
'I'm sorry, ' Delmira's inner self when Delmira's eyes stopped looking at the pillow Zaidan used to wear.
I don't know why your heart hurts so much. His feet now stepped straight into the bathroom toilet. Her steps stopped in front of the bathtub. His hand turned the tap and his body went into the bathtub without stripping off the clothes he was wearing.
Warm water gradually pooled in the bathtub. Delmira let her body be embedded in the water. Even inching up the ends of the hair without being absent touched by water.
'I'm dirty!' inner scream Delmira. His body that had been embedded in the bathtub felt like he did not want to lift. However, another heart muttered wanting to get up immediately.
Delmira's breath frowned after a whisper of the devil asked her to drown herself in the bathtub of the room failed to pry at the whispers of the angel. With a drown Delmira rose from the bathub removing the clothes that were soaked. His hands grabbed soap and a toothbrush to clean themselves.
Hours in the bathroom, now Delmira had curled up in a mattress wrapped in pajamas. His eyes closed because of the tiredness that had approached him.
The footsteps of one who entered the room did not make Delmira wake up. His body was getting closer to the bed. A smile was imprinted on her face after her eyes unmissibly swept through every inch of Delmira's body.
"One week absent from you, why is the miss amazing Mrs. Delmira?" muttered Zaidan, his bead fixed eyes staring at the face of the wife.
"How are you doing, dear?" zaidan.
"Always cheating, every time I video call that the rear camera turns on, you're deliberately making me miss more?" monologue Zaidan and this time his hands were already unable he could not bear to not touch the beautiful face of the wife.
"Don't!" delmira shouted, her breathing cackling from sleep. His face looked confusedly at the man in front of him.
Zaidan widened his smile at Delmira's reaction.
"I warned you, don't sleep in the afternoon. Waking up is a daze, right?" zaidan said with an angry menoel Delmira's nose.
Delmira fell silent, staring intently at the man who spoke to her.
"Sorry." That was all Delmira could say softly.
Zaidan smiled at Delmira's apology, "have you eaten?" lontarannya later.
Delmira.
"certainly not. We're eating," Zaidan took his wife's hand.
Delmira's reflex denied Zaidan's hand. However, Zaidan's reaction was not to be angry but to smile. The smile he used to wither when his wife showed his shock. Isn't that what he used to do.
"A.. I can walk alone," said Delmira, inexplicably her heart felt guilty for turning down Zaidan's hand. His feet stepped first and Zaidan followed his steps.
"Ummi hasn't come home yet?" delmira asked as she sat on the dining chair, her eyes looking towards the door of Aisyah's quiet room.
"Maybe tomorrow" Zaidan replied.
Two days Aisha went to the house of the brother who was holding a celebration. Delmira is deliberately not invited because Aisyah knows Zaidan's return schedule one day before his return. So Aisyah couldn't have invited Delmira.
"Eat a lot" said Zaidan.
Delmira just developed a smile. In fact, he does not taste to fill his plate with a lot of food. If it is not good to refuse Zaidan's invitation, of course, Delmira is lazy to fill her stomach.
They were silent, with their own thoughts and enjoying the dish.
"Last night until home what time?" asked Zaidan to open his voice.
Delmira gets weaker chewing the food in her mouth.
Zaidan was silent waiting for Delmira's reply.
"Ta.. last night I stayed at Meilin's house" Delmira said in a stern voice. For a time now Delmira could not be honest about her situation with Zaidan.
"Why send a message that you were on the road last night?" search Zaidan.
"Already on the road?" delmira was shocked, feeling that she had not sent any message to Zaidan.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Oh.. That, yes I was going home, but Meilin asked to be put to sleep, he said kangen sleeping together" said Delmira with a wave.
'Definitely who sent the message was Meilin,' Inner Delmira said.
"You didn't go to the hospital this morning?"
"I'm bad luck," replied Delmira, Nasi and the side dishes were just eaten a few mouthfuls of Delmira sliding from her place, "I've eaten her," he hurriedly got up from the chair and walked towards the room.
"I'm sorry, Zaid" said Delmira, her body falling behind the door she had closed.
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A week passed. Delmira tried to make peace with the circumstances but clearly her little heart could not accept everything that befell her.
'What is happening to me now has nothing to do with Zaidan. Wasn't it from the beginning that I said it myself, I'll leave it. It should be the best time to leave her, ' Delmira's inner sigh.
It had been a week but his mind was completely unfocused on doing anything. As at the moment, even at work he cannot work optimally.
"Del, Nak Delmira.., have lunch yuk," Aisyah asked.
"Del...," repeated Ayesha because Delmira still did not reject her invitation.
"Hi..," Aisha stroked Delmira's back.
"Don't touch!" yell Delmira reflex.
Aisyah was surprised by Delmira's reaction.
"It's dear Ummi" said Aisyah.
Delmira breathed out and scooped her face.
"Sorry Ummi, I. I guess... ."
"I guess?" asked Aisyah because Delmira hung up her sentence.
"I think it's a bad man" replied Delmira.
"Oh, O Allah, the son of Ummi, who daydreamed and cried like that. Let's have lunch, let's not eat it" joked Aisyah.
Delmira smiled and got up from her seat.
In the cafeteria, the same thing was shown by Delmira. He often daydreams when spoken to Aisyah often does not reply quickly even the answer is often not connected.
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"Do you have a problem with Delmira Nak?" asked Aisyah when she took the time to visit her son at work.
"Why did Ummi ask that?"
"Oh, yesterday Ummi invited him to lunch but he seemed to have a problem and a lot of mind burden," replied Aisyah.
'That's also what I have in mind Ummi, lately Delmira acting strangely,' replied Zaidan of course only able to be stored in the mind because it does not want to guess the truth that is not yet clear.
"Maybe it's just Ummi's feeling" said Zaidan, "Ummi will know, my problem with Delmira is a classic problem" he continued.
"Classical issues? Meanin?"
"He hasn't opened his heart to me yet" replied Zaidan.
Sontak made Aisyah chuckle. "Eat him Zaid, pepet he continues not to love slack and once take him for a walk together."
"Two streets? O Allah.Good idea Ummi. I asked her out. Why did I never think of that Ummi?"
"You're too busy thinking about work."
"Not Ummi, even my work is often in Fernando's handle."
"Tomorrow for the weekend, take him to the place he wants to go."
"Ready Ummi."
"If necessary, take him on vacation for a few days. About the work permit easy, who has a hospital, Ummi. Your interests are far more important than anything else" Aisyah said enthusiastically.
Zaidan nodded with a smile.
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