Me And My Ex-Husband
Baffled

Raisya, Nando, and Viona are now in a state of confusion about the thoughts of their respective lives. There is a desire for Viona to leave Nando from her life forever, because she must feel pain there is never any clarity from her relationship with Nando, yes, it can be said only as a lover or sex partner of a husband who has had a wife and children.

He is also a human being who has feelings, who wants a partner who always accompanies him. Whereas Nando was like her he could never hope for more than a relationship with her. Nando always insists that it's best if they're just like this forever. He would never abandon himself, but Nando would not let go of his wife either.

What's on Nando's mind right now. He felt confused as to what to do. On the one hand he never wanted to lose Viona again even though it was just a relationship without status, but he also did not want to divorce from his wife and child. He would not leave his wife and mother who had struggled to bear his child.

He could only look at the night sky. He was too selfish to have both. He should be thankful that he has a wife and children. Everything is complete and perfect he has.

He just makes life stressful. The pressure from Viona was very draining of his mind. Because Viona had threatened to leave him.

" Congratulations on the birth of your child. Now you are a father. Surely you guys are very happy. I just want to order, you can't keep going on a canal like this. You have to choose me or him. If you choose not to divorce her and stick with her, let me walk away from your life. Because my patience has its limits. I am a woman who has feelings. I also want to be like you, a happy life to have a partner and children. I look forward to your decision tomorrow. I'll leave you. " wrote Viona in her chat message.

Nando's heart was very agitated. Feeling confused as to what. Because he's not ready to lose any of them.

And in the maternity room there was a woman who was crying while looking at the child who had just been born in the world. He was confused as to what. Because the feeling of his heart can never be lied to. He was very confident that Nando was still in touch with Viona and that maybe according to his thoughts, Nando was communicating with Viona out there.

Sad and disappointed, he must have felt. It feels like he wants to ask for a divorce from Nando, but what about the fate of the innocent baby who just gave birth. The pain of labor has not healed, now increased with the wound that was scratched in his heart.

He felt very late at night, and his eyes began to sleepy. Nando finally went into Raisya's room. Raisya who knows Nando wants to go into her room, she decides to pretend to sleep. He didn't want Nando to see that he was sad. He immediately wiped away the tears that had dripped down his cheeks.

After entering slowly - slowly he immediately approached the tiny baby whose wife had just born. There was a feeling that made him feel bored considering how he had witnessed the struggle of his wife giving birth. Then he turned to the bed where his wife slept. He kissed his wife's forehead, then held his wife's face filled with sadness for the actions he did. Raisya is the wife who has patiently accompanied her life so far, the wife who always forgives her, and the wife who always tries to love her husband. Though he knew very well, at the beginning they met Raisya did not love him, and he was the one who made his wife to open her heart and accept him. But now it is she who betrays their love by sharing her heart for another woman.

Eventually they fell asleep in their own daydreams and dreams .

The little baby woke up asking for milk, and he finally woke up. He saw Nando who had fallen asleep. He tried to get up and endure the pain to reach for his son. Then she breastfed her child, and after her child was full she put it back in her box.

Raisya glanced at Nando's phone next to his head. Like Nando overslept when he was playing a cell phone. Then Raisya tried to reach the phone slowly so that Nando did not wake up. Then he started opening the phone. His eyes were straight in the direction of the message. With a trembling feeling he tried to open it. What he thought proved to be.

Nando was still on good terms with Viona behind him, and what Nando had said to him was a lie and just to temper his anger. Raisya felt unaccepted by what Nando had done to her. Tomorrow he'll talk to Nando, if necessary he'll ask Nando for a divorce. He lied to himself many times.

It is clearly written that Viona told her to come, and if Nando came to see Viona it was obvious that Nando could never lose Nando. Raisya back then was unable to hold back her cries. His feelings of hatred deepened. The wound that was yesterday has not healed, and now it is made a new wound.

" God what was my fault, until I felt such an excruciating pain. I always try to accept and forgive him. I always try to open my heart to love her. But why did he continue to betray my trust in him. You are evil as I am" said Raisya softly in his heart while looking at the face of Nando who fell asleep very home like no sin.

Nando was feeling very sleepy. Yesterday in sleep deprivation. Yesterday he only slept for a few hours. Because she had spent the night with Viona and when she wanted to fall asleep, Raisya told her that she had felt mules and the next morning she immediately went home to accompany Raisya's labor.

Actually it feels like he wants to get up and slap Nando's face many times and also hit him, if it can reduce his heartache towards Nando's actions. But he tried to suppress that feeling, because he did not want to make a fuss in the midwife clinic.

She kept crying looking at her baby's face, what she had to do. He felt helpless, not having the strength to do more.