
“Lah … ! wait for. Bastian asked him last night ,ape just now?”
“Barusan,” replied Rara honestly.
“Lah, it's still noon .Ra, did he ask for a day-night ration?”
Sukma is on the other end of the phone.
“Not so, just a coincidence earlier, but I have rejected it first,” said Rara avoids embarrassment because laughed at Sukma.
“Oh, kirain her intentions are very much so ask for the afternoon, but after night you have to do your duty as a wife, remember Ra, do not let you nyesel later,’ pinta Sukma firmly.
“Iye alright, lu doain I successful,”ucap Rara .
“Iye I doain you ask to continue until morning, yes udah” Sukma hang up the phone.
At 2:00 WIB
Rara was starving. Feeling his pets have started protesting for food rations, he wears clothes one by one.
On the other hand Bastian sat daydreaming in the Balcony of his apartment.
His eyes looked deep into the streets of the capital, there was a feeling of pain in his chest he felt suddenly missed the old Bastian.
Holding his hand over a glass of coffee he made himself, he realized many things had changed from him as he was today.
Half a year ago, he was like a prince who all served. His eyes looked at the coffee glass in his hand,
But now, he could all independently. Even if Rara is lazy to cook she does.
Busy with her own thoughts, suddenly Rara was already standing in front of her with a parched face and heavy steps.
He looked at Bastian with a thousand guilty feelings. Seeing Rara standing in front of him, Bastian threw his face in another direction. But Rara did not speak yet, her mouth seemed heavy to say something.
Seeing that Bastian was getting angry, he thought a no-no with his wife.
He stood up and turned around but suddenly his body in the hug from behind both hands was very sturdy holding his abdominal muscles.
“I'm sorry Bastian,” a soft and almost inaudible voice in Bastian's ears.
Silent for a while, Bastian also let his body be held tightly by Ara.
Until a whimper is heard, maybe this is the first egg rupture for Rara to cry, she cried on the back of her husband, she said,
Usually, he is strong and responsible in dealing with problems, he always says crying is one of the proofs of weakness, but right now, he is really crying.
Hearing the sobbing with a reflex Bastian turned his body to look at Rara's crying face.
“What's Ra?”
“I'm sorry Tian”
“For what?”
“Because I rejected you,” Seen Bastian took a breath off, he had thought he would get another answer that was more painful. At first glance in his shadow he thought he would say goodbye to her, although it sounded silly but every time Ara was angry, he thought that this woman would leave him, like Ara left him for no reason he had fallen. He may feel pain if Sukma does not tell him everything,
he realized how much he loved Rara
“Why?” I just want to know the reason,” Bastian's voice is soft, it can make Rara's heart a little calm, Rara,
“I'm afraid Bastian,” heard that reason again Bastian's eyebrows squealed.
Seeing Rara cry like that. Bastian felt there was something they wanted to talk about heart to heart.
His hand led his wife to sit back, positioning herself as a listener.
But the hunger was getting whackier, the clock was running faster and Rara felt unable to stand it anymore, to resist feeling hungry
Bastian just tilted his lips, Rara was still thinking about eating in this kind of situation.
“Do you cry because you are hungry?” Bastian joked to see the starving Rara .just as he was starving, the rice fried portion of the porters, only a quarter he spent this morning, everything was wasted in the bathroom because his stomach mules.
“No, later we discuss we eat first,” said Rara pulled the hand of her husband's dinner shirt. Fortunately, Mbok had cooked the lunch menu for the two of them
Today's menu snapper in a spicy sweet-sour cook, just seeing it makes him more hungry he immediately warms up all the food.
‘ Cross what stomach problems should remain in the contents’ advice his mother Rara always he remembered,
Bastian just watched Rara pacing around and around, until he sat quietly at the dining table. Bastin was still looking at Rara, knowing that her husband had been watching her since then, he glanced at her from the corner of her eye.
“What, can I eat?” Tanya Ara looked at her husband, because she felt uneasy from being seen earlier.
“OH, fine , give also for me”
In the dining table Rara and Bastian are busy with spoons and dishes that are mutually disheveled. Bastian did not seem to enjoy eating so much, there was a lot of leftovers in his plate, in contrast to Rara who spent almost one plate , his stomach seemed to be revenge.
He settled everything and struggled in silence, Bastian again just watched him as he could not wait to hear the reason for the rejection from his wife.
Not wanting to make the man wait too long, he heard the advice of his best friend Sukma, he pegged for a while in front of the dishwasher sink, in the end he stopped his job washing dishes .
“Alright let's talk.” Rara pulls the chair next to Bastian.
Bastin was still silent, just following what Ara said, his face was calm.
“Tell me” Finally he opened his mouth too,
“I apologize Bastian, for refusing earlier, not that I don't like you, earlier because I wasn't ready to do it,” Rara explained the reason.
“But we've done it a few times, why only now do you feel afraid, that's what I don't understand Ra, scared because what?” afraid you're pregnant? What fear because there is another, give me a reason I can accept” Bastian looked at him,
“Iya but ..” Again Rara's mouth was heavy to tell her truth, she looked down again.
“Don't turn dong, Ra, I'm so confused and suspicious of you, say it frankly. Do you have another man in your heart?”
“What? it's not Bastian, it won't exist, ” Rara said firmly.
“Keep, what is only fear, the reason you use to reject me, does it make sense, what are we, dating an SD child who uses the word fear?”
Rara suddenly could not speak, she did not know to give the right reason to her husband. Even before eating, he had prepared mentally and all the answers for Bastian .But after the meal was over, he suddenly forgot and did not know where else to start.
Seeing Rara confused again, Bastian felt at play.
“I'm not a child, Ra, stop playing ku”
He was angry and yelled at Rara
Hours passed quickly one day they spent only discussing it, but it seemed endless.
Bastian leaves Rara with all his confusion and all his stuttering.
”Connect ….
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