MANY WIVES
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After I looked rather calm Wan Abrada said he wanted to buy something, just a nod that I could afford. The whole body felt weak and there was no energy, I cried again considering Bang Sayid and the children.

Although Wan Abrada encouraged me and promised to provide the best treatment for my recovery but still it could not take away the pain and despair in this heart. Because the doctor said the possibility of recovery is there but very small, even I was sentenced to only have three months.

I want to go home and see Bang Sayid as well as the kids, but if they find out I'm sick and have only a short time in the world it will make them sad and I don't want that.

But if I stay here, surely at the last moment I can not be spoiled and look at the face of the person I love so much, thinking that the tears are getting more and more unstoppable.

"Why does this all have to happen to me? is this the punishment for my crime of killing three or maybe even more of my own children? or because I betrayed my husband and fed the children with the ill-gotten money?."

It feels like I want to repeat the time, I will not do all that and just focus on working until the contract time runs out. But late, the contract in the world is faster than the employment contract in Arabia.

I wanted to complain and share my sorrow with Bang Sayid, and tell him about the illness that soon took my life. With great difficulty I reached the device given by Wan Abrada three months ago. Three times I tried to make a video call with Bang Sayid but there was no response, and when I tried the fourth time suddenly there was a call coming from Bang Sayid, I hurriedly received the call.

"Hallo Abang, why call Kartika? I miss seeing Brother's face."

"When you get home, you're still busy."

Tut!

Tut!

I haven't had time to tell you my grief the call has been cut off. Yes, like that Bang Sayid, always cold and indifferent. Never once did he ask me news here, always difficult to contact, the reason is busy.once he who calls must only ask for money transfers.

But somehow I didn't feel at all depressed until the heartache, probably because the immense love blinded my heart's eyes.

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Finally at ten in the night I can video call Bang Sayid. After Wan Abrada came home and stayed alone in the treatment room no one which is quite luxurious with complete facilities.

"healthy,"

"Why don't you see the infusion hose that's attached to my hand?"

"Why?"

Bang Sayid asked in a flat tone, there was no look of worry on his face.

"I was sentenced to stage three Bang uterine cancer,

and I only have three months left,"

"Don't be kartika!"

Just that time I saw Bang Sayid shocked to hear what I said, and saw his expression somehow my heart was happy.

"Yes Bang, I just found out this afternoon, I'm sorry Bang."

"Don't give up, nothing can precede the very creator's will, every disease there must be a cure you must spirit Kartika."

Hearing that it felt like there was fresh air entering the lungs, the tightness that had been squeezing the chest suddenly disappeared. I can definitely recover and definitely be healthy again, not willing to leave my husband and children.