Married Cold Gus
married Gus cold.

Gus Rasya prayed that if he was my soul mate then be near, O Allah.

O Allah, O Rabbi ..You are the ruler of this universe, You are the one who governs all affairs both on earth and in the heavens. I complain to You, of all my weaknesses, I complain to You, of all my shortcomings, for I am weak without You, O Lord..

Oh Allah..

honestly, I don't want to live alone, I don't want to live this life alone, I want someone to be with me both in good times and in hard times, I want someone to be with me, strengthen my life, and understand all my grievances,

Oh Allah…

when I say I love you, let me tell you whose heart is attached to YOU. That I may not fall in love that is not for YOU.Yes Allah, O Rabbana ..

Find a servant with a good person, find a servant with someone who loves You more than anything, so that someday he can love me because of You, not love me just because of lust.

When I like a friend, remind me that there is an end so that I stay together that never ends. 

And confirm, O Allah, the bond. 

Keep love.. 

Show me streets.. 

Fill this carefully with Your Nur who never fades..

Lay down our breasts with a lot of faith in You 

and beauty rests in your path.

I keep waiting for you ..

I keep missing you..

Immediately present in my life ..

Make my affairs easy, O Allah..

Only you know my heart..

Above this Sajadah I bowed ..

to touch Your secrets on the soul mate you will choose for me ..

istikharah looking for answers to reach alhub fillah wa lillah ..

in prayer I bowed in prayer asking for an answer to the Guide ..

if the answer still hangs in the sky then lower it ..

if the answer is still buried in the bowels of the earth then remove it ..

if the answer is difficult for me to achieve then ease ..

if the answer is still far away then bring closer Ya Rabb ..

Thou art a true lover, Thou art the Light, Thou Light upon the Light,

In deep yearning, in the care of the Door of Light, in the,

I'm here, rushing to pick UP LOVE ..

The love of the One whom you have chosen may be eternal in your world and the Hereafter ..

Yes Allah ..

God Who Has Secrets ..

Almighty God holds the love of all our souls ..

God the Most Determined ..

The Almighty God Unites our souls ..

I am your weak servant ..

the servant who is unable to control myself from the nature of a human being in need of a friend ..

need a lover, need a husband/wife, need a family..

Yes Allah ..

I was unable to hold myself back from falling into disobedience.. 

O Allah, when the time has come, if what I ask for is the best thing for You, O Allah ..

best for my religion O Allah, best for myself, my family and all believers and believers O Allah ..

so I ask Thee O Allah that I may be found with the best soul mate in Thy side .. 

All that is best with You, O God, must be best for me, O God.

But if the time to be reunited with my soul mate has not yet come O Allah ..

so I ask You to show me ways to have my soul O God..

O Allah, the All-Acting God of Prayer ..

God the Most Determinant of Mates ..

keep me away from obedience ..

keep me away from things that cannot benefit ..

keep me away from the things that You have despised and those that have led me astray, O Allah.. 

ROBBI HABLII MILLADUNKA ZAUJATAN THOYYIBAH AKHTUBHA WA ATAZAWWAJ BIHA WATAKUNA SHOOHIBATAN LII FIDDINI WADDUNYAA

O Rabb, give me the best wife by Your side, the wife I am asking for and marrying and the wife who is my friend in religious affairs, world affairs and the Hereafter

Please do’a this weak servant of yours…..

Aamiin Ya Mujibatsailiin ..

AamiinYaa Rabbal ‘Alamin..

Amelia who was about to deliver tea, to Gus Rasya who was with her children again playing.

"ay Allah amen" said Amelia walked over to Gus Rasya.

"hmmm, it's been a long time there let's sit" replied Gus Rasya flatly.

"barusan, just as Gus Rasya prayed" said Amelia who was accustomed to her husband's flat attitude first.

"hmmm, "just deheman.

"Gus please drink, I say out first not good if we are both rich gini" said Amelia.

"thank you Ning" replied Gus Rasya who started drinking tea, similarly dizzy brown.

"sama-sama Gus, I'll excuse you for assalamualikum" said Amelia saying she left but tripped her leg almost fell.

"astaghfirullah" said the two

while Gus Rasya held Amelia's body almost fell, but to the misunderstanding it happened there was an ustadzah who had liked her husband used to be here. and defamed Amelia and Gus Rasya.

"astaghfirullah, Ning Amelia was really a new husband died how many days it had been rich so." said spicy from the ustadzah.

"ustadzah misunderstands we don't mean anything" replied Amelia who did not want to be said to be weak by the crafty woman.

"Ning Amelia let's not say much already clearly you embrace.even ngeyel everything" said Ustadzah Annisa.

"keep talking to you, don't overdo it I helped her because Ning Amelia was going to fall" Gus Rasya said furiously.

"so you do not need to slander everything is not good, do not make your appearance cover your behavior rich how "said Gus Rasya.

ustadzah Annisa silenced a thousand more languages, did not argue but unfortunately Annisa's mother instead made cheap rumors that were widespread in the community.

at the demonstration residents because they were consumed by cheap gossip that led to marry them while Amelia cried dragged by the residents.

"what is this, why is my daughter treated so richly as Dr Rasya?" ask Arga's father.

Annisa only realized that Gus Rasya was a friend of the man who snatched away her holiness at that time.

"they have committed adultery, sir" said the resident.

" is it possible that twins are their illegitimate children" said another resident.

"the love of Gus Nizam is deceitful to him" said the resident.

"keep your talk I'm her father I know how my daughter might do what you mentioned" replied Arga's father.

"he is the same to defend them let's take it to their RT sir's house" said the resident.

"father please Amelia, " said Amelia.

"mother please take care of our grandchildren we will be there" said Arga's father

"yes father, be careful" replied the mother.