Mas Harsa's
I wait for your widow

📍 In car..

"Why are you called Maung by her? Dear call? It turns out that it was as sweet as you used to be." asked Seolla curiously.

"No, it's normal." answered Harsa looks really good to discuss the problem of Monica again.

"Galmur!"

"What?"

"Your story used to have a call baby!" sue Seolla.

Seolla's tone seemed pretty raging, so Harsa should be careful here.

"No, the deck." said Harsa who became happy focus between driving the car the same story of the past. "You have been horrified if I lived a rough adolescence, bullied, humiliated, ostracized for the slander of Varres. I was desperate at the time and wanted to die!"

Seolla actually did not hear the story of Harsa's past, the inn want to cry it would be..

"I was sixteen when I survived a suicide attempt to be saved by Monica."

Well, now that Seolla's confused, she must hate or even thank Monica for 'cause 'if only there was no she was certainly Seolla would not meet the funds to know the figure of Harsa.

Even Seolla will never know there is someone named Harsa Adrian Kawindra who was born in this world.

"Don't be asked how the details of the incident happened because I also don't want to explore the past nor do you want to make you sad if you hear this story. Long story short, Monica took care of me, she took care of this and that, and that, he also gave me the spirit and attention when I felt in this world there was no longer anyone who cared about me except Monica. Even he was the only one who told me that he could not believe the bad news about me that had spread widely. One man didang, but already able to make me eager to continue to survive."

Seolla meticulously horrified Harsa's story.

"I used to feel like I was a little, helpless marmot, but Monica said in her eyes I was as strong as a tiger, so she always called me Maung."

Ah.. So that's the reason! Okay, now Seolla knows.

"Our friendship has been going for two years, where he knows me and one other person, Johan. He's as good as Monica. I was really surprised when one day Monica said that she had a taste for me because as long as we were friends I never expected too high. Having two friends like Monica with Johan I already feel very grateful, do not expect if Monica see me not just as a friend, we dated almost two years. Monica keeps giving me support, my passion'in so I can be a more confident person and that day when I said I wanted to come back here, I know Monica is hard to let me go but she still supports and believes. I promised Monica I'd be a successful person and then we'd pick her up and get married. At that time my relationship with my mother was not even better, I received an offer to move papi because papi promise will take good care of me here with Jillian. One month after I stayed here, my mom suddenly came and apologized, saying that she knew all the rottenness of Varres thanks to the instructions and evidence that Monica loved. I felt so grateful at that time, there was nothing I could do except a big thank you to Monica. And you know what deck Monica said back then?"

"What?"

"Where?"

"Pengen died again." murmured Harsa. "I almost jumped free from the highest floor of the papi company but instead caught the same Jillian. He dragged me to one of the toilets there, I put on water a bucket of mop marks and even ancem would drift away'in me to the closet. At that time I thought the raging Jillian was more seremendous than the angel of death. So I don't dare try to commit suicide again as long as Jillian's name is still on the surface of the earth."

Seolla a faint smile horrified Harsa's words. "It turns out he's really doing a lot for your life, huh, mom?"

"Who? The Jillian? Yes.." bales Harsa.

"Not Jillian but Monica." - Ralat Seolla.

"Oh, he.." Harsa had misbehaved first, fearing Seolla misunderstood.

"Yes can be said like that but he also betrayed me, deck.. Monica once said that I don't need to feel indebted to all the good she's ever done because it's worth the betrayal she's done. I even knew Monica was dating Johan for a year before I moved here. If asked why Monica cheated on Johan, she would answer if I was bosenin, not romantic and could not give compliments to girls. Monica said that I was dating as if she was the one I was looking after me when I was the guy who should be able to take care of her instead of the other way around. Anyway, from the talk of Monica pedes I can learn many things, start self-correction, self-study, start to know where my life goals are going, where I want to take it, I did it all for Monica's sake if I wasn't the weak man she thought I was!"

This was already like the worst moments of Harsa which then he could use as a stepping stone to live a better life.

"My room is, Deck! I'd like to tell him I'll wait for his widow." Harsa grimaced to realize that she had done the wrong thing. "Oath! I was really being selfish at that time. Now he's really charging me."

"What a bego!" Seolla has thrown away her face from Harsa.

"Dec, are you angry?" harsa asked with an innocent facial expression.

Seolla stays on her feet for the Harsa cuekin there.

Don't know it.. Seolla is confused, it turns out there are still Harsa's past that Seolla does not know. Though Seolla thought the Varres problem yesterday was the last but it turns out there are still others.

Seolla did not really want to sprain into Harsa because at first she herself asked for criticism, but now Seolla has already been sprained. How is dong?!

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