MAKE ME SECOND
SLOWLY CLEAR

Would I be able to live my own life without you Yasinta if I really loved you and feared that you were with Naufal. I don't feel sincere when I see you with him." muttered Pradana. Pradana is now sitting in the central room. Pradana refused to return to work. It feels like his passion is not there to work. Pradana just wants to be close and make sure that Yasinta is always okay.

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" Where are we going?" ask Yasinta. Pradana still running his car.

After waking up from her sleep this afternoon and the day was still bright, Pradana took Yasinta out of her house. Pradana wants to show Yasinta the truth. Yasinta after waking up took her nap, just washed her face and changed her clothes. Then Yasinta according to the invitation from Pradana to be invited to go somewhere.

Almost half an hour they took the trip and Yasinta was silent and asked little. Yasinta was just waiting to be taken where by Pradana. Until Pradana was to slow down the speed of his car and began to pull over the car. In front of the gate that read Public Funeral Place, Pradana finally stopped his car. Yasinta stared at Pradana's grim face.

Pradana got out of her car and turned around and quickly opened the side door of her car. Yasinta got down from there and followed Pradana's helping hand which led him into the gate of his Public Funeral. Yasinta was silent and did not ask much to walk slowly. Yasinta who was wearing casual women's shoes is now starting to take off her and get into wearing it barefoot. Pradana takes into account Yasinta's movements. Pradana just saw Yasinta take off her footwear it became strange. But Pradana is still trying to undo his intention to ask Yasinta, what does it mean Yasinta had to take off his footwear. Pradana approached middle-aged mothers selling flowers and water in bottles. Pradana.

In front of one of the graves, Pradana stopped her steps and pulled Yasinta's arm to follow her. Yasinta read a tombstone bearing the name of a person Yasinta knew very closely. Pradana sprinkled flowers on top of the navel and then splashed the water placed in a bottle. Pradana had bought it in front of the gate of the cemetery.

Yasinta follows Pradana who is currently praying. There are no sounds and words. Questions and question marks between Yasinta and Pradana are still being suspended. After Pradana prayed, Pradana began to say. Yasinta noticed the movements of the man beside her.

" Mandalas! I came with Yasinta. Hope you calm down there. I'm sure heaven is the best place for you because you fought when you gave birth to our daughter. You know, Mandala. Our daughter grew up beautiful like you. Primates, I call him. Not that it's a name that you make for our children if it's female" Pradana said slowly. Yasinta still could not pay attention to Pradana.

" You love Mandala so much, mas. If Mandala really is dead, you must have lost her so much, right?" inner Yasinta.

Pradana took Yasinta by the hand to leave the funeral. Pradana led Yasinta to the faucet to wash his hands, feet and also wash his face before returning to his car.

" Why do you have to take your shoes off and walk into the cemetery barefoot, Yasinta?" ask Pradana. Yasinta frowned.

" I'm not very good at explaining why I should take my footwear off when I go to the cemetery and make a pilgrimage. But this I did when my father died and my mother told me that I had to take off my footwear when I was about to go in and send a prayer for my father" Yasinta said.

" Not long after the father died, the mother also followed because of a long illness. That's when I always remember my mother saying, if entering the funeral I have to take off my sandals or shoes." Yasinta explained.

" It is possible that this is a tribute to all the sepulchers in the cemetery. And also appreciate that in that place there is an angel who is doing his duty." Yasinta added. Pradana is only a sign of mangosteen understanding what Yasinta says. It was Yasinta's turn to ask.

" The mandala died after a few minutes of giving birth to the Primates. And the baby that Nana's mother carried was Mandala's child with me." Pradana said.

" Why is the memory of the incident no longer in my brain, mas?" ask Yasinta.

" After you had that accident you had a concussion, Yasinta. There's a little recent memory missing in your brain. But according to the analysis of neurologist specialists it is temporary. As long as you are diligent in taking the medicine." Pradana explained slowly.

" I didn't expect Mandala to leave us soon. You must have been very sad when it happened, Dad?" ask Yasinta. Pradana just sighed.

" But the sadness is not as sad as I feel right now" Pradana said. Yasinta frowned.

" You sad, my mother?" sahut Yasinta's.

" right! I'm so sad that you're about to file for divorce with me. It hurt me so much." Pradana explained.

" When before you tried the new car a gift from me, we just got home and came back from the top and enjoyed our vacation there. We're like newlyweds who've had their honeymoon. After returning home I gave the sports car to you. And so happy you immediately tried the car and finally the accident happened."

" May I see that new sports car, ma'am?" sahut Yasinta's. Pradana immediately looked at Yasinta's still curious face.

" The sports car is still in the workshop. But we'll see it tomorrow yeah, baby!" pradana. Yasinta according to what Pradana said.

" I hope you've abandoned your intention to sue for the divorce and come back in my arms. Even if your memory has not fully recovered. But I will patiently explain everything to you, Yasinta." Inner Pradana. Pradana started to get Yasinta into her car.

"We're going back to our house, baby? Primate pity in the house is only with Mbak Nana" said Pradana trying to make Yasinta heart pity.

" All right! Primate has no real mother. But I'm also his mother, right, mas?" yasinta. Pradana smiled happily at that question.

" Of course, baby! You are also his mother Primate and I am his father." said Pradana while rubbing the top of the head belonging to Yasinta gently.