Me And My Ex-Husband
What feeling is this

It did not feel Raisya and Raihan had five days in Surabaya. They always make time to be together. It feels like they would love to repeat the good times they were dating, but they always hold back from doing that. There was a space of regret between them, they always wondered if it had not happened they would have been very happy at this moment.

If only his papi Raihan agreed, if only Raihan could resist his lust from Maura, if Raihan did not study abroad maybe they are still together to enjoy happiness. But all of that is just their delusion, no matter what happens in their lives right now they have to accept.

In two days they will be separated, they will live life as usual. It feels like they don't want all this to go away. He wants to get back together. But it feels impossible. Because they don't want to hurt their partner. Raihan now loves Maura, even though he wants to be with Raisya. While Raisya does not love Nando too much even Nando has hurt her many times until her love fades, but the shadow of her son always comes to pass. Raisya could not bear if his son had to separate from his father.

Nando there was restless, because during Raisya to Surabaya they rarely communicate. Raisya rarely gives news of his activities in Surabaya, because he is more busy enjoying his togetherness with Raihan. They do not go any further beyond the limits of reason. Raisya always refuses when Raihan wants to kiss her, Raihan as a man wants to do more considering that he has not had sex with Maura for almost a week, plus he was curious about Raisya but has never been granted.

I don't know if this is the feeling they are feeling, but for sure they have completely forgotten their partner. They are so happy to be together. Raihan is always faithful waiting for Raisya who is always busy with his work. While with Raisya, Raihan chose not to receive calls or reply to chats from Maura. He did not want to ruin the moment of togetherness with Raisya.

Nando had realized, he could not have been able to separate from Raisya. Only a few days in his stay did he feel so empty. Finally he decided to play fire again with Viona. He creates a new Facebook account and sends inbox to Facebook owned, Viona replies to him and he finally gave his new number to Nando. As long as Raisya is not around, they communicate back. Viona who was separated from Fikri also felt lonely. Until now, they have not met just communicating by phone.

Nando never changed, in the stay of Raisya only a few days his frown approached him. He was looking for a friend to chat with who could accompany him, because Raisya was always busy.

Kangen...That's certain. That was what Nando felt for Raisya. Raisya is the woman he loves so much right now. With Viona he only considers as a chatting friend.

Raisya and Raihan are now sitting quietly in a seat near the pool. Raihan continued to look at Raisya's face, making Raisya feel embarrassed until his face turned red.

" What is my feeling about him ? Why I don't want to part with him. " Raisya said in her heart while replying to Raihan's gaze.

" sa...Do you still have a taste to me ? If I am alone, I still love you very much. Can we not have another relationship ? " Say Raihan while holding Raisya's hand.

" I don't know what I don't understand this feeling to you ? I'm sorry I couldn't if I had to have another relationship. I don't want to hurt them both. We already have a partner, we should not let us do more. Moreover, your son is already two with Maura. I want to say thank you, if all this time you always accompany me while here. " Reply answered Raisya.

" It's just a thank you, it's all donk in return. " Sahut Raihan while stroking Raisya's face.

" Meaning ? I don't understand. " Raisya was confused.

Raihan finally pulled Raisya's hand and took her. Raisya followed Raihan's steps who continued to hold his hand. Raisya felt confused by what Raihan really wanted to do. And it turns out Raihan took Raisya to his room. Initially Raisya hesitates to go inside, but Raihan pulls her in forcibly. Raisya displayed a panicked face thinking all sorts of things. After entering Raisya sat on a chair near the window of the room. He felt amazed by the room Raihan occupied, very luxurious in contrast to the one Raisya occupied. Raihan direct me**** lips Raisya who is always the candle first. Raisya tried to let go yes but Raihan did not give a chance, until finally Raisya bit Raihan's lower lip which made Raihan finally take it off.

" What are you doing with me ? Remember I'm a man's wife and you're a man's husband. Forget me ! " Raiseya said angrily.

" I'm sorry. I can't forget you. I'm going to divorce Maura, I want to go back with you. " Raihan said while hugging Raisya.

Raisya cried at Raihan's words. If he had the courage maybe he would have accepted Raihan. Her marriage to her husband Nando was actually a lot of tears. But he was still thinking about his son's fate, and he saw that Nando had also changed a lot. Nando was like a beard fire, always contacting Raisya every day and expressing his feelings of grief.

" I'm sorry I can't. We can't hurt our partner. Let the past be the past, we must forget it. " Say Raisya while walking to get out of the room.

Before Raisya came out, Raihan immediately pulled Raisya's hand and carried her on the bed. Raihan did not care if Raisya would be furious after this. He wanted the last time to let go of his desire to be with Raisya. He wanted to do it with Raisya. She had always held back her feelings, but for today she was no longer willing to hold back those feelings.

Raisya felt shocked, because during her marriage to Nando she was never in special like with Raihan. Finally Raisya's body responded, he also wanted a caress from Raihan. Raihan is very different from Nando. Although Raihan does not have a very distant relationship, he always gives more attention and is also always romantic. While Nando always flat including when doing it.

Raihan who felt Raisya's body respond, the right made him become a spirit. He asked Raisya first if Raisya is currently KB Raisya. And after hearing the answer from Raisya, Raihan immediately hit the gas. Tonight they had forgotten about her partner, though both partners kept contacting her.

Raihan felt the opium of every core that Raisya had. She feels happy to finally be able to feel more than Raisya, though not the first to feel. Raisya and Raihan really enjoy their game, so they do it many times until finally they feel tired.

After the hot struggle was over, Raihan immediately kissed her forehead and hugged Raisya's body tightly.

Raisya did not answer Raihan's words. Raisya continued to cry incessantly. He was sad as to why he was like this, doing something stupid like this. Actually he wants to return with Raihan, but he does not want to be a actor at the wedding of Raihan and Maura and he also has to be heavy to part with Nando. Finally feeling very tired, Raihan and Raisya fell asleep. While Nando was feeling uneasy there, he felt like something was happening.

The next day, when the alarm clock on her phone rang, Raisya opened her eyes and saw Raihan who was still fast asleep. Because he had to get ready for work, he immediately took off Raihan's embrace. Raisya continued to curse himself who did stupid things. Because of the movement of Raisya, Raihan immediately woke up. He pulls Raisya's hand until Raisya falls back into his arms. Raihan kissed Raisya on the forehead and thanked her and she also immediately said*****Raisya's lips. Raisya immediately tried to release him, because he was sure Raihan would want him again. Raisya immediately tried to get up. Raihan immediately chased after her and hugged her from behind. Their bodies were both still in an innocent state. Raisya immediately tried to release Raihan's embrace

" Take me off ! I hate you. " Raisya said while staring at Raihan is deadly.

" Yes I'll take you off. But please don't ever leave me again. " Sahut Raihan still does not want to release Raisya.

Finally Raisya rebelled very violently, until the fortress of Raihan was released. Raisya immediately slapped Raihan in the face.

" Are you aware of our current position ? You're crazy, aren't you ? Awahai Raihan Wibowo. Why did you choose that woman over me ? " Raisya was very angry.

" Yes, I'm crazy. I love and want to have a wife. I know you're not happy, right ? I promise I'll make you happy. " Say Raihan said.

" We'll go on later. I need to get ready for work. Later that night we continue our conversation. " Raisya.

Finally, Raihan agreed to Raisya's words. Raihan immediately released Raisya from his grasp. Raisya put on her clothes and walked out of Raihan's room. And Raihan chose to go back to sleep, imagining a game of himself and Raisya last night.

If I have to remember you again

I won't be able to

With what happened to us

If forgetting you is easy, it won't be hard

It won't make my heart lose

I lost, I admit I lost

This love is bitter

And it doesn't have to have

If I could I'd go back

I will change the destiny of the love I choose

Although not possible

Even if I want to, take you through the time machine

😢☹️😩😨😫