
" How are you? Where do you live now?" yuliana asked after sitting comfortably with Yasinta.
" I'm not good news! I'll tell you later! As for where I live, I live in my husband's house." Yasinta said.
" You always have been! Surely you have a lot of heavy and stacked problems. Since you're no longer strong, you're finally looking for me. Aye right?" accuse Yuliana.
" But I didn't mean to break this relationship. I'm just ashamed if you find out the tragic nature of my life" Yasinta said.
" Yasinta! Come on, slow down, you're the story. How about we just go inside the house. We snack and drink coffee. You like coffee no?" Yuliana.
" Likes! Okay, comeon!" yasinta.
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" Tell me about your journey after you get married!" yuliana said in joking language but was actually serious.
" The journey of life? Ahaha!" sahut Yasinta's.
" You if it's like this very visible if you're screwed psychologically you." value Yuliana.
Yasinta was silent for a while. Yasinta began to work out the power to tell Yuliana everything. But where does he start telling stories? Yasinta was confused. To tell stories and confide in the end he will return to remember his sadness and disappointment. Plus the loneliness so far, who married but like not married. Having a husband but feeling like you have no husband. It's really tragic, isn't it?
" I used to get married because I was betrothed." the first sentence that came out of Yasinta's mouth.
Yuliana remained silent and listened with more focus.
" Of course with an established man, from a family is and also not bad to look." added Yasinta again.
" But from the first night until now he never touched me. Even if." Yasinta's story again. This made Yuliana round her eyes.
" You're a virgin?" ask Yuliana vulgar. Yasinta just nodded slowly.
" My husband just loves his girlfriend. Before our wedding took place, my husband met his lover and they met at an inn. They do the relationship like a husband and wife as a separation of the two of them. But the fact that after we married my husband, he did not want to touch me at all." Yasinta story.
" Up to a few months my husband finally decided to find his girlfriend. The woman turned out to be pregnant with the child of my husband and was exiled by his family so that his pregnancy was not known by his family environment. Because indeed the woman did not admit who impregnated her." Yasinta story again.
" At last my husband could find his girlfriend who lived with her grandmother in a remote village far away with her extended family and relatives. Then my husband finally went to his parents to ask permission to marry the woman. Of course, you have obtained permission from me before." Yasinta story.
" Why did you give her permission to remarry?"yuliana Sahut.
" Because I should have done it. He who doesn't like me and only loves his girlfriend. After all, the woman or her lover had already conceived the child of my husband and willingly did not marry any man. That's what moved me." Yasinta's story.
" Continue?" yuliana Sahut.
" I just realized until now. I was in that house like a nobody. Said wife not but on the paper reality I was his wife. I don't have the courage to part. Because I still hope that someday, my husband will accept me as his wife and love me." Yasinta told me.
" You're too naive!" yuliana Sahut.
" I'm so tired, Yuliana! I have wished and loved my husband. For me, I have to get married once in my life." Yasinta told me.
" Even though you are tormented? Expecting something uncertain? Why not just split up?" yuliana Protest.
" Yuliana! I'm sad!" yasinta said while hugging Yuliana.