
Prv. Kartika
When the story to Bang Sayid teased and approached me, his attitude was indifferent as if there was no jealousy, maybe because he trusted me too much. It makes me even more brave to play heart behind Bang Sayid.
Ever wonder where that kind of money comes from? I said I got a bonus and all borrowed to the employer, even though it was all a lie, in fact the son of the employer who is a carpet entrepreneur made me as his lustful gratifier. The rewards I get are no joke, triple the salary as his father's nurse.
I increasingly enjoyed the new propesi as a mistress of Wan Abrada the name of the employer's son who had been giving everything I wanted as long as he was satisfied with my service.
There was no more guilt towards Bang Sayid, because for him and the kids it was my main reason for doing all this.
During the time in the country people I always monitor the movements of Bang Sayid, the firstborn became my informant and spy. And I am grateful that during my departure Bang Sayid took good care of our baby, and never heard of the slanted issue about him, that became my encouragement and motivation to make as much money and immediately go home to gather again with my small family despite having to pull the wrong path.
I betrayed Bang Sayid for almost a year, and I've had Wan Abrada's foetus three times, but with my skills that have been accustomed to aborting the womb by using herbal ingredients that I concoct myself finally the fetus was never born into the world.
Honestly want to tell Wan Abrada the truth that I already have a husband and children, but again greed undoes it, let him be a gold mine for me.
But lately for some reason after aborting the contents of the third time my stomach often hurts, as if there are thousands of needle piercing to the point of crying often withstanding the pain very, very, more pain than childbirth and miscarriage. The more often I experience the same pain even a week sometimes up to three times, and it really interferes with my work.
Until one day exactly Sunday morning I was unconscious, and it happened to be Wan Abrada who first found me lying in the back garden. In that house there was only me, the cook and the employer we cared for. Every morning we were busy with our own work and no one was interfering in personal affairs. Even when Wan Abrada made love in my room no one knew.
When I realized I was already in the hospital, with an infusion hose attached. Wan Abrada was so happy to see that I realized, he immediately called the nurse and did not wait long for the same doctor two nurses to come to us.
He explained with his language that if I was in the conis with a third stage uterine cancer, hearing it felt like the earth was collapsing. I cried so much, Wan Abrada who saw me crying like that just fell silent and held me tightly.