Marriage Proposal: Ben & Bima
27 - Resisting Lust

(Five)

A few hours later, I sat in the kitchen looking at my phone and feeling the cold. I knew I wasn't so healthy when I got back to Jakarta. I had taken vitamins before. Just one time anyway. But now my body feels different. Probably because the back yard door is a bit open. I moved and closed the glass door. I sneezed too. Time and time again.

“Yayai, are you ok?” Prof Ben is not sleeping. He just laid his body on the couch. And I started to walk past him towards my room.

BRACKET!

I fell on the floor. I grimaced in pain. My ankle sprained. Prof Ben is near me. He saw me panicking a bit.

“Why can this be?” tanyakanya. His facial expression looked pity and his voice was raucous due to his cough. He held my ankle and I screamed a little. “Sick?”

“Ya hurts.” I'm still grimacing.

“Where were you going?”

“Ke room.”

Prof Ben quickly lifted my body. Take me to my room. I was shocked to death. Going down is impossible. Then he sat me at the end of the bed.

“You want to sleep or do something?” He looked at my desk. I turned on my laptop before I went to the kitchen.

“Nggak.” I'm dead flea. Can't wart. In my heart, I said many times that I didn't like Prof Ben. Don't fall asleep with his good looks and charm. If so, I must curse in my heart.

Prof Ben came out of the room and took the rubbing oil and applied it to my ankle slowly. At that moment, Prof Ben coughed while I sneezed. I don't know why the mood was so funny. I can't hold my laughter.

“It looks like we're all sick. Including Chloe.” Smile with width.

“Iya. It looks like it.” I agree with him. My smile is also wide.

“Not because I kissed you?”

DEG!

I guess that's it. I was not feeling well on my trip to Jakarta.

“Not!” I quickly refuted. “From the beginning I was not feeling well.” My voice was a little stingy because my nose was starting to clog. My head is also starting to get heavy. My eyes water.

“Sorry if I infect you.”

“Prof coughs, I'll sneeze-sneeze.”

I turned my back and tried to get into the middle of the bed. Prof Ben is on the ride. This guy always teases me. He stuck his forehead to my forehead. It seems like my face is red.

“You have a fever.” he said analyzing.

Ha's? I hold my own forehead. Prof Ben raised my hand and placed my palm against his neck. I immediately pulled it.

“Do we have to sleep together? To keep our temperature normal?” ask her with a flat face. I didn't know what the question meant because there was no expression on his face.

“Down from my bed! Exit.” I was half screaming. It's so fucking rude of him.

Just right away Prof Ben pounced on me. He rises above my body. He also locked both my hands up.

“Sopan a little with me. I don't like rough women.” he said. His voice is still blissful. He's holding his cough.

“You're being disrespectful. We're not even married yet and you dare to do that.” I really can't use polite language at the moment.

“You love me. You like it, right?”

WACKO! I screamed in my heart.

“I do this to make sure that you really love me.”

I really don't understand him.

“The right thing I decided not to love you anymore.”

“You messed with that feeling? How easily do you get rid of your feelings?” Prof Ben sounded angry. He pressed my wrist.

“What good is it that I love you and you don't love me? Even with your current character? I just found out. Damn I have to marry you.”

Let it. My words are so evil.

It turned out that those words made Prof Ben angry. He*******my lips forcefully and I with all my might revolted. Can't do. Prof Ben's energy is too strong after all I'm out of breath because he's pinning me down. Plus my nose started to get stuck with the flu.

She tried to reveal my shirt and her hands began to wiggle at my breasts. I really don't like this way. I don't know when all I want is to cry. I don't want to have a husband like this.

“Prof... ah.. stop... ah....”.

Is correct. I wept. I don't usually cry. I last cried when my mother and sister died. I don't know why I'm crying. Not because of sadness, but because of anger and disappointment.

Prof Ben who was busy kissing my stomach and his hands squeezing my breasts instantly stopped. It was like I was about to be raped. Does he always do women like this?

“Yayai? You..” Prof Ben raised his head. He sits next to me. He fixed my shirt that was exposed because of it.

“Go.” kick me out while crying.

“Ngak.” But he grabbed a tissue on my desk and gave it to me. What does.

“Go!” I'm yelling.

He hugged me instead.

“No will.”

He held me slightly tight to his chest. I could hear his heartbeat beating fast. Only I'm angry. I revolted and he kept holding me.

“Yayai, sorry. Sorry.”

Hearing that I stopped fighting him. I even cried harder. He's drunk. He took a tissue, wiped my tears, my snot came out.

“Yayai. I won't repeat this before we get married.”

I grabbed my pillow and covered my face and started crying. He wanted to do something like that after we got married. I won't let him touch my body.

“Yayai? Is something wrong?” tanyakanya. His voice was now completely raucous.

You think, Prof!!??? I screamed in my heart.

“Then I want to go to the pharmacy first.”

He jumped out of bed and disappeared instantly.

(Ben)

Damnit damnit! I cursed myself. I hit the steering wheel many times. Why did I miss being so much like Yayai? I really can't resist my lust. I went to a pharmacy that was open 24 hours not far from the complex. I bought some medicines for Yayai and for me as well.

“Gue almost did the same inappropriate thing Yayai.” I let out a breath. Only Levi could hear my complaint.

“What is it?”

“Nearly raped her.”

“Jeez, Ben. I'm sure he'll run away again tomorrow.”

“He's sick again so there's no way to escape.”

“Who knows..”

I called Levi on the way home. When I entered the first complex it was pitch-black.

“Halo?”

“Yes? Dark complex.” I said provide information that is not important to Levi.

“Dead lights maybe.”

Dead lights? Pimply. I stepped on my gas pedal and finally I passed the second security guard post and asked,

“Pak, light off?”

“Iya, Sir.” replied the security guard who brought a flashlight.

“Udah how long?”

“It looks like thirty minutes anyway and can be a bit long. There is news that the power generation unit is short, so it is again repaired.”

I'm nodding.

“Still Sir. Mari.”

I immediately turned towards the house and just got out of the car. I opened the door but it didn't open. Panicked. This door does use an automatic lock, there are only a few automatic keys that if there is no electricity, the door will remain locked. There's only one way to open it.

I threw my phone in the car seat, just turned off my phone with Levi. Yes with card. Special card. There are only 3. Mee gave it to me once. I remember where I kept the card. God fucking. I kicked the car tire. In this panic, anything can be forgotten. I decided to scatter the contents of the car dashboard. Niente. I didn't find anything. I also scattered the wallet that Yayai had just given me and scattered all the cards. Gosh darn. Be met.

I quickly ran towards the door and attached the card to the automatic door lock. Open-ended. My eyes are in the dark looking for something.

“Yayai?!”

I ran to the room. Goddamnit! I left my phone in the car. Immediately I returned to the car and took my phone and turned on the lights from the phone for lighting. I went back to my room and did not find Yayai there.

“Chloe?!!” I finally called Chloe. He let out his voice and came to me. “Where is Yayai?” ask her. Chloe was walking in different directions, towards the backyard. The door was indeed a bit open and true, I found Yayai there.

BRAKK! I forcefully opened the back door.

“Yayai? Why did you get here? Your leg is hurting.”.

Yayai's body trembled. He held tightly to his cell phone which gave off light. Until he took his breath out of his mouth repeatedly. He held my hand tightly.

“I'm tight.” said. I lifted it to the front sofa of the TV, because on this sofa is the largest and can be opened to sleep. He still took a breath.

She cried. As if to tell me that he can't calm down.

“I'm dead-end. I can't breath.”

I opened my shirt and gave it to him. The shirt was a little sweaty because of my sweat.

“Use this profit remove your snot.”

He took my shirt and properly threw away his snot.

“It's already rather bright.” I put his phone and my phone on a table that both gave off light. I think the room is bright enough. Even in the kitchen.

Yayai still held my hand tightly. He was still trying to calm down and was trying to breathe normally.

“Prof her shirt.” He saw me and then saw my shirt.

“It's too dark if I grab a tissue in your room, just put on my shirt.”

I'm about to stand up. He prevented me.

“I want to go to the kitchen take a drink.” tell me.

He let go of my hand. Upon returning, I gave her a glass of warm water. He sipped it until it ran out. He's been kind of calm.

“How?”

“Better.”

“I want to enter the car first. The fence is still open and my car is still on.”

He's lookingat me. Wished.

“Three minutes.”

He took my hand and I ran. It didn't take me too long to get in the car and lock the fence. I came back with drugs.

“Drink this.” I gave him some medicine. “Flu drugs and vitamins.”

Then I took his foot and put on a koyo. He grimaces in pain. I can feel like his ankles are a little swollen.

“There is a fix. Possible rather long electricity just on.”

“Seriously? I must have died before the power went on.”

I checked his phone and opened it. I know his phone never used a pattern lock or PIN. So, I moved the phone in airplane mode. Shut down all networks. Enough for the next 4 hours. While my phone is not so much battery is also enough for the next 4 hours.

“Already. Just sleep. I'm sitting here. Put your feet here.” I showed my thighs. “I massage.”

For some reason, Yayai put her head on my thigh. I could smell the shampoo coming from her hair. I'm still coughing and a little nauseous. Yayai only looked at the slightly bright ceiling due to the lighting of the cell phone lights. Sometimes he sees a few corners of the room. Makes me think no.

“Ngg... What's up? Is there something you see?” I ventured to ask.

“Neither.”

“Then what do you see?” I bow my head towards him.

“I... familiarize yourself with the dark atmosphere.”

“It's okay. I'm also afraid of the dark.” chirped me. Though lying. Yayai.

“Oh yes?” He's very enthusiastic.

“I too. It was dark and the room was narrow. But even though the room is large, in the darkness as if the room is very narrow.”

“I get used to. The key is not to panic.” I sound like a righteous man. I just keep it balanced.

Yayai bowed lethargic.

“It seems like it can't. I started asphyxiating and passed out.”

I'm speechless.

“Nothing, if you often practice mastering your panic and fear, all will disappear slowly.”

Yayai was now the one who was silent.

“Aren't you ready for a flashlight in your room?”

“I provide, but.. in the drawer. When I found out, I didn't know at all.”

“Tomorrow put always under your pillow.”

Yayai nodded.

“One more time, lock the door as well.”

“I don't know where the card key is.” Yayai.

Oh my god, this kid!

We were silent after. Not talking anything. Yayai was still leaning her body against the sofa. Pretty long.

“Yayai... I'm sorry about the incident.”. Still not good and hesitant to say. Yayai was silent. “If you have a problem with me, I promise to hold myself back from doing something like that.”.

I started to approach Yayai. Seems like…

I smile. This child fell asleep in a sitting position and raised his head up. I leaned her body onto the sofa. Since the sofa has already been used as a bed, maybe I can also sleep next to it. The sofa in front of this TV room is a sofa bed. I pulled a thin blanket over the back of the sofa and opened it. Wrapping my own naked body and part of Yayai's body. He actually wears pajamas trousers anyway.

In this state of sleep I prefer Yayai. She really didn't wake up at all even though I was playing around her face and her hair.

(Five)

It should be morning. I can see the room now bright. I opened my eyes slowly and ….

Next to me is Prof Ben. Why is he sleeping here? He's a real pervert! Only, I was stunned by his face. His face looked very tired and he coughed and corrected his sleeping position.

“Hmmm, are you awake?” He woke up when I shook my head.

Prof Ben sat down. He lowered his face at me while narrowing his still sleepy eyes.

“Sorry I'm still coughing. Where you going? I lift? I'm carrying?” bargained for.

I forgot my feet hurt. I tried to get up and put my feet up.

“Eh where to go?”

“Ke kitchen. Take a drink.” I said.

“Let me just.” He got off the sofa with lightning fast. Take a glass of water and give it to me.

I'm still flabbergasted. Put the glass when I finish.

“What do you need? Let me just.” bargain. He was still bare-chested, because the shirt he wore last night was given to me to throw away my full snot.

Actually I put my sprained foot on the floor, only when it rested, his ankle was sore. But it wasn't as painful as last night.

“I want to make breakfast.”

“Let me just. Tell me what I should take out and cook.” he said really volunteered.

“Bikin scramble eggs anyway.” I said astonished.

“Oh it's easy.”

I was sitting on the couch watching TV. Monitor Prof Ben who is busy cooking the overdue scramble from 30 minutes. Long time.

“It's ready.” said. He swiftly carried me and put me on the dining chair.

When I tried it, this scramble egg was salty. I coughed and grabbed the orange juice in front of me and drank it all out.

“What profile is this??!!!” chirping.

“What's up?” tanyanya.

“Asin so!”

“I nambahin flavoring kok.”

“Prof! Don't use flavoring! Use pepper a little!” my complaint. “Then what is good to eat? Later Prof kumat again maagnya.”

I started to stand up slowly.

“Do not forbid me!” my anger. I really want to stand up. But Prof Ben was already beside me and holding my body.

“Yayai. We buy breakfast online only.” He directs his idea.

“Ndon't need. This is going to spend the stock this morning then I want to shop later in the afternoon.”

I could stand just my pedestal on the foot next to it. There were no 10 minutes I finished cooking the scramble again mixed with the bread.

Prof Ben smiled.

“It seems I did not choose the wrong wife candidate.” he said with a full mouth.

I heard his words. Small voice. My mood turned ugly that morning.

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