Mas Harsa's
Self-reflective

"Lo was already horrified himself 'kan Seolla talk anything" said Jillian.

Harsa diem pondered.

Harsa was sitting next to Jillian who was on the same phone as Seolla.

"Seolla doesn't want you to stay, Sa!"

"Who has the intention to stay in Seolla?" bales Harsa used a mummy already similar to someone else gargle.

"Yes if you find him dong! Not in PHP mulu kid people!" exciting Jillian.

"Gue's not ready yet, Ji!"

"When are you ready?!"

Start talking to each other high notes.

"Gue doesn't know!"

""Show me dong if you love Seolla too!! Don't talk about doang! But evidences!!"

"Lo don't snap I can't?!"

"Lo also use muscle, Bambang!!"

"Harsa Cave! H. A. R. S. A! Not Bambang! You know yep"

"OK, okay.." interrupted Jillian suddenly. "Patience, relax.. Breathe in, ek outin. Good boy!"

Harsa said all that Jillian said.

"Sorry, Sa.. I'm just laughing the atmosphere will even snapped lo." said Jillian rather nyesel.

If he had another panic attack, it would be bad.

"It's not Seolla's fault." muttered Harsa began the story.

"OK." Jillian bales heard Harsa's words carefully.

"Oath, Ji.. I don't feel disgusted by Seolla. So why if Seolla turns out to be the monster's niece? I can't deny that if I match Seolla, love is never wrong. It wasn't Seolla who asked to be born Varres' nephew. There is also no prohibition for me to fall in love with one of Varres' relatives. Varres can neither block nor deny it." Harsa's long story.

Jillian is still a loyal listener there.

"Gue just needs a little while more. I hope Seolla can be a little patient."

"Sa." call Jillian who now has a look of amazement.

"What's? Your expression why is that so?" ask Harsa I don't understand.

Jillian was still amazed there. "Lo's not aware of it?"

"What?"

"Lo just said Varres' name so smoothly, even a few times, not the usual monster!" jillian seneng.

Harsa immediately came to her senses and she became shocked herself. "Well? Yes yes.."

In the past, call or call the name Varres has made Harsa feel hot cold. That's why he changed the name of Varres using the name monster.

Harsa used to try hard to avoid the name of Varres, feeling parno if only suddenly Varres came to him. Too self-limiting that makes Harsa often hit by panic.

There are many fears that Harsa has to face, living like that feels really uncomfortable.

"Gue feels soon you will be free from the trauma that has always been nosy life lo" said Jillian.

Harsa agreed. "Gue felt one step ahead. Yesterday was the worst panic attack I've ever had, but after that incident and my condition has gradually improved, I feel more alive, I feel more alive, better and most importantly I feel braver."

Ahah! Jillian likes this. It is clearly visible that the spirit of Harsa is burning.

"What?"

"Kalo for example Seolla is not the nephew of Varres and yesterday's events never happened, maybe forever I will not be able to escape from this trauma problem. Maybe even until I die I'll keep my dark past tight from Seolla."

"Yes, really!" jillian agrees with Harsa.

"I indirectly become stronger and dare to fight my fears thanks to the hands of those who incidentally the Varres family. Father, mother and Seolla. They do not close their eyes, do not believe and immediately believe it is the same talk of Varres who tried to slander me again. They're Varres's family, but firmly compact against Varres. How, Ji?"

"Where's what?" jillian did not understand.

"How can I express this gratitude? God is so good, I'm not going to meet them all. Ji, I was moved." said Harsa with two teary eyes.

Jillian's been patting Harsa's shoulders there. "Lo got rid of all this stuff."

"Sir, Ji.. God is too good for me." - Bales Harsa.

"God always meets good people with good people. If you lo angep Seolla good, it means you are also good" said Jillian still trying to make Harsa entertain.

Harsa so inget, Jillian always said 'Lo's partner is a reflection of yourself.' so Jillian always ingetin Harsa to always improve himself. Harsa just realized that Jillian's words are real.

"Gue is good so you can get good Seolla as well." murmured Harsa.

Jillian nods her senses that eventually Harsa can move on as well.

"Tuh!"

"Just like you, Ji.."

"Gue?" ask Jillian astonished. "Gue why is it?"

"Lo is short, so you can get a short Hani too!" harsa said while laughing.

Jillian has put a face on there. "Gue drifting'in at the closet lo ya!"

Harsa was already scrapped first before being thrown by Jillian's house slippers.

"Sa!!! Here's not lo!" jillian shouted furiously. "Nyesel I'm defending take a leave of absence today to take care of the creature macem lo!"

***

The bell of Seolla's house sounded several times, but it was still early in the morning. Because Seolla hasn't found a suitable domestic assistant so if there's anything, everything should be done independently first.

For example, open your own door if there are more guests.

Seolla has shown a look of surprise and disbelief as soon as see who comes.

"Mas, you came?"

No need to wait for an answer from Harsa, Seolla immediately played a hug.

"Sir, don't suddenly hug without cueing dong! I'm not ready for this. Ntar even nosebleed." said Harsa using a pleading face.

While Seolla had fucked the same thing as a nosebleed, she had longed hard.

"It's so safe to have you in your arms. I miss you so much, I haven't seen you in a few days." muttered Seolla.

Harsa's thin smile, don't wear it for long straight bales hugs Seolla. "Same. They are also very kangen. Sorry for making you wait. You're great, can't wait for me in the midst of uncertainty."

"I'm trying to trust you, Mom.. That's what keeps me patient." bales Seolla.

After a while later they released the hug to look at each other's faces.

"Why are you here in the morning? Tuh, look! The atmosphere is still foggy." said Seolla.

"Where's dong, deck? I can't sleep well. The inn want immediately nyamperin you mulu. Can't bear to wait a little bit cheesy." bales Harsa.

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