Mas Harsa's
Fear

"All decisions are in Seolla's hands. Want him to be fiancee or even not, let Seolla himself who certainlyin. I'm the same Ara also has no right to interfere, as well as you who are only limited to Seolla" said Andi.

"That's it, I want to share something good. Show Seolla what's good, what's not." bales Varres still ngeyel, feel he's the most real himself.

"Not to bother. My son is an adult. I could see and see which was good and which was bad." Andi's date looked tired to face the stubborn Varres.

Andi looks cool in the eyes of Ara and Seolla today. Even if he's Varres's older brother, but he doesn't believe Varres. Because sometimes there is an older brother who is desperate whatever the condition, want to be wrong or right.

"Bun, I'm afraid Harsa will change her mind. I'm afraid she's canceling our fiancee's show for another month." Seolla confided while crying.

"I love him so much, Bun.. I can't be far from him." Seolla confided that they were already in the room.

While Andi is still out with Varres. Andi love some wobble to Varres also throw tuh people subtly let go.

As with previous experience, if you have been willing to stay somewhere, for a long time Varres will not want to go and be a pest there. Anything to ask under the pretext he is also part of the family.

"Son, son.. Don't let these bad thoughts fill your head. Mommy can be rasain if Harsa is a good child, she will not leave you so you just calm down, wait until Harsa makes a decision." said Ara try to calm down Seolla.

"Yes, Bun.."

A day there was no news from Harsa had been able to make Seolla feel unkillful. He chatted Hani, asked Harsa news, Hani said Harsa is better and has been able to go home from the hospital this afternoon.

📱 Via chat..

🕰️ 18:02

Hani: Gifts for those who are missing. Hopefully can a little medicine taste kangen lo ya.

Hani : If the pose of his sleep is not because it seems that it means he is healed! So don't worry anymore, Olla. 😉

Seolla: How do you look so thin? 😭

Hani: Gapapa, tomorrow-tomorrow lo fatutin again yes. Take a lot of food. 😃

Seolla: Thank you, Hani. Even if I really want to go there. I want to hug him and say that there is nothing to worry about.

Hani: Be patient, Olla. I'm the same that Beb again try as much as possible to help you.

Seolla: Dear Hani a lot. 🥺

Even if you already know Harsa's condition is fine, but Seolla still can't feel calm before she sees Harsa using her own eyes.

📱 Via phone..

Jillian: "Olla, you are patient. I still need to let Harsa want to see you soon. Although on the other hand I also can not really make him, fear that it's a panic attack will come again."

Hani: "Yes, Ji.. I understand that. Thank you, because you always try your best for us. I have often been very troubled lo and Hani. I can't imagine that if no one cared, I would be confused."

Jillian: "Gapapa, I also sell this for my twin brother. Ever since Harsa felt she did not want to be loved because of her past trauma, since then I promise, I will try to help Harsa to find her happiness someday. And the answer is lo, Olla. I saw him laugh a lot and be happier since I met him. I should have said many thanks to you because you have made Harsa's life more meaningful."

Seolla: "Gue love her, Ji. I can't imagine life without him. I have high expectations about our life. Fiancee, married, had children, grew up and educated our eight children together"

'Buset! Many greatly!' inner Jillian let out a startled scream.

Seolla: "Look at them growing up and one by one they will marry too, live their own lives, until I stay the same mass Harsa left and finish our old age together, until death that will separate us someday."

Jillian: "Olla.."

Seolla: "What?"

Jillian: "Lo don't make me moan dong!"

Seolla: "Gue said what he is, Ji.. That's why I think I'm going to be a crazy person if I go away because of this problem."

Jillian: "No, Olla. Harsa will not go ninggalin lo. He just needs time, you're patient."

Seolla: "Everyone said that, they sure Mas Harsa will not go to me. I don't know why I'm always bad. Mas Harsa does not bales my chat, do not want to pick up a phone from me, already can make me macem crazy. Now that I realize, I can't live far from him."

'Bucin no?' jillian's mind again.

Seolla: "Ji.."

Jillian: "What?"

Seolla: "Is it because I'm a niece om Varres sampe-sampe mas Harsa disgusted to see me?"

Jillian: "What the hell is that? It's got nothing to do, Olla. You heard my story yesterday, right? Where Varres says he lives. I can be sure, the Varres has not been in touch with your family for a long time."

Seolla : "German.. Our family knew he was just yesterday too. The day before the event at home. He suddenly contacted my father, news and all the macems. Of course, my father was fond of it because in the end there was clarity about the existence of the youngest brother of the father after a few years there was no news at all, that's why my father invited me to Varres to come to the house at all meetings with other brothers. But I didn't think there would be such an incident."

Jillian focuses on Seolla's story there.

Seolla: "Ji.."

Jillian: "Hm?"

Seolla: "Gue will try to survive, wait until Mass Harsa wants to see me again. I just hope that our fiancee next month will not be void after she knows the fact that I am the nephew of someone who has made life while Harsa suffered to feel traumatized. I'm scared, Ji.."

It was clear that Seolla was crying there.

Jillian: "Please, I do the best for you both."

Their conversation continued until two minutes later before Seolla finally said goodbye because she suddenly had a job.

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