Marrying My Sister-in-law Candidate
Rela Made the Second

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"So what really happened? Why do we commit such sins? You're not setting me up, are you, Ra?" Haidar asked softly with an eagle-like look on his eyes. Very sharp, like going to pounce on his prey alive.

To the point of making Tara's guts shrivel and not dare to look at the man's eyes directly. He just looked down and scratched his fingers. The man he had once known as the most gentle man had now turned into a very scary man. Long known Haidar, he never even saw the anger of the man. However, for him, Haidar's anger at him was natural considering what he had done to the man.

An hour before Haidar decided to end his anger and regret. He had washed his body with cold water, hoping that all the heat that rumbled in his chest would come along with the cold water. The wounds on his handbooks he had treated and he was wrapped in bandages. Luckily Tara's bathroom had a P-3k box, so she could treat her wound before she decided to get out of the bathroom.

Feeling quite calm, he then came out of the bathroom with a fresh body but his mind was still tangled like a thread. So tangled he could hardly find the end of the thread. The more he forced the search the more tangled the thread. For example, the problem that is now affecting him.

He did not want to dissolve from endless regrets, as much as possible he sought out the truth first and then decided what actions he should do after this. Whether he will avoid Tara and forget about this incident or he will be responsible for what he has done with Tara.

As a man, his assholes are him. He can not run away from responsibility no, it will actually make himself branded as a coward. If one day Tara became pregnant with a child from the results of sins she had committed. Even though it is out of his control and power. Inevitably, disliking it, he must remain responsible. Even though he did not clearly remember the true events.

The one he remembered that night he drove Tara to his apartment. Then Tara gave him a drink before he wanted to go home. Next he remembered nothing more.

Therefore, he is currently asking answers to all his questions to Tara. If it was Tara who had set her up, Haidar would never have forgiven the girl for the rest of her life. But if it all happened because he was the one who forced it of course he was willing to take responsibility.

"Jawab I'm Ra! Answer it! Why are you silent like a statue? Huh!" Haidar's shout made the girl scowl back a few steps. His body and lips trembled, his eyes began to heat up.

"Ak-aku-" The girl's throat was so dry that swallowing her saliva was very difficult. He stammered, not knowing what to answer. Stupid he who did not think long first when this dirty plan crossed his mind. He never expected that Haidar would be so angry that even worse he might hate him for life. For ruining the household of his former lover.

His tears began to pool in his eye peluk, sweat circles adorn his temple.

" Sorry.." Only one word that Tara can say, along with the clear liquid that goes along with the cheek.

Haidar took a step closer to Tara who was still bowed and sobbed. The man spoke sarcastically with glaring eyes. Imagining Aisyah's face that will somehow react like what it will be if you know this embarrassing thing.

" You realize Ra, what you've been doing is going to ruin my household with Aisyah. Supposedly as a woman you can feel how painful it is to know our partner has slept with another woman let alone the woman was his ex-lover." Rubbing his face repeatedly, his eyes closed for a moment to reduce the rumble in his chest which is now back to heat up.

In the heart of Haidar continued to take a stand, calling the name of Allah so that he would be kept away from the temptations of Satan. Not wanting to be rude to the woman in front of him. He tried to resist the emotion that was about to explode.

Reopening his voice, Haidar sat with both hands supporting his head. He felt tired, though,

"What is really on your mind Ra? Why did you have this cunning thought? What do you expect from me, Ra? Whahuh? You yourself who used to choose to leave me for your ideals that want to become a professional model. Although I forbid, you still prefer to pursue your dreams instead of staying by my side. Trouble I forget you Ra, I'm almost crazy and depressed. But I don't want to be a stupid man who keeps lamenting the breakup of our relationship. I also deserve to be happy and move on." Pausing his sentence for a moment, Haidar returned to looking far into his past. Where he was at that time really slumped because Tara prefers to pursue her dreams rather than her.

"You know Ra that you're my first love. But that was before I married Ayesha." The last sentence that Haidar said successfully made Tara look up for a moment and then bowed back. His heart felt like it was slashed by an invisible knife so sick and so sore.

He thought Haidar was still alone and was waiting for him to return. But after their meeting on the beach made Tara feel unacceptable if it turns out Haidar was married even he seemed to love his wife very much. It was as if he was unwilling if his position was replaced by another woman. Therefore Tara intends to take Haidar's heart back. Even though the way he did was not allowed.

And the results he received actually made him have to swallow disappointment again. As it turned out, Haidar had already completely considered her a part of the past. And pinned the name of his wife in his heart that is Aisyah.

Tara first gulped before opening her mouth, "I still love you Dar, I'm sorry because I used to prefer to pursue my dreams instead of staying by your side. I'm sorry Haidar, I beg you. Come back with me, we continue our dreams that have been delayed. I want to start all over again with you. I was willing to leave my profession as a model and marry you. I am willing even if I am made second."

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