MENANTU
TIGA

ORDEAL.

Too many trials for me to make Aziz the last port.

Many do not like me if I am with Aziz, meaning my friends.they just think Aziz is bad and inappropriate for me.

No matter what wrong Aziz is with them but many are vilifying Aziz in front of me, no matter how I like him.

“Rinaya..rinaya..beautiful kok stupid anyway.apalah nice aziz he just a son of a shoe seamstress.!!”

They mocked me. I just kept quiet and didn't take their conversation.

“Rinaya...Aziz it has no future..want to live using are you the same him..???”

They said again, and again I was silent

“Nay..so many men.what nothing else, Aziz is not a good person, his friends are nothing good.

I'm sure he must be shabu-sabu, look at his body.

They accuse Tampa of evidence and compelling reason, as if they were better than Aziz.when it is not necessarily only their vision, Aziz is actually good.

My heart and mind seemed to be locked tightly, no matter how bad they judged Aziz in my eyes still he was the one I loved.

Is that called blind love...??

I don't care, I trust Aziz so much even if he's not mine.

She was my first love...

Plain face, sweet smile, and the cheerfulness she had I wanted so badly to have.

Aziz.home and the most beautiful delusion.

And finally I was sentin to enter the dormitory, so as to avoid Aziz.maybe that way I can forget him.

The first day of boarding I was very nervous, heavy leaving the house, I was actually sad if Aziz was looking for me.but what is it for no one to support my feelings even everyone seemed to tear down my spirit.

“sorry aziz I have to hurt you like this.I have no other way”.

The first day I spent daydreaming about Aziz.

“Rinaya...why daydream..???”

Ask Sanah to me..

He and Hira are good friends of mine who never look at Aziz bad.

“Thinking azIZ...???”

Ask me who saw me silence again..

“Well...wrong did I just disappear from him...??”

“why not say nay..”

“I want to stay away from him well.”

“lhoh why...!!??because of Vivi and anis's talk.??”

He sternly looked at me

“nah.I don't like to see people who lower him, he's good well not like they say”

While shedding tears, I was saddened to remember the words of the man who disfigured Aziz.

Because I could not bear to see me crying and immediately hugged me.

“ why you should care about the talk of others anyway nay..if you really love him.let people say what..they still do not say anything, you also live.”

It made me t

“ should how well..papa I do not like if I am close with him, he and his family are serious with me, they have even asked me, whether I am ready for marriage...

I'm confused well.I'm actually not respected for continuing seventh grade school.

I want to stop my stepfather fate, I want to get married so that I don't live in my step house anymore.

Not because of the hurry well.but indeed from a long time ago I wanted to marry young, the color was just a way out so that I was no longer under the hands of my stepfather.

My father is not evil, he never bothers me but when...??I'm getting girls.mongan villagers are getting offensive.”

I said pouring out all my heart

“Then why should you hesitate just follow your heart.”

“I can't do well.I still want a good person.so that I'm not like my mother has two husbands.

I don't want my kids to be the same fate as me.

Well..I want to have one husband for up to a lifetime, don't have anything else .

I don't want another important dream that one I can get.”

“I understand nay..kelakalan or anything can be changed, I'm sure you can definitely change Aziz to a good path”

Of the many people Sanah even convinced me and made all my doubts collapse.

After that I have to try to meet the buk sari..

“Assalamualaikum buk.”

“Waalaikum greetings.rinaya.”.

“Iya buk.”

“Log in...!!what is ri..?”

“buk rinaya want to leave for a while because there are goods rinaya left at home”

“what can no one deliver ri..?if you can be delivered, just send thisikan already afternoon.fear rinaya later come kemalaman”

“maaf buk...no one can take you.but rinaya promise will not be long until night, just catch a moment.just pick up the item only.”.

And finally open saripun allowed me to go home for a while, even though that day I was not honest.actually there is no item that I will pick up, absolutely nothing left behind.

I just want to meet my heart that lives at home.

At home, I opened my phone and called Aziz..

I did it twice but did not lift.Slightly the look of the face turned disappointed.

Then I sent you a message..

“Aziz..me dorm”.

I said in the message.

But the message was also unrequited, finally I could only submit by enduring great disappointment, even though I had struggled to go home so I could talk to him

I wanted to get my heart out if I loved her and was ready to marry her.

It's a pity that Aziz is not there and finally with a heavy heart I returned the dormitory leaving only one more message to Aziz

“aziz..aku dorm. Sorry yes.if you call I can't answer”

My hopes and my fantasies fell down at that time.I returned to the acidity with a grim face.

“Rinaya...stuff left behind has found.??”

Ask the open sari that suddenly appeared in front of me, and it was very surprising to me

“buk sari..”

“Kok bengong sih ri.?”

Ask buk sari surprised to see my attitude is not careless

“Udah kok.

I answered slowly and immediately touched the gentle hand of my teacher.

And I didn't say much I left the saree open, and in front of me was a large and crowded hostel Tampa I realized tears just flowed in my cheeks.

From now on there will be no more Aziz messages that I will cuekin.I will focus on my dormitory and lessons that will end in the next few months.

He said one day the dormitory will feel a month.how about a few months.

“ri..why cry again.”

Sanah asked who saw me coming crying

“Is she not there.??”

Ask again

“Iya well he does not exist, I did not pick up telvon and I ordered unrequited”

My answer..

“Already... maybe he's busy, papa's not to think Naya..”

“Iya well.cuman I was disappointed.I was in vain to go home.

I thought he'd be happy with my answer but he wasn't.”

“already...mending us the river yok uduk, just a moment ago azan magrib”.

I followed Sanah's invitation, and tried to ease my aching heart by gathering with my friends.