Lust Last Night Impotent Man
32. I will not force

"And one more." Arga raised his index finger upwards. Sisil's body was already trembling. "Om, Aunty and Opanya Arya only want Arya married to women from among the people. And have complete parents. So you're supposed to be self-aware, you don't fit in with Arya."

Degh's!

It was like a sword had struck his chest. It hurts so bad. Sisil's reflex touched his chest with tears that suddenly flowed without excuse. But he quickly wiped it.

"I'm sorry, Om, Auntie. But if Om and Aunty and Opa do not approve, I will not force," he said while crying. Clearly here the Aryan family rejected him outright and Sisil could not do anything. It is also impossible for him to force, because he is not entitled.

"That's good. If you can immediately ask to break up with Arya. But never tell me the reason for this. For if you are honest ..it is like pitting Om and Arya against you" said Arga.

"Talking sheep how?" sisil asked confusedly. Quickly she wiped her tears. But again the tears kept coming out.

"He complained, you complained. Later Arya must be angry with Om and feel not accept. What I do is the best thing. And it was also Om's right to be his father, wanting Arya to marry whom. The old man's blessing above all else, you must remember that."

"I'll excuse you then. I'm just gonna go home, Om." Sisil immediately stood up while rubbing his cheek. It's not like he's been there for a long time. He wanted to go home and hug Gugun. Tell me about everything that has happened. "Assalamualaik."

"Wait a minute, Sil! Aunte—" Ayya's words hung because her husband was holding his arm when he was about to chase Sisil. The girl ran out and looked very sad.

"Not to be pursued, Ma. Let it go," prevent Arga.

"But pity Sisil, Pa. And I think Papa's words hurt him too much."

"What Papa says is what Papa thinks. If Sisil is hurt, it's okay. It's true, Sisil doesn't fit in with Arya" replied Arga casually.

***

In the hospital.

Rama just came from the mall. In addition to shaving his hair, buying a suit for Gugun and a bouquet of flowers, he also bought Sisil a shoe. Hopefully with this, a little melt the heart of Sisil to want to be with him, even though his expectations are very thin.

Remembering that Sisil hates her.

'Anyway you can't give up, Ram! Before yellow janur curved ... Sisil can still I push, ' his mind encourages itself.

Rama's footsteps were immediately stopped in front of Sisil's room. There was a cleaning service that came out of there with a mop and a rag. Rama saw in his room there was no one.

"Sorry, Mas. Is the patient not there? Where to, huh?" ask Rama.

Cleaning servise the man stopped his steps then looked at Rama. "I don't know, sir. I was just told by the Sister to clean the room," she replied, then passed away.

"Sus! Waita minute!" Rama called a nurse who had just passed by. The woman in white uniform looked over. "Where is the patient in this room going, huh, Sus?" ask Rama.

"Have been home since 2 hours ago, sir," replied the Sister.

"Oh, I'm home. Does that mean he's healed?"

"It's probably so." The nurse nodded.

"Together."

Rama took his foot from there. Next he intends to go to Sisil's apartment.

Before driving his car, Rama first reflected in front of the windshield. Then wash your hair with a sweet smile.

Tirta said her friend, with a hairstyle like that, looked like a Korean actor named Sung Hoon. Did ya? He is between sure and unsure.

"I'm actually more handsome, aren't I? Duh, hopefully," he murmured as he touched his chest. Suddenly his heart was racing.

***

In a different place. Sisil has been crying in a taxi since. She felt all her hopes and desires for living with Arya were dashed. And so is his future.

'Sister Gugun .. How now? I love Brother Arya, but this hurts a lot.' Sisil touched his chest. Besides the pain, he also felt pain. Surely what Arga said really hurt him.

Already resisted, he also seemed to demean her. And ask him to be self-conscious.

'O Allah, why is my fate like this? Wh why? Why is everything so unfair. Though only Arya sister my only hope.'

Sisil wiped away the tears that flowed down her cheeks. Again, the tears came back out.

His eyes stared at the window, revealing the highway and passing vehicles.

However, his focus was lost when he saw a large bridge across the street. And suddenly a whisper of a crazy idea seeped into his soul.

'Making you kill yourself, Sil, on the bridge. You are also free to live, Brother Arya can not marry you. Do not marry Om Rama. He's old, doesn't suit you. You also don't love, do you?'

"Sir! Stop right here, sir!" sisil's orders to the taxi driver. The man in a salty telor shirt pulled over his car.

Sisil went down from there and then took 50 thousand in his pocket. After that he crossed the road, stepping towards the huge bridge that no one was there.

Slowly his feet rose up on the bridge, but at once he remembered Gugun's face.

"Ah no!" Sisil shook his head quickly and then came down again. "If I die, pity Brother. And I could go to hell. I have many sins too."

"Udah, what are the thoughts of sin." I don't know who's talking like that. But looking to the right and left, Sisil saw no one. "If you die, you will calm down. Nothing will disturb your mind day and night. Your brother will also be happy that your burden is gone" he added.

"Ah right too," said Sisil nodding. His heart was completely shaken. He currently could not think clearly. "Better, I'll just die." Sisil climbed again on the bridge's support and prepared to jump. "Bismilahbornrahmanirrahim."

"Sissles! What are you doing?!" yelled at someone who just got out of the car. His face looked panicked. Quickly he ran over to Sisil.

Perhaps a little more the girl will fall down there and go to the afterlife. But his arm immediately pulled and made his body come down from the bridge. After that he immediately hugged his body tightly.

...Who is the hero of 🤭🤔...