sound of spoons and forks clashing with the plate until dinner is finished.

"Ara, take Alvin around the house, let's get to know each other" Marwah said after dinner.

"Let's go" said Dinara who was not nice if he refused his mother's request in front of the guests.When the parents chatted in the living room.

"We just sit there" Dinara pointed to a long bench in the park.

"You're getting prettier if you wear a hijab" Alvin said after they sat down.

"There are still a lot of girls out there who are prettier than me" Dinara said without looking at Alvin's face.

"But I love you" said Alvin, shifting his seat toward Dinara.

"How do you like me right away, if we've just met today," said Dinara shifting her seat away from Alvin.

"Why did my stomach become nauseous ya smell the perfume,"in Dinara who long ago became nauseous because of the smell of perfume Alvin.

"Since the first time your mama showed you your photo, I immediately liked you.Especially when meeting in person today, I've liked to see you wearing a hijab," said Alvin again shifted his seat to approach Dinara.

"But I'm sorry, I don't like you" said Dinara who could no longer shift her seat because it had been stuck at the end of the chair that had a divider at the end.

"Don't speak such formal language, let's not be strangers,. Some of us will just meet, you will also like me for a long time," said Alvin who is not comfortable because Dinara uses formal language.

"I'm sorry, but I already like other people.And please sit a bit sliding, we're not mahram,"sahut Dinara.

"I'm sure you'll love me and will forget the person you like" Alvin said confidently.

Not without reason Alvin is so confident saying that.Alvin has heard from his papa if Dinara never dated anyone because it is always guarded by a bodyguard.

So Alvin thinks that Dinara lied about already liking others.Despite something Dinara likes must be his schoolmate and it will definitely not be sanctioned by Dinara's parents.

"I can't love you.I love him so much, I'd rather die if I had to part with him.Sorry, I'm sorry," Dinara said immediately walked quickly away from Alvin and over time ran to his room.

"Wait.!!"alvin shouted after Dinara.

"What's Al?"tanya Akbar who saw Dinara running in pursuit of Alvin, making Alvin stop his steps.

"Ma, look at Ara.!"tirta's orders.

"Yes pa,"sahut Marwah then moved to Dinara's room.

"Sit here, son!"said Tirta softly.

"Yes Om,"sahut Alvin.

"What's Al?What are you, Mr. Tirta's daughter?"asked Akbar who felt bad to see Alvin running after Dinara.

"Alvin didn't know pa, we were chatting normally but suddenly Dinara left," replied Alvin.

"Is he mad at me? But I don't think my words are outrageous"in Alvin.

In Dinara's room.

"Grand.uwek..."Dinara spewed out his entrails until there was nothing left.

Marwah who had just entered Dinara's room went straight to the bathroom when she heard Dinara vomiting. Marwah incised Dinara's nape and occasionally stroked Dinara's back.

Dinara opened the faucet, flushed the food he vomited and then washed his mouth.Marwah also helped Dinara lie on the bed.

"Ra, what's wrong with you?"ask Marwah to worry.

"Ara did not know ma, when close to Alvin, Ara did not like to smell the perfume.And over time Ara became dizzy and nauseous until vomiting kayak earlier," explained Dinara.

"Yes already, you wait here, let mama make you warm tea," said Marwah stroking Dinara's hair and then out of Dinara's room.

"The smell of Kak Satria's perfume on this pillow makes my nausea less," murmured Dinara kissed the pillow used by Satria.

"Where's ma?"tirta asked when he saw Marwah.

"It looks like Dinara caught a cold pa.Mama want to make warm tea first," replied Marwah and went to the kitchen.

"I'm sorry Nak Alvin, it turns out Dinara is not feeling well" said Tirta.

"It's okay Om," replied Alvin who was relieved because it turns out Dinara left not because of anger at him, but because he was not feeling well.

***

That afternoon Dinara had gone home from school and was very surprised to see Alvin.

"Let me drive home!"bring Alvin.

"Din, who's this guy?"lina whispered but was not answered by Dinara.

"Sorry, I have someone to pick me up" Dinara said.

"Today, I picked you up.You can call your parents if you don't believe me,.Come inside!"alvin smiled and opened his car door for Dinara.

With Dinara forced to get into Alvin's car after saying goodbye to Lina who was still curious about the man who picked up Dinara.Sedangkan from far Aldo and Didi also saw Dinara who was picked up by a man.

"Who else is Do?It's different from yesterday" Didi said.

"Gue doesn't know either" said Aldo.

Inside car.

"We stopped by for lunch?"said Alvin who had driven his car.

"No need, thank you," Dinara said without looking at Alvin's face.

"Geez, my stomach re-nausea smell the perfume.Why lately I often nausea and vomiting in the morning, so often,and very sensitive with all kinds of smells.And strangely my nausea can subside if smell Kak Satria perfume attached to the pillow.Is this because I miss Kak Satria too much?"inner Dinara.

"But unfortunately I forced," Alvin said smiling at Dinara.

"I beg you, send me home" Dinara said, looking at Alvin at a glance and Alvin looked at Dinara.

"You,why?How pale?"alvin asked in surprise when he saw Dinara's face that had been covered in sweat and pale.

"Please take me home," said Dinara again withstood the nausea in his stomach.

"I'm taking you to the hospital?"tawar Alvin's worried.

"No, please just take me home, my medicine is at home" Dinara said.

"All right," said Alvin, then speeding up his car.

Arriving at the house Dinara directly out of Alvin's car and ran towards his room.Dinara went straight to the bathroom and vomited his entrails.After finishing spewing his entrails Dinara directly towards his bed.

"Lhoh..why is there no smell of Kak Satria on this pillow?"dinara muttered the pillows one by one but there was no fragrance of Satria perfume left behind.

"Arkkh.."why did aunt wash my pillowcase and bedsheets.Now I can no longer smell the perfume of Kak Satria again.These dolls are also already in the laundry, no longer smell the perfume of Kak Satria,"yelling Dinara while crying.

...🌟Love comes and goes without being prevented or blocked let alone forced.🌟...

To be continued