
Shortness of chest, breathing also feels heavy. The view is blurred and Sri immediately collapsed unconscious.
"Alhamdulillah you finally realized also Sri. Almost two hours you're unconscious."
"Luckily Mr. Embara has called his personal doctor, he said you are tired of the same thoughts."
"What do you feel Nduk? drink yes,"
I could only shake my head, the tightness in my chest still squeezed me, and my tears broke.
My mother-in-law's statement made me no longer want to live my life, she told me that Rizki had died a week ago. Why did Bang Sayid lie to me. Just yesterday he said that Rizki my favorite son is fine, when in fact he has been gone forever.
"I want to catch up with my son, there's no reason for me to live."
"Why Nduk? let's be relieved to tell the same story mom, who knows can help."
Bu titi stroked Sri's hair, instead of her silent cries even more so."
Sri hugged Bi titi tightly, and without them noticing the tall man sososk listening to them from behind Sri's room door, the man was simply stunned without daring to enter.
"Already Nduk, mending you drink first out it's breakfast. If it's quiet later can tell the same mother everything yes."
Sri let go of her embrace, she did not want to drink anything else to eat. All he felt was sadness and deep pain.
"I want to be alone, Mom."
"Yes Sri, but jangn forgot you ate it huh."
Pointing to the dressing table that already has a glass of milk and a plate of rice complete with the side dish.
"Yes, Mom."
Answer with a clean.
To be honest Bu Titi did not have the heart to leave Sri alone, but because of Sri's own request he was forced to leave the room.
"Eh Mr. Embara."
Bu Titi was aghast when he opened the door of Sri's room turned out to be his old man standing straight facing the door.
"How is she doing, ma'am?"
"Still crying sir, Sri ask for her own."
Emgara passed leaving Bu Titi who was still shocked by his old presence.
*******
After the death of Bu Titi, Sri just cried and called Rizki.
The feeling of regret and guilt made his heart even more painful, only the word "if" danced in Sri's mind.
Had it not left Rizki, had it not married Bang Sayid and listened to her parents more, and many more words had it.
He looked at the photo of Rizki on his device, his hand did not stop stroking the screen of the device.
"I'm sorry my dear child's mother, in your last moment your mother is not beside you, please don't hate my mother, son,,"
"Take mama dear, there's no point in mama living if you leave mama."
"Back my dear Rizk!"
Sri broke out again, she no longer cared where and what the house was like.
"Bad mama, son, until you leave mama here alone."
"Lord, please take my life too, I don't want to live anymore."
She cried again, and fainted again. But no one knew that Sri was not moving. Because Bu Titi is shopping to the market and Embara is in her room as usual. While Cik Nur went out of town with his son already since two days ago.
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Geck!
Geck!
"Sri! Srih! open the door."
"Ade ape Ma'am?"
"This sir, Anu Sri has not come out of it yet, I am worried what will happen."
Embara forced to break into Sri's room, and after the door opened they witnessed a terrible sight. Sri was lying on the floor covered in blood.