Married Ex Wife
61. Feeling Guilty to Rio

The spine feels broken, legs numb, hands sore and groin area sore. It was nothing compared to his heart breaking into pieces. Carnation held back tears so she wouldn't cry as soon as she came out of Dylan's room, she walked quickly to her room.

Again he cleansed himself. Though his body has not been healthy normally back, but he had to deal with water longer. Carnations flushed himself under the shower crying out for pain in his heart and body.

The woman came out of the bathroom shivering. He wrapped his body in a towel, then changed it to a warm shirt immediately. Carnations also sleep curled under the blanket that prevents cold air from wiping his skin.

Shut up, then fall asleep.

Because of fatigue and also the body that is still not normal. The woman also returned with a fever.

“Mama ..?” The voice of a child holding his hand.

Carnation felt a warm grasp nearby, slowly opening his eyes and gnashing. He looked at the side of the bed, a little boy standing in his pajamas and holding a robot doll.

“Rio ..”

“Mama hurts?” rio asked while holding onto Anyelir's forehead.

Instantly, Carnations hugged her son. He felt a lot of guilt for the little boy because he could not give much time to him. Even repeatedly Anyelir thought of running away from this house because he felt uncomfortable by the pressure Dylan put on him.

“Im sorry mom, Darling.” In his arms, Carnations cried. The woman was spilling both pain and guilt in her heart.

“Mama, I love you.” Rio rubbed the head of the mother. The little boy who suffered from a blood disorder went up to his mother's bed and slept there.

Lastri peeked through the door slit. It was she who asked Rio to meet her mother, because Carielir had not left the room at all after the daughter-in-law returned from Dylan's room. Due to worry, she asked Rio to check on her mother's condition.

Seeing the interaction between Rio and Carnation, it made Lastri unnerved. The middle-aged woman also felt guilty. Maybe it was her demands that made her son do this. So Rio and Carnation were the victims.

But everything has happened, for that, as a mother, Lastri prayed for happiness for her son, daughter-in-law and granddaughter.

*

“Mama, I love sleeping here with mama,” Rio said as soon as he woke up in the morning.

Carnation hugged his son so warmly, he himself had been awake since last because he wanted to take medicine and also pray at night.

“Then, sleep here every day with mom. Mama doesn't mind,” said Anyelir.

“But mama rarely comes home,” replied Rio with his raucous innocent voice as he just woke up.

Carnation looked back in contemplation, she rubbed her son's soft cheeks and kissed Rio's forehead once again. “I'm sorry mom, yes. Mama has to work, Darling.”

Rio smiling. “What's wrong, I understand. I'm going to sleep here to replace my mom. Rio never afraid to sleep alone.”

The mother hugged her son with affection. He really wants to water the baby with warmth every day, but unfortunately, many obstacles and stars to be able to make it happen.

“Mama .. warm mama's body,” Rio said in the arms of Carnation. “Is mom sick?”

Carnation shakes.  “Mama is okay.” The woman also released a hug from the boy, she just remembered if she was feverish and afraid of infecting Rio.

“Why, Ma?”

“No, mom forgot to go to the bathroom. Honey, this morning take a shower with Bi Ai first, yes.” Carnations provide an excuse for the child.

“Really, yes? Mom is sick.” Rio looked at his mother with sad eyes.

“What is this because mom is pregnant. Rio see if the mama are pregnant usually they are sick with fever and vomiting,” said the child innocently.

But Carnations also shook their heads. “No, Dear. You go out first, yeah. Mom deliver to Bi Ai.” The woman was holding Rio to come down to the floor to be taken care of by the maid for today because Carnation was sick.

However, because of Rio's question earlier, the woman thought about it. Moreover, if you remember, the monthly schedule of Carnations is late about one week.

After giving Rio to Bi Ai, Anyelir hurriedly walked up. He saw Dylan just getting up and opening the door to his room.

The man looked handsome with disheveled hair and a messy nightgown, but no matter how Dylan looked at the time, Anyelir would not look at him.

The woman went straight into the room and locked her up without waiting for Dylan to get close to her. Even if you can, Carnations no longer need to cross paths with him.

Carnations pay attention to the calendar. He broke into this family's house about three to four weeks ago. Is she really pregnant?

The woman wondered, but she couldn't test for pregnancy because she didn't have her test kit right now. Carnations never thought to buy it yesterday.

*

“Anyelir, you have a schedule this Sunday?” madam Lastri asked when she saw her daughter-in-law preparing in the morning for breakfast.

The woman shook her head. “I have need, Bu.”

“Oh so,” timpal Lastri later.

Instantly cold air approached the body of Carnation. He held onto the nape and glanced at Dylan.

Sure enough, the man was glancing cynically at her. Hurriedly Anyelir lowered his head and avoided that sharp gaze.

“If you want to go, take the driver. Do not be alone, you see our body from yesterday - yesterday like not healthy,” said Mr. Gunadi.

Not the husband, but even the father-in-law who cares about him. Even to be aware of the condition of his body.

Carnations smiled and nodded.

“Dylan is on holiday. Time delivered driver?” timpal Lastri glanced at his son.

Meanwhile, the person being talked about instead relaxed and was still chewing his food.

“I leave with a driver only, this will not be long,” answered Anyelir who did not want to make the atmosphere awkward because of the cold attitude of her husband.

“So ... Are you really sick?” lastri asked as she held onto the forehead and cheeks of Carnations alternately.

“Only mild fever, later also cured.”

They continued to eat breakfast, then each returned to their activities. Carnations headed up and immediately prepared.

As soon as she opened the door and went down to the first floor, the woman was surprised to see the well-dressed man in a shirt and trousers. The man stood up while carrying the car contact and continued to stare at the Carnations.

Somewhat wrong behavior because it was stared at like that, Carnations also avoid.

But as it turned out, Dylan was approaching. “Where do you want to drive?”