Marriage Proposal: Ben & Bima
19 - Crying

(Ben)

Now it's showing at 11 p.m. Levi was still watching TV in the other living room. He was impressed by the TV show in Indonesia. Maybe because he has rarely returned to Indonesia than me who every year in the last three years is still home.

I walked back and forth, exited the room and entered the room while holding a cell phone. Yayai. He didn't answer my phone at all. Yayai left suddenly without my knowledge. I sent him a short message and just read it. I called him a few times and he didn't pick up either. Where's she? What the hell is he doing? I got upset myself. It's 11 o'clock in the night. With compulsion, I called someone.

“Halo.”

“Night, Om. Sorry to disturb the nights.” I said.

“Nothing. Why Ben?” His voice is similar to Pho.

“What Om can check in Om office, there are still staff who have not returned?”

“It seems there. There's always. These writers. Same editor. Why?”

“Nggg... is there a writer whose name is Bima?”

“Bima? Oh yes, the writer who is on the rise?”

I frowned.

“Om had seen him meeting with his team anyway. Now he has his own team.”

“So?” I demand.

“So you searched him?”

“Iya, Om.”

“Try yes, Om phone office. Ask the building security guard.”

The connection was also cut. I'm waiting for more news from the guy I called earlier. It wasn't until 10 minutes, he called me and told me that the office was empty from 8 p.m.

I slammed my phone into the couch.

“Elo this why?!” Levi turned his head because he heard a rather loud voice. “Wait for ajalah, surely he came home kok.”

“Chat not reciprocated. Just read. Phone not lifted.”

“Elo is like dating her. Why is elo the big one? Do like him.” chirped Levi.

I looked at Levi with a sharp look. I don't like being complained about.

“Secian years I accompany elo, besides the same Bella. Even this child elo more confused.”

Suddenly I heard the door open. Yayai appeared with a sumringah face. Pleased. Smile themselves. He saw Levi watching TV.

“Kok not sleeping?” tanyakanya.

“Still see-wild Indonesian TV shows. Kangen.” replied Levi.

“Udah to eat?”

“Udah.”

“If you haven't eaten yet, I make instant noodles? Or fried rice tek-tek the wagon?”

Levi thought for a moment and looked at me.

“Udah full. Thanks Bim.” Levi showed his thumb to Yayai. A sign that he doesn't care if he doesn't have dinner. If he says he's hungry right then and there, I'll kick him out.

Yayai glanced past me who was standing and was about to open the door of the room.

“Yayai, where are you?!!” my many. My voice is a bit high.

“Not the business Prof.” replied Yayai Ketus.

DEG! Really provoked my emotions.

The TV was suddenly turned off by Levi. He got up from his seat and entered my room. Just then, Yayai came out of the room, took a towel from the clothesline and went into the bathroom. While I went into the room. Self-effacing on the bed.

“Aduuuuh!!! Sleep why the hell! Not tired of being angry??!” sebala Levi's. He slept with a mattress under my bed. “I should sleep in a hotel like this! I'm a Dirut candidate!”

I ignored Levi's complaint and heard Yayai open the bathroom door and enter his room. A sign that she has finished her shower. I went straight out of the room. I quickly barged into Yayai's room. The bedroom is divided into two bordered by gypsum partition and has a rather dim lighting lamp. Unlike the next room that I think is too bright.

“Eh? Prof!!” his yell. Yayai was wearing her pajamas. Pajamas featuring his entire shoulder and thighs. He immediately took out a long outer and closed his body.

“I want to make a calculation.” I said. I sat at the end of his bed.

“Why get into my room? Tomorrow morning you can!” enragedly.

“First, you ignored my chat.” I ignored Yayai's words.

“First, nothing important in his chat Prof.”

“I asked where you are. Does it not matter?”

“What is also not important if suddenly left and I ask Prof is where only read and not reciprocated?”

This kid wants revenge like that. I didn't reply to her two days ago, because I was so busy and I missed her so much. It's got me addicted. A miss? Why brain?

“Second, you didn't pick up my phone.”

“Second, hapeku silent.”

“If I was why would you know soon?”

Yayai sighed.

“Terussle.” Yayai folded her hands. Her face flushed.

He threw away his face. Looks lazy to see me. Under these circumstances, I felt like I wanted to reach him. This kid has made my heart mix.

I finally stood up, walking towards him. He had indeed from earlier folded his hands to his chest, closing his area. Yayai retreated, like she was under threat from me. I quickly pulled his hand until his body collided with me. Yayai surprised. Her face displayed her discomfort to me, as I locked her waist.

“So, because of my attitude like this, you don't understand?” I asked Yayai. My voice's soft. I can feel Yayai's heartbeat in my chest. I looked at him very close. Just a few inches. “I have to suddenly go to Bangkok to take care of something related my company here.”.

I saw Yayai's face again. Looks like his face is no longer showing me his immunity. I quickly kissed her tiny lips. Again he was surprised. His lips were frozen. His hands were trying to separate his body from mine, only my grip was too strong.

“Why?” many wonder. He really didn't react. Is what he said to me about him loving me a lie? Then, he let out tears. Initially tears fell on her cheeks, probably because it was not contained again, her tears broke. His head bowed, both his hands wiping away the falling tears.

I gawk.

“Why did Prof kiss me? I'm still pissed off with Prof!!” snapped it. Still crying.

Ha's? This kid is too innocent.

“I'm not upset with you. Initially angry. Only I can't be angry. Saw you...”

“Prof likes me?” cut it. Sobbed.

What kind of question is this?

I sighed while releasing Yayai's body. Pull it to the end of the bed and hold it. Then I put it back in. I could see both of his chest poking out clearly. Yayai is still as happy as she is. His emotional exhaustion had somewhat subsided.

“I'll tell you, if I kiss you it means I like you.”

Yayai suddenly stopped letting out the sound of her prey stuffing. She's speechless. Digesting my words. Might as well. I finally put her hair behind her ear. Drying her wet cheeks.

“I didn't tell you yesterday, didn't reply to your chat, didn't call back because I wanted to focus, Yayai. Sorry I am yes.”

Yayai was silent.

I threw the outer pajamas on the floor and laid her body on the bed. I quickly crushed him. My lips were busy kissing her shoulders, her neck, up to her chest until she heard her moans. Quickly, my hand touched his waist behind his thin pajamas to his chest that turned out to be naked.

“Wait.” intercept Yayai. Hand stopped.

“Why?” I ask with hunting breath. Nafsuku really can not be rejected.

“Sorry. I do love Prof only I can't do this.”

Ha's? I frowned. So what can he do?

“You haven't been touched by a man?” manya curious. Lured him. Because there was no reaction from him.

Yayai.

Whoa! I took my hand out of my pajamas. There is pleasure from the bottom of my heart. I touched it for the first time.

“I touched you first?” ask again.

Yayai nodded in embarrassment.

“And I first kissed you?”

Yayai nodded again.

I smile. Kissing cheeks.

“And I can't do this with the man I love without marriage.”

I laughed out loud. I remember this saying a few years ago. The same words first and I did intend to marry that woman first. Since we were both young, I abandoned my intention to marry her and wanted to date her, until she was old enough to get married. But it's gone for something.

“Then, can we just kiss?” my door. I saw his lips. I remember the same words I said a dozen years ago.

Since Yayai did not react, then I landed my lips on her again. As usual, his lips were silent.

“Open your mouth, Yayai. I'll teach him.”

This kid really makes me nervous.

“Follow my way.” I continued. Then I started slowly****** her lips. Yayai slowly opened her mouth and her tongue stuck in. I kissed her for a long time until Yayai was really fluent.

“So, already know how to kiss?”

I let go of the kiss. Her face flushed. Embarrassed. He covered his face with both hands. Then I fixed his position right into his bed.

“Then where were you? Almost midnight you're home?” I tried to try to melt the atmosphere.

“I eat-eat. I took Brian as well.” he replied. He looked at me as he slept. I looked at him and leaned my body towards him.

“Brian who?”

“Neighbors. The guy that was the real afternoon sink.”

I'm starting to dislike.

“Two aja?”

“Ngak. There is Riko same Tasya.”

“Double date?”

“Not! I'm not dating him.”

“Ya nice.”

I think I should slowly approach Yayai. She is not a typical woman who is easily conquered. I doubt if he loves me or not. That is because his feelings may change. Can't tell which love or which one likes. Because the difference in love and liking is really far away.

“What exactly is your job?” L'm fishing. Even though I already know his job.

“Editor novel.” the lie. Why would he lie? “Riko and I are the same novel editor.”

“So she's one office yes same you?”

Yayai nodded.

“If I'm busy setting up a new TV station.”

“Means Prof is out of work in Bangkok?”

“Iya, I resigned because I want to set up a TV station here.”

Plus I want to be close to someone. My luck has suddenly followed me these past few months. I had a long conversation with Yayai. He was so curious about my life. But I'm trying to cover it up so it doesn't get caught who I really am.

(Five)

I stretched my whole body. I had a beautiful dream last night. I put a smile on my face and suddenly remembered something. I opened my eyes and saw no one beside me. I sat down and grabbed my phone at the desk. Poking someone's name on my phone screen.

“Ya hello?” sapana.

“Prof?”

“Iya why?”

I thought about the right word or question for a long time.

“Yayai what's wrong? You looking for me? I told you last night, I'm taking Levi to his parents' house.”

Wait for.

Last night Prof said he dragged Levi to leave Indonesia until his father ran the company alone until he was on the verge of bankruptcy. So, due to his responsibilities, Prof would drive Levi home and talk to his father.

Then last night was not a dream.

“Yayai?”

“Eh yes. I forgot.”

“Do you have a lot of lupaanya? If so, I will drive again. Don't wait for me. I'll eat same levi till night.”

“Good Prof. Then be careful.”

“Still yes.”

I threw my phone into bed. Jump in excitement and start opening my laptop to type something all day.

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