
The word mother is a title for a woman.
You don't have to give birth to be a mother.
But the call is embedded as soon as a woman gives birth.
But did any woman give up that call after she gave birth to a child?
There might be, for various reasons that were only stored in his heart.
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“I don't expect Rio to call me mom, mom or anything. The important thing is that I can only meet him, interact with him, observe his development and accompany Rio while sick. About the call is not important to me, the most important thing for me is Rio's happiness and also his health. That's the main thing,” replied Carnations with eyes staring intently at Dylan.
It's up to Dylan to assume Carnations are just a mode or something. It was not important for Carnations, because seeing the sickly Rio from a distance was very painful for him. Perhaps another story if Rio did not suffer from his illness, at least Carnation's heart was a little calmer when allowing his child in the care of others.
But hearing Rio who was sick, plus the treatment of the woman who was supposed to act as a mother for Rio just did not look like a mother at all.
Which woman's heart does not hurt to see the phenomenon.
Not called mother?
Fuck the Carnations. The important thing was that he could give Rio an abundance of the true affection of a mother. That's his main purpose.
The answer revealed by the Carnations just now, was so desperate that Dylan lost the debate. Although part of his heart he accused that Carnations were only naive women who pretended to be able to survive with his clever argument.
Although in his heart, the man still wanted to deny the reason uttered by Carnations, but he did not know what to say at this time. So that the sentences he said after that were only empty threats that did not make the other party feel threatened.
“I don't know if your words can be held or not. But look, if you break it, then I'll be the first one to kick you out of this house!” firmly Dylan with a very taut face.
His eyes were still fixed on the woman who was the mother of his child. With straight, upward hair and the tightened jaws typical of a man, Dylan's expression confirmed that he was being very serious about this.
Meanwhile, Carnations does not abound. He threw away his face and didn't care if Dylan wanted to go anywhere.
As soon as Dylan opened the door and his steps were about to leave this room, he heard that Carnation was making a sound to say a few more words.
“But maybe your hope will not come true. Because it seems, Rio already knows if I am his real mama,” said Anyelir while slightly shouting for Dylan to hear his words.
The woman was still standing straight in place while staring at the door, where Dylan was. His breath was breathless even though he was not running. It showed that he was holding back his frustration at the man he was staring at.
Dylan thought for a moment, then he remembered their conversation before he left for the show. In his heart he cursed his mother. Because it was the middle-aged woman who revealed who the Carnations were in front of Rio.
But this time he didn't want to say anything more about it. Dylan chose to leave the Carnation still in his room.
After Dylan's departure, Carnations locked the door and as soon as possible he prepared to leave for his former home.
He did not know whether Madam Lastri had returned home or not, he himself did not dare to peek into the middle-aged woman's room. But fortunately, Carnations had said goodbye yesterday before the mistress left.
Carnations open the door slowly and try as slow as possible so as not to cause sound. He approached Rio who was sleeping behind the door. The little boy was wearing a white nightgown with a giraffe motif that fits on his body.
Rio's regular breathing is noticed by the mother. With his soft hands, Anyelir stroked the child's forehead.
He thought it would be easy to let go of the child he had born. But it turned out to be that hard.
Sin is so piled up in the chest of Carnations that often makes him feel tight.
What if she had to give birth to a baby at such a young age, then she left the baby with a family without being breastfed by him.
He really felt guilty if he remembered the past few years.
While holding back the tears that wanted to flow, Carnations also kissed Rio's forehead and then he got up leaving the room.
“Mama go first, yes, Darling.”
A fool with Dylan who forbids calling himself ‘mama’ in front of Rio. After all, Rio himself already knew that he was also the mama for the boy.
Carnations that rise up to walk to the door also try to step slowly and he also closed the door slowly so as not to cause sound.
“You're still here it turns out?”
“Eh, Mother?” Anyelir was rather surprised to see there was Madame Lastri in front of Rio's room. The woman immediately hid her face because she was afraid that the trail of tears would be seen by the grandmother of Rio.
“You think you have left because I saw in your room there is no,” said the woman.
“I looked at Rio for a bit.”
Madam Lastri looked at Carnations, as if she felt for herself what it was like to be separated from her biological children. For that he did not want to ask the cause of this sad expression of the woman before him. Because he can guess the answer.
“Be careful, yes. I told the driver to drive you,” said Lastri who drove Anyelir to the front porch.
Meanwhile, on the second floor. Where Dylan's room is.
The man was standing on the balcony with a bathrobe. He had just taken a shower and was about to rest, but the man woke up when he heard the sound of a car being heated from below.
“Where is he going early in the morning?” ask the man to himself.
However it seemed, he did not care where the Carnations would go in the morning blind like this. Because in his heart was still troubled by a sight that made his heart hurt and could rot.
Go back to the room and close the balcony door. Dylan tried to lie down even though he couldn't be shut down. Portraits of her marriage to Andin still hang neatly and orderly without anyone changing her in the slightest.
Similarly, during a maternity photo, where Andin pretends to be a pregnant woman and does a photo shoot with Dylan. During the pregnancy, Andin and Dylan lived abroad and he sent the photos to Mrs Lastri.
Of course, despite feeling that there was an awkwardness, Mrs Lastri believed in the charade performed by the two of them. Until finally he asked his assistant to investigate everything.