MENANTU
SATU

CHAPTERS.1.UNDECIDED

Maybe many think being a daughter-in-law is just a wife of someone else's child.

Tampa is aware of many responsibilities and obligations that must be borne and understood.

It is true, about what is said by a sentence that makes me stunned in.”life is the will of God, we who live and others who comment on”.

That sentence led me to a very forced patience.Since I became a daughter-in-law in my husband's family, I feel a lot of things I have to worry about.not because of unhappiness.I am the luckiest person to have angel-hearted in-laws, I feel the most important thing I have to worry about.not because of unhappiness.I am the luckiest person to have angel-hearted in-laws,like my in-laws.

However, I'm too bad...!!

The daughter-in-law who was present by forcing circumstances that eventually resulted in regret.

Call it.my husband's name AZIZ.aku and Aziz mas already know each other and love each other from since we started the middle pew.

Starting from the love of toy cars, the love of monkeys, until now turned into the love of husband and wife.during that time.Our relationship was never liked by my stepfather, my stepfather was the biggest challenge of our love.

He took care of me so much that I wished I had someone who could make me happy, he thought that people like Aziz wouldn't be able to make me happy because he didn't go to school, someone who didn't have an education wouldn't have a bright future.

However, for me. I think that love should be what it is, and mas Aziz is a sincere person.karna from the time he knew the woman I was the only woman in his heart.

I stubbornly considered Papa's opposition to cruelty, but it was only the heart of a father who wanted his daughter to be happy.I didn't realize it from the beginning.papa,I was willing to shower myself with the love of a father my father could not give me.

Stupidly I, as an ungrateful child, even consider all love as negative behavior.

Papa.., I'm sorry.had disappointed you and couldn't repay the glory of your heart.

I want to say that word, but I'm ashamed for now.

Regrets have smeared my whole life.

That night.., before we got married.After years I was kept away from Aziz mas, finally he contacted me with a short message he asked me to meet.

“Rinaya...my index cannot be contained..want to meet you”.

He said with compassion, making all the walls of my heart fall.

However, papa's angry face was drawn in my shadow made me not dare to do anything.

“yaallah..should where I exhort longing, should where I vent love, not all feelings come from your power.lantas.., why my love seems not to deserve your permission.

If he is my soul mate please show your power, give us a way to unite.

That fool is your destiny.

If indeed he is my soul mate, bring me closer to him, destroy all the walls and debris of the barrier so that we can hold hands with each other.

However.., if not.Keep us and save all our feelings of heart so that the cruelty of longing for us does not torture anymore.”

That is how the heart prays..

“rinaya....!!”

One more message came asking for my reply.

“aziz..”

My answer, at that time the greeting was not yet between us, just calling names.

“rinaya..could not meet me..!!?”

“maaf ziz..Naya doesn't dare.”

“why...??”

Ask, he's so innocent, don't know the problem, I never let him know about papa's opposition.

I don't want him to know, fear not. Papa's words will hurt him.

“ri..I promise I won't dare to touch,rinaya don't have to fear”

“not afraid Aziz.!!, we do not muhrim, meet each other is forbidden religion.”

I replied, pretending to be nice is like my shady mask.

“kuajak my sister ri..let us not both, because I can see you alone, it is enough..!!”

“Sorry Aziz...remain unable to..!!”

I disappointed him at that time.I know my rejection hurt him a lot, but just know my heart hurts a lot more.

Aziz..not anything.just I'm not the best for you.you're good.if you have nothing, your sincerity can't match.

All my life, I've never sought anything but sincerity, that you've done me enough, but I'm helpless,my life is under the hands of a stepfather.he said stepfather is much more cruel than anything.if I know papa is not at all cruel or evil.but I still do not dare to oppose it.

Aziz's call made my mind messed up, which was just how I could meet him.

If I meet I'm sure it will be a big problem, because opposing something that should not be in my family is considered an unforgivable crime.

I'm a stepson, it's clear a father's light hand has become daily food.

It's too hard to explain what hinders my feelings.

Until it finally crossed my mind to take the path of recklessness.A thousand times my mind fights with the heart.Still my heart wants to be with the person who is loved.

That day, I invited my sister to meet her at her house,

“Li..don't until mom and dad know yes brother meet mas Aziz.”

I asked him to promise to keep my plans a secret

“oke...”

The answer is short, however, it is thought that Lia is not a trustworthy person.Most of her traits that I do not like are meant to be unbelievable.

I intentionally bring fruit, so that my arrival is not empty-handed.

Nervous along the way that I felt as if it made me tremble, fear his parents did not like my arrival.or it could have been considered inappropriate arrival.

“bad no yes..a woman comes to a man's house”.

My heart word...

For a moment I stopped my journey, making my sister confused

“why sis...??”

I answered in a very cold voice.

Then I went on again, and it felt like the house was getting closer.

From a distance I have seen many young people sitting in front of his house, maybe his friend, his brother's friend, or just a young boy playing for association.

The crowd even triggered me to turn around, I was ashamed, and afraid of people thinking badly.

“Rinaya...why go...???”

Aziz asked through a short message on my mobile phone that turned out to have seen my arrival first, making me even more embarrassed.

“not what Aziz..just shy in your house crowded once.”

My answer...

And then I looked back, and there was Aziz chasing me,

“Ri..sook to my house.”

He said he took me

“no need ziz., I'll just go home.”

“do not do so..my mother has been waiting.., my sisters also.., surely they are disappointed if you do not come”.

I finally gave myself up to come and go to his house.

I saw that a mat was already stretched out and Aziz told me to sit there, and his mother came to bring me a warm drink.

“minum ri...this is mother's house.”

His words are so friendly that they make me feel ashamed.

“Rinaya..why silence..drink..”.

Sahut Aziz

I looked at his entire house, maybe the house could one day accept me, or the house would be narrow if visited by a lady who is not as beautiful as me.

I look at the faces of his parents, can they one day be my parents, understand all my attitudes and vices, or will I be the worst and most hated.

I see also the cheerfulness of his sisters, they will certainly find it difficult to adjust to me.

All my thoughts made me feel inferior and think to just stay away and not expect more.

“Ri..”

Call aziz to surprise my daydream..

“why stay still..”

He asked, I just shook my head.

“aziz this fruit I bought for you, may you quickly recover”

I said kindly while holding out fruit on Aziz, which was actually sick at the time.

“rinaya..what class is it.?”

Ask mother..

“Already class 7 boarding school buk, just tammat SMA”

“owh...aziz often stories about you, and lately he thinks a lot of you.., I think why, apparently you already want tammat”

He said, and Aziz just bowed with his mother's talk.

“Bang Aziz wants to propose sister before deciding college”

His sister surprised me and felt very nervous.

My face immediately paled at that very moment, what should I answer and what attitude should I show, even if my heart is very flowering.

“Ya..if you are both ready mother saranina aja you guys to marry”

His mother also confused me what to answer..

“Rinaya lecture no...???”

Ask her mother to look at me

“inshaallah Bu..”

My answer.

I saw the expression on his mother's face and Aziz Tampa's face was tense and cold.

“lecture where ri....???”

Then asked his mother, looking back at me

“not far away buk,maunya near here only”

The meeting made me feel like I felt bad, it felt like as a woman I was too reckless to meet the man in her house.

However, that's not what I mean, I just want to see how the Aziz family responds to me, it turns out to be very reciprocal with my family, my family,they really wanted me to get married with Aziz soon while my family was not at all supportive if I was with Aziz.

I remember what Papa said last week when I found out Aziz and I were getting close again after a long time.

“Remember RI....search for a future husband who can make you happy who can guide you to the right path, if an uneducated man.how can he guarantee your life.”.

I'm sick of papa just talking like that, he slalu demeaning Aziz, even though he does not know Aziz.

“ What's wrong papa didn't interfere in my affairs”

I was angry in my heart

“Create only stepfather.”

Connect my heart, show me my stubbornness

Sometimes I hate, with my dad's attitude that curbs me, I'm not comfortable, I think he's just a stepdad but he rules me.