Married to a Widower (Winter X Jeno Ft Jisung)
5. Viscera

His name is Jisung, surnamed 'kim' following from his grandfather, Kim Suho. The only grandchild of Suho and Irene.

He was the son of Jeno, but he never knew what a person he could call an 'eomma."

Because in fact, Irene is a figure who has replaced the role of eomma even appa at once. At first, Jisung thought Irene was his mother, and Jeno was his older sister.

But when he was ten years old, he knew the fact that he was not the son of Irene but her grandson. Jisung at that time did not know how to behave and react. His mind was chaotic, but the thing he could catch from Irene's speech was that he had been lied to all along. His life was played by his own family.

Jeno is young, very young to be a father. And here Jisung was the most guilty, he always asked, why he did not just die. Why he should be born and grow as big as he is now.

If compared with Jeno's affection for her, it might be far less than Irene who loves him. Irene the most dear Jisung and vice versa.

Jeno and Jisung's relationship is actually not too good. His father was always cold and strict on the rules. He also never indulged or showed his affection to Jisung.

And Jisung should be aware, if he can't expect much from Jeno. He has given up everything in the past, and if he demands more it will make his father very burdened.

All Jisung has to do is prove that his presence will be useful to his father in the future. Even though he felt guilty, everything happened. Jisung will not waste the opportunity given by God. Although the opportunity will eventually also be in vain.

And for the mother figure? Jisung never saw him though. The woman who risked her life to bring her into the world was lost in the earth. There was no news after he left Jisung even when the boy first saw the world.

Jisung himself tried to find out. How's it going, where's her mother? But it all ended in vain. There was no answer to his mother's whereabouts, no one could give any clue as to whether he was okay or not.

But one fact he knew, his mother was still alive. He just left, running away from accountability to raise Jisung. His mother preferred to reach her very precious goal and throw herself away.

Jisung himself does not know to be happy or sad. Perhaps both, he was happy because his mother still wanted to give birth to him in the world, even though he did not want his birth. But the same with Jisung who did not want him to be born as a child of Jeno and the woman who gave birth to him but he did not know it.

And it ended up Jeno had to bear the shame and let go of her dreams. All of that he did solely as an accountability, for mistakes that are not his whole fault is his fault.

Without even being told, Jisung knew that if Jeno did not love her, there was no affection that the man gave her. But he also never showed his hatred for Jisung. That's what makes Jisung confused, how real, Jisung in Jeno's heart.

Calling Appa is natural for children for their parents. But this is different, his father never even showed the attitude as a father. He seems flat and cold but not evil.

Not only did Jeno behave like that, but it was also done by Suho, his grandfather. The new-aged man would directly show his hatred. He will play physically if Jisung does something that violates the rules. But Irene will always be a protective shield for Jisung, her favorite granddaughter.

While living in China, Suho came to visit. It was his twelve year birthday party. And by then he already knew that Suho was his grandfather.

Jisung accidentally called Suho as a grandfather in front of Suho's friends, and it made him very angry. Because among them directly menatai Jeno and Suho who can not educate children. Kim's surname was heavily polluted, simply because of a simple call from a granddaughter to her grandfather.

And Jisung ended up in the key in the room, but before going out, Suho first made a wound on Jisung's body, also on his face that still left an incision. Irene had thrashed from the front door of the room to release Jisung, but Suho did not follow, because he was already too emotional.

Jeno herself was there but preferred to be mute, silent as if nothing had happened. From then on Jisung would not dare to Suho even to look at him, the boy would tremble in fear.

It was his first and last torture, hopefully. Now the boy was fourteen years old, growing up to be a very handsome and tall teenager.

He is a typical cheerful child, but that joy only applies in the public, only in the view of the people because in reality Jisung was a child who bore a lot of sadness but he did not show even to Irene.

Living in Korea Jisung may be happy, because it is close to Irene but at the same time feel afraid because there is also Suho in this house. Somehow the rules will get tougher and most of it is for him.

Although Irene had assured her that Suho would not commit a crime against her, the boy was still traumatized by the events of the past. Especially with the words coming out of his mouth.

But living alone with Jeno in China will also be more awkward. There were no conversations outside of Jeno's Regulations while they were in China. No laughter, everything was dark. The luxury apartment is like a graveyard. Uninhabited sepis.

Jisung hopes that after his arrival to Korea he can feel the joking and laughter like before. Feeling happy near Irene. And live the time he had before fate had to make him willing to give up his dream to make Jeno happy.

Jisung wishes are simple, he wants to see Jeno happy with the person he loves, and Jisung promises to unite Jeno with someone in his past. Jisung knows, because Irene accidentally said it. How devastated and suffering Jeno must leave Korea and stay away from someone he loves. It was all because again because of Jisung.