Married to Brondong
Babyblues

“Say, I also deserve to know, what is wrong with you? why are you sad alone? why would you cry alone?.”

He also needs to know what is wrong with his wife, his patience is very tested whether there are pregnant women out there like Rara? bastian asked in his heart.

When he asked what was wrong with his wife. Rara did not answer him, just looking at Bastian with hard-to-understand eyes.

“I'm afraid you'll leave me, you'll leave after you see I'm ugly, and what if I can't be a good mother later? how about I beat him,” he worries about many things, ranging from small things to big problems about his clothes no one else fits and he is afraid of death.

Bastian listened silently to all the ramblings of his wife, he became a good listener, from the beginning to the end he heard.

“I will always be with you, I will not leave you, trust me, you and him we will always be together,” Bastian said gently

He looked into his eyes, very deeply, between believing and unbelieving, but as a dream husband Bastian never said hard to Rara even though sometimes he felt annoyed with his attitude that sometimes changed.

Bastian is curious about Rara's increasingly confused attitude, he calls the Doctor, who,

His family doctor, he told me all the details. It turns out that Rara is affected by the syndrome or babyblues, excessive feelings and excessive fear of a condition that often affects women who are pregnant and mothers who have given birth.

The doctor suggested the person in question needs special supervision, otherwise he could have depression and it was common to factor those around him who ignored him, or a lot of family problems, making it up to that, he said, maybe all the problems he had were on his own and the burden was too heavy for him that he acted like that.

Hearing the explanation from the Doctor made his knees feel trembling.

Bastian was sitting limp, his heart ached hearing the Doctor's explanation. How can a person who has been with him feel lonely and bear the burden of his own mind when there he watches him for up to 24 hours?

Suddenly he remembers the time they had a fight on the street, maybe that's where Rara's depression started, he wanted his mother to pick him up. But again can not bring his mother came instead just bring his father, problem after problem in nature and stored in his heart alone to make Rara experience baby blues syndrome.

Bastian seems confused thinking about it, even though he thinks he has done the right thing as a husband and he has done everything he can, even really trying hard how to make Rara and the baby comfortable.

Why is it like this? it doesn't make sense, I did my best, Bastian said in his mind.

The events that afflict Rara are rare, usually people experience baby blues usually after giving birth, Rara experienced it during pregnancy.

Rara was still sleeping soundly, Bastian was just staring at her while sleeping, his face was calm, there was not the slightest burden visible on his face. Bastian saw his wife feeling sad, he felt guilty.

Why are you bearing alone Ra? if you are sad you should tell me what you are going through, Bastian said in his heart still staring at the face of the beautiful woman who was sleeping fast.

Bastian does not want Rara to have more thoughts, he wants to reduce the burden of that mind, at this time he needs a spirit of encouragement and entertainment, especially from her .

He wants the baby blues syndrome that is in Rara can be lost and healed, Pity the baby if he is like this Bastian murmured.

“Ra, wake up... come on! I'll take you for a walk,” said Bastian.

“Where?,” asked Rara, her eyes were still heavy to wake up with.

“We will take a walk, so that you do not get dizzy at home” Bastian rubbed the back of his hand lovingly, he wants all his attention just for his wife .

“ Are we going far away, what is near ?”

“We go close, how about I get you shopping? usually you like shopping for new clothes in the Mall ,” said Bastian

Rara was just silent, it seemed like no intention, in her brain if she was told to choose she just wanted to lay her fat body on the mattress, it seemed better murmured in her heart.

“I no longer want to go anywhere,” said Rara lazily.

“No dear, we have to go looking for entertainment, because your beautiful brain, need a fresh-fresh,” he said gently, he helped Rara to wake up.

“Later, if I'm tired how?” Rara looked at him.

“If you are tired, I will carry ,” said Bastian.

Rara's body was lifted from the bed and taken to the bathroom, she was told to wash her face, if only talk by mouth it seems like Rara will reply for other reasons.

“No need to love, later this afternoon will already be!.”

Bastian answered, his hands were busy opening the closet, looking for warm clothes for his wife.

“Later if I stink, continue you do not want near me, continue you leave me, continue I can not go home alone how?.”

“Haaah” Bastian was silent, his ears heard all of Rara's worries, he took a deep breath and his hand rubbed his own chest. He was even confused as to which one he would answer first.

“ You will not smell, dear , nor will I leave you,” said Bastian his hand has found a warm shirt for Rara to use.

“Alright, you promise yes, your whole life will not leave me,” He shouted from the bathroom.

“Iya, well,” said Bastian, he came to the bathroom guiding Rara's hand slowly he was afraid Rara slipped.

Finally, wash your eyes at the Mall. Bastian clasped Rara's hand tightly he did not want anything bad to happen to his wife, he became a reliable husband .

Until arriving at one of the Elite Mall in south Jakarta Mall, the largest in Indonesia, only thick-pocketed people who often come there, because the items sold are all branded and labeled goods expensive –, the price makes the wallet directly skinny.

Bastian walked leisurely leading his wife's hand, carrying her to the pregnant clothes.

“That's no baby clothes, do we need to see it?” Rara pointed to the booth that sold baby clothes.

“Boleh, Bun, later after he seven months,” said Bastian, Mother's father's call has often they both use when Rara is pregnant.

“Pamali again?” He asked with his eyes on the other side.

“Iya, so it is, said the parents first.”

“Parent's word, what's the word of the book you read?.”

“Iya , both of them ,Bun,” Bastian had to answer him gently telling him gently too, he did not want the bunting woman to go berserk.

As the Doctor told him Patients who experience baby blues syndrome are dangerous if they want to be about and they need friends to share, they want comfort and need people to trust.

Bay blues syndrome experienced by Rara could be a series of rows that he experienced.

Rara was traumatized as a child, where two of her friends played in the missiles forced by drunken village thugs and she managed to escape from the delinquent.

Because he dropped his body from the multi-storey bed house, and when he grew up he was traumatized because his fiancee left him and lied him out, at a time when his marriage was imminent.

The third trauma when he was married to Bastian Rara knew the fact that the mother who raised him was not the mother who gave birth to him.

And fourth, when he started to go up the stairs. Her mother-in-law refused, even molested her. He overcame it himself everyone praised his cleverness.

But who would have thought, the problem that he wrapped deep in his heart was the deepest in his heart, it was all like a time bomb that was ready to explode at any time. He experienced severe baby blues leading to depression. Worry, fear of many things, small problems he considers big, he changes from Rara who used to turn 180 degrees.

If the previous week he liked a handsome man, and did not care about Bastian, but this time he was very possessive of Bastian.

When Bastian tries hard to make Rara recover.

Suddenly at the Mall they meet Viona.

Why is this unlucky woman*n here anyway!? Bastian said in his heart.

Looking for another way to avoid a second witch, other than her mother.

Seriate...