
The encounter with the Clouds at Hana's wedding reception stuck in my mind, The once-silent clouds are now talking more somehow I like it.
A little soul wants to know me as a former thrashing, as much as possible I survive not to ask about his relationship with his new lover but everything ran aground just after the presence of mas Cahyo, but, I got carried away to talk about something that I should have shut down from the Clouds.
The presence of Cahyo mas et al has damaged this feeling.
Indeed, between me and Cahyo mas there is no clear commitment! at first I thought that maybe this was how a more mature human attitude from me fostered a relationship without having to ask questions and answers.
The comfort with her made me close my eyes to the clarity of our relationship, until I realized the presence of Dance.
Every time my mind began to step into the memories with Cahyo, there also appeared a picture in my memory of how lulled in every touch of his ex-wife. My own eyes see it. I fucking hate it!
If I asked if I was jealous or not? This disappointment represents what I feel. I'm fooled!
The pain I felt over the Cloud's betrayal, wasn't as painful as I felt for the man I had not been with for long. Could this be called blind love?
Every word and message was recorded clearly in my brain's memory.
"Sir, I'm at your house, huh? I can explain everything. You're wrong with what you saw on deck, I can explain." The message from Cahyo mas I read but I did not reply does not mean I did not wait, but it turns out my guess is true it is just a seduction mas Cahyo.
[Sir, there is no intention in my heart to hurt anything else, Dance was once a part of my life, as well as you but her position will not be changed in my heart. Dance is the woman of my past and you are the woman of my future. A time when we will age together.] Honestly reading this message my heart is flattered and touched, I want to even very willing mas. But I'm no longer an ABG child who believes without proof.
[Don't run away from me because I want to spend all my time with you!] I just want to see you fight for me mas, but it turns out I'm right all your words are just lip sweetener only.
[Married me, aged with me and divorced me from death.] It's all nonsense but this heart still hopes, it's crazy like me.
All the contents of the message from Cahyo mas I still save in my android, all the seduction made fly a moment and dropped so deep and now I really feel hurt.
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"Strick, there's that guest." Mama poked her face from behind my door.
"Guests? Gini ma night?" A glance at the clock of the room wall pointed at 20.45.
"Yes, meet for a minute, not for long."
"Who the hell is it, how come there's no time tomorrow?" Sunggut Sekar lazy.
"Have met there later in the night, it's not nice to see the neighbors."
With a lazy step, I stepped over the front of the house.
The male figure in a patterned shirt with a small box box combined with black basic pants sits back to Sekar.
Sekar's feeling increasingly uncertain he was very poultice it was not Cloud or Cahyo as expected in the room earlier.
"Mas.." - Sekar when convinced that he was the man of his past.
"Sik" the man opened his body, he smiled and his smile did not change. Just as it used to feel warm and stay as tidy as it used to be.
There is a great turmoil in Sekar's chest, to be happy or angry.
"You're getting pretty, brother,"
"What are you doing here? Later my husband is angry if he knows there is a man who met his wife," Ketus Sekar lied.
The man actually chuckled small, his laughter was still like it used to sound crisp and his row of teeth looked well-groomed white still like before who was always in longing.
"Mas, why are you smiling like that? Nothing funny." Pekik Sekar.
Maybe time made you forget that I wasn't the rash type of person, before seeing you I've been looking for information about you." Ah shameful to be caught lying.
"Why are you meeting me now? to make fun of me? huh uh?" Sekar who was upset to feel played by the man who was waiting without news, now suddenly appeared before him.
Sekar and the man sat in silence, sometimes they caught each other when they looked at each other.
"Ten years have passed, you have not changed still the same as Mekar I was. Sekar is sweet but looks prettier maybe because it is now diligent diet huh dik?" again he showed off his row of white teeth.
"Tomorrow I'll pick you up, brother? I want to take you on the road." The always shady eyes looked pleading.
"Sorry, I can't."
"Help me, I don't want to leave without giving you any explanation,"
"What do you mean, Mom? Are you here just a minute?"
The shady eyes still looked at Sekar like before but there was a tinge of sadness in it and Sekar caught it.
"Why silence?"
"Tomorrow I'll explain everything to you, brother,"
"Why not now?"
"In addition to the more beautiful it turns out you are more aggressive, brother," flickering tease. Sekar who saw that was dumbfounded.
"You are now a flirty man!" ketus Sekar.
He who saw Sekar sulking looks more and more anxious.
"Explain it now!"
"Sik, it's night, tomorrow at ten I'll pick you up. Please grant my request this time."
"But tomorrow I have to work,"
"I want a day with you, you know, I don't know the next day if I can meet you." His voice sounded vibrating.
"I say hi, please say hello to my mother. Tomorrow at ten I'll pick you up."
"Where are you staying?"
"Why do you want to nawarin I nginep here huh? Don't be on the husband's sister's angry." Again he blinked his left eye. Sekar's cheeks blushed red hearing the man bring up his lies.
"Bag!!!" pekiknya Sekar reflex.
The man jumped in shock, "Dik turned out that there was a lot of progress you had besides the more beautiful, your voice the higher the octave." Face pouting.
"B.O.D.O! Are you ready for me and what do I care about whether you like it or not?" let him know that he is not important to me.
"Dik.. I am not a Cloud, not Cahyo but I am a man who has also been enthroned in your heart. Please don't say that again at least until tomorrow." Without realizing it, his hand was in the man's grasp.
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