Marrying My Sister-in-law Candidate
Haidar Principle

I was very busy with my work. Because yesterday suddenly decided to take a holiday, now I have to finish my pending work.

There are so many financial reports that I have to check and file cooperation contracts.

The company of my deceased brother is engaged in the field of freight forwarding. He named his business Amanah Xpress. So said.

Intentionally he named it Amanah Xpress, he indirectly wanted to convince his customers to trust the delivery services offered by his company can always be trustworthy and reliable.

And thank God, now there are many customers who use our services and entrust the goods for us to send to their destinations quickly and safely.

In the not so long term, Haikal bang business is growing rapidly and has regular customers.

I was sad because he could only feel the success of his business in a short time.

We never know whether we are long or short.

At any time death can come to pick up. We as human beings are quite well behaved and should be ready to welcome it. It is a secret of God that we never know when it will come.

I think after getting married, bang Haikal will definitely be very happy. Having a beautiful and good wife like Aisyah coupled with the success she has, at a young age.

And again I realized. If all of that is still God's secret, we as humans can only plan. And He is the One who determines.

Because of the evidence, I am the one who is currently in his position. Replace him and take over everything.

From who should have been married and become a husband, to have success now.

At least I never imagined it. I am his sister, you could even say that I am his beloved sister.

While he was still alive and running his business. I work at his company just as a driver. It's my job to deliver the goods, make sure they reach their destination safely. That's also with a salary that is not so big, but enough to finance my needs and my college.

Bang Haikal deliberately put me in that position, he said so that I could be more mature and responsible.

" As a man, we need to be independent and responsible. Although we are born into a distinguished family, it does not necessarily make us children who only live under their parents. We must be able to stand on our own feet and be successful with our own efforts. Remember one thing, a man's self-esteem is in his work. If a man works or has any effort, no one dares to scoff at him or demean him. But, we also have to take responsibility for what we do and can not be arbitrary. Believing, someday you will continue this brother's business."

His words that have always been my motivation, until now are still well stored in my brain memory.

And I just realized, if those words might be a gesture and a hunch for me.

Bang Haikal never tired of warning me and guiding me to be what I am today.

Because the dark past that I went through first, really made my family destroyed.

At that age I was fifteen. I had to go through rehab on drug abuse, which was drugs.

My very free association and opposition are my nature. It made me an addict at the time. Wrestling in the pit of sin tasting unclean goods that so adjust.

Since then, and has been undergoing rehabilitation. I promised myself I would never touch that damn thing again.

The sin I committed for my Abi and Ummi. They are the ones who should be ashamed of my past actions.

It was only after marriage that I promised to decide to completely change. From the attitude and mannerisms I used to have, I had to get rid of all those bad things.

Because of the promise I have made before Allah and the ruler of Ijab qobul. It all needs to be met and done well.

Especially the promise to my brother Haikal.

To take care of Aisyah and become an exemplary head of household.

Ah... Aisha. Just mentioning his name alone made my heart pound and my blood rustle.

Remembering last night's sudden lights out. I just found out that he's a dark phobia and can't sleep in the dark.

Last night I tried to calm him down so as not to continue to be frightened and agitated. Last night we fell asleep hugging each other.

Just imagine, all night I had to endure the sudden desire rumbling in my body. Made my head throb and dizzy until now.

It was a really tough test for me. Exceeded the exam while I was in the rehab dorm.

" Haidar, I-I'm afraid of the dark" Aisyah said last night as the electricity in our house suddenly went out.

I tried to calm him down that night.

" You don't be afraid, I'm here with you. So now sleep in peace, okay?" I said as I ventured to touch the hand that had firmly grasped my arm. Even our bodies are not far away, they are getting closer.

Aisyah continued to stick to my body, making the center core of my body react and pulsate instantly.

ck! it's really just torturing.

With the dim light coming from my phone, I could see Aisyah's head movement nodding timidly. Her pretty face was already sweating cold sweat, the effect of the fear she felt.

So scared of the dark. To the point that his hands felt extremely cold and continued to tremble.

I tried hard to persuade her to fall asleep and get rid of her fear. At midnight, he slept well. Unlike me who has to resist the desire to become. Keeps me riled up and awake by withholding desire.

Why not just hit Haidar? Are you legal to be husband and wife?

Maybe that's the question you're gonna ask me.

Just so you know. From the beginning we decided to take heart first. Before we go the next step further.

Not because we are legitimate can continue to be immediately delicious.

In my principle, we have to do that on the basis of liking. Not because of lust.

It was much more delicious in my opinion. hehehe..