MAKE ME SECOND
NGOCEH IS UNCLEAR

Naufal finished the bottle until the last drop. His thoughts were fervently muddled when in his loneliness and remembered his late wife. Yasinta fell silent while watching Naufal who was as fragile as he was.

" I just found out that men are screwed like this? Perhaps this is what Pradana felt when the longing to meet with Mandala. And when I found out it was so painful to hear her. My husband loves other women and he honestly and candidly admits it. It hurt me so much." Yasinta thought as she watched Naufal lean his back on the balcony chair. His eyes closed as if recalling the fond memories of his time with his wife.

Suddenly Naufal catches Yasinta's eye watching him. Yasinta is caught looking at Naufal.

" Don't look at me for long. You can fall in love with me. This will put you in a complicated situation because you still have a husband while your heart is in love with another man." - Naufal.

" Idih!! You are too confident." said Yasinta sewot.

" Nufal! I'm back now Dad! Thank you for letting me rest here." Yasinta said as he walked into the room from the balcony door.

" Oh, but I can't take you forward. Is it okay? I've been drinking a lot." said Naufal still leaning on his chair.

" It doesn't matter! Next time I don't want to see you this screwed up again Naufal!" Yasinta.

" Yes! All right, I'll take you to the entrance of my room, yeah!" naufal said as he got up from his seat. Naufal was like a stagger walking Yasinta to the door of the room.

" Be careful Yasinta! Greetings to your husband!" naufal joked. Yasinta punched Naufal's arm hard.

" You know my relationship with my husband is not romantic, this is even a greeting for him. What do you mean, huh?" sahut Yasinta hit Naufal's arm hard.

" Bye Naufal! After this rest. Don't drink anymore!" yasinta's message to Naufal.

" Yes mother! Isn't there a goodbye kiss to me, Mother?" noda Naufal's.

Yasinta instead walked quickly regardless of Naufal's uncontrollable scolding and rant.

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" Yasinta! If only you hadn't come home from here quickly, I could've eaten you. Seeing you like my wife. I really can't stand the scent of your body and your silly laughter. If I misbehave you, our friendship will be broken. You must think I'm a man who likes to harass and demean women" Naufal said as he stared at Yasinta's back until he was nowhere to be seen.

Naufal closed the door to his room. He dropped his own body on the soft bed of the room. Naufal took a roll near him. Hugged his bolster it was as if the bolster was his wife.

" I miss you!" naufal said softly as he closed his eyes.

" Can I see you even in a dream. I miss you." said Naufal while kissing the bolster he held tightly.

" Yasinta! Why do I remember his face? He looks so much like my wife. Everything Yasinta has I like. If you weren't someone's wife, I'd be chasing you in my place. Haha. This is fucking crazy!" naufal ngoceh himself.