Me And My Ex-Husband
The bonus chapter 16

She became a widow the second time

It is a hard journey for Raisya's love. Now she has to be a widow for the second time. But this time it was very different. It turns out to be more painful. Losing someone who loves us and dies and leaves forever is hard. Different when he was divorced because the husband hurt himself many times.

" Daddy.aku kangen. I miss your laugh. " Raisya said softly when she saw the frame of a photo containing a photo of her mesraya with her husband.

" It was heavier, when I forgot my ex-husband Nando. Moreover, the wounds he had scratched were so deep and the moment that you were present made me forget all my pain. Because of you I have confidence back in love, that I can get happy. And you have made it happen.

" I promise you, to me you are my last love ! I don't want to be in a relationship anymore. The most important thing for me is to raise children, especially children who have grown up. Pray for me to be strong ! " Raisya said softly, accompanied by a sobbing so tight of chest.

It has been exactly 1 week the husband left the world, it still feels like a dream. If Raisya can choose, she may choose to have her husband lie in a coma forever. Although sad, but he can still see the face full of love of the husband.

" Why do you have to be conscious, but after that it goes away forever. Hix...Hix.. " And again he still blames the situation.

This past week, the tears have never stopped. It feels so hard. Until Raisya can not sleep well and looks black eye bags and eyes that are swollen because of continuous crying.

" Hopefully by sleeping, I can forget for a moment you are ! " Said Raisya trying to close his eyes. Slowly, slowly, Raisya's eyes began to shut.

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Precisely now the greater responsibility must be a single parent of the four children.

" You guys are fine at home ! Mama may have just returned home this afternoon. Bi, please take care of the kids ! Today make meat sop aja same tempe sambel for children ! " Say Raisya before leaving the house.

" Bismillah.I must be strong ! If I was strong, I would be proud of me ! May this day bring forth all the sustenance for the children ! Amens. " Raishya said as he got into the car.

Now Raisya has launched his vehicle. Her main destination was a Sundanese restaurant and a recent visit to a teenage cafe and her husband's business. The target today is to go around to all places of business, just to control. All this time Raisya has entrusted to his trust person who takes care of each effort. And if Clarissa had time, she was the one who accompanied those places of business. Like when she was always waiting for her husband in the hospital, Clarissa took care of him.

" How about sus ? Is there a problem in the restaurant as long as I'm not around ? " Task Raisya to Raisya's confidant at the restaurant.

" Thank God everything is smooth Mom, even the income is increasing Mom. " Susi Sahut, makes Raisya grateful.

" Thank God for the sustenance you have given to our family. May blessings.. Amens. " Raisya murmured in the heart.